CEDAR LUNCH!

She talk halfway,

can pose one...

HAHAHA.

*listens carefully at whoever that was talking*

you see, the reason we are so mad is because we have 10 holes in our brains with 9 missing screws. 1 screw held on by mere will power.
NOW. apparently ah ping is unscrewing that last screw.
.... .... .... ....

so amused by a toy saw.
LOL
HAHAHA.

poor ping has to oblige with wen to take such an unglam shot.
LOL.

National Day Party at Sister Sandra's Place.
=DDD
Had lotsa lotsa delicious food!!!
And had Ocean 11, 12 and 13 Marathon!
wahhhh.

wenqi: "WAHHHHHHH SOOOO FASTTTT!!!!"

LOL.

ya right.

HAHAHAHAHA.

Now, a very good question to ask is,
what are they doing up there???

ALLL THE FOOODDDD!
We had Pizza for dinnnerrrr!

Brenda: "mmmmmm, the food is really gooooddd!"

School Of Scripture 07

Brother Willoughby and Jasmine.

awww, don't you think this is so sweet.

haha. =D

My dearest siaoest best friends!
They look so happy in this photo!
We are so blessed to have one another!
Don't you agree?

This is my SHIFU! =D
HAHAHAHA

Sister Doughty!!!

Brother Doughty!!!

MY NEW BLOG TEMPLATE DONEEEEEE!!!
hah.
anddddd I finally know how to do the 'link' thing.
haha.
I DREW THE HEARTS with adobe illustrator.
LOL.
Photoshoped the picture.
Obviously the sky couldn't have been so blue,
and the sun so orangey.
haha.
Leveled it till you can't see my face,
but dodged my shirt,
so you can see the words!
=DDD



HEHE.
successful attempt!

And How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?

MADHOUSE JERSEYYYYYYYYYYYY
WE HAVE TO GET ONEEEEEEE!!!
jointly proposed by tay en and wong ting!
=DDDD



White shirt with GOLD WORDS pleasseeeeeeee!!!



NAMESS!!!
You guys have to put this on your shirt!
NO CHOICEEEEEE...
yongen: tay siao siao
peiting: wong scholar
lily: tan silly
sheeping: lee haha
wenqi: (SOMEONE THINK OF STH ELSE OTHER THAN TAN KE AI PLEASEEEEEEE)
beverly: li ching ching
charlotte: chan charl charl
lilin: *YOU CAN BE- hu lala



Whether or not we can put so many letters...
we shall settle that later.
HAHA.
for the rest...
I shall come up with sth retarded for you! =D
it's supposed to be a MADHOUSE jershey!
Don't expect your name to be anywhere near sane.



hmmm...
ching ching and charl charl's name is not dumb enough.
shall think of sth.
=DDDD
*gives the scheming look



MUAHAHAHAHAHA...

Today is a GREAT GREAT GREAT DAY TOO!!!!
WAHHHH...
I feel so WOAH today.
=D



Had Maths tuition with Bro Sunny before church in the morning.
Bro Sunny is so SUPER GOOD!!!
The 2 hrs of thunder/lightning speed tuition, which we went thru 5 topics was WAY WAY WAY BETTER than the 6 months of lectures that I've gone thru in school.



Now I understand maths much much better!!!
At least I know what Maths is talking about now.
=DDDDD



HAH.
And I feel such a tremendous motivation to do maths now!
HAHA. =DDD
I shall do maths tuition HW in school tmr!



AND the best thing is Bro Sunny make time out of his busy schedule to give us tuition FOC.
My Maths has found its Hero.
got hope got hope!!!
=DDD



I'm so superly amazed by Bro Sunny today.
His mind runs like a calculator!!!
Or maybe cause my brain just really can't process numbers.
I was trying to think how much is 2 multiply 2 squared today.
Mental block.
HAHA.
and Bro Sunny can look at my script upside down,
and spot all my mistakes...
and start generating out all the numbers.
wah.



HAHA.
I agree with Wong.
that we are IN AWE.



THEREFORE.
I WILL BUCK UP AND START TO MUG MUG MUG.
=DDDD



YAYYYYYY...
*waves hands in the air and screams

woahooo...
HAHA.
I just feel really HAPPY TODAY!!!
=DDD



I felt impressed about something today...
Perhaps it's a revelation?
It's when our hearts are smiling that the smiles on our faces are truely genuinue.
This is JOY.



We can smile on our faces, but yet feel unhappy within our hearts.
It's merely a facade that is displayed.



But when we truely experience JOY,
there's just this bursting feeling of happiness within your heart,
that is unconsciously revealed upon our faces,
as we shine in radiance and glow with gladness!



=DDD



I don't know why, but I just feel something bursting forth from within me.
And I just feel tremendously happy!
It feels as if something is outpouring from my heart...
=)))



I guess,
It can only be GOD!
=DDDD

I have no idea how to describe this.
I just really find this very touching!
and it really shows HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD!
=DDD
like what bro db said in his blog!
witness the power of Christ,
HIS LOVE,
that He has demonstrated in the lives of those who have believed and relied on Him!



=DDD



Find me here
Speak to me
I want to feel You
I need to hear You
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.



You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...You're everything.



How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this?



You calm the storms, and You give me rest.
You hold me in Your hands, You won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and You take my breath away.
Would You take me in? Take me deeper now?



How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this?



Cause You're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want Your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want You're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want You're all I need, You're everything, everything.



And How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this?



(background: How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this?)



Would You tell me how could it be any better than this?
(Lifehouse - Everything)

"Even the darkest midnight,
has a daybreak"


Brother Doughty.

=)))

PHOTOG!
A GLIMPSE OF SINGAPORE EXHIBITION!!!
=DDDD







we played with light painting again.
and I happen to bring a torchlight.
It was for my orchid actually, but I didn't need it for that in the end.
Anyway, the photo is done by the exco!
=DDD




and this is my orchid photo for the exhibition!
I took this, after Eunice did a demo to teach me.
=)))
haha.
a mini 'studio' was set up at a corner of the photog room!
haha.
so fun.



It's quite crazy today.
Cause we actually was attempting to print 20 photos,
after editing, photoshoping, mounting, etc.
and we actually did it!
in less than a day!
wah.
acchievement!
=DDD



we were chionging like crazy when the time was nearing 8pm.
CAUSE THE ALARM WILL SOUND.
ahh.
and we had glued our last photos outside at the atrium.



and...
because it was so late already.
ALL THE GATES that lead to the noticeboard area were already locked.
except the one at the sidegate that leads to the track.
so we took one big round to get to the noticeboard.
BUT, the gate was locked whn we came back.
and had to resort to climbing...
.... ....
LOL.
erm.
'interesting' experience.
hahaha...
well, I've never climbed a gate before,
neither was I locked in school before.






hah.

He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver




Malachi 3:3 says: "He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver."



This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God.



One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study.



That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining silver.



As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities.



The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says: "He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver."



She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time the silver was being refined.



The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire. If the silver was left a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed.



The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silversmith, "How do you know when the silver is fully refined?"



He smiled at her and answered, "Oh, that's easy -- when I see my image in it"



If today you are feeling the heat of the fire, remember that God has his eye on you and will keep watching you until He sees His image in you.



And, whatever you're going through, you'll be a better person in the end.

R.O.A.M.
(Rockers On A Mission)
TO ST JOSEPH!
AT BOON LAY!



WAHHH...
my first time in the FAR WEST of Singapore.
hehe



I am OFFICIALLY Kheng Kheng's disciple!
hahaha. =DDD
SHIFU SHIFU!!!
=DDDDD



Used Kheng's camera and helped take photographs for R.O.A.M
=DDD



I didn't interact with the elderly much, cause was taking photographs.
We played games with them,
and some of the elderly are REALLY CUTE lor!
haha. like him!







most of them are wheel chair bound.
and there's this grandma that is already like 97 years old!!!
wah.



we did have to overcome communication barrier
as not many of us know dialect...
haha.
good example: Sharon.
hahaha...
She made me laughed alot!



overall, it was a really fruitful day.
=DDD

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!



ten about me;
1. I hated purple in the past, esp the ah ma shade of purple.
2. I loved pink alot alot in the past, until literally I only had pink clothes (of many diff shades).
3. I had wu shu and art lessons in CC when I was still in primary school.
4. I won several MINI art competitions when I was YOUNG.
5. I joined swimming, library, choir, guzheng, track, band and photography as CCA before. (chronological order since primary school.)
6. Was a tomboyish and more sporty girl when I was still in primary school, played soccer, cycled and raced in our bicycles around the park with boys.
7. I have food seasons. Right now is BA CHOR MEE. Before that was carrot cake, beef noodles and when I was much younger, I loved yellow noodles.
8. I love bling bling stuff.
9. Dehydrated twice - had very bad headaches, giddy and vomited. HAHA.
1st time was after a primary sch netball inter-class competition in the noon, and I didn't drink any water during half time. 2nd time was during first 3 months PE.
10. I like to sing out of tune. HAHAHA.






I tagggggg!
M.A.G.E.
Grouch
WONG WONG!!!!
SHEEEEEEEE PINGGGGGGGG
Tian Cheng
benny

Had a brief talk on modern poem in H2 Chinese class a few days ago.
Apparently, we would be having a modern poem workshop together with NJC.
We have to rack our minds, and squeeze out some creative juice and produce a modern poem (aka 现代诗).
The teacher told us that we can write on anything we wanted,
even if it's food, like nasi lemak or even chilli crab!



being lame...
I just can't help it!
I 'wrote' a modern poem straight away on the spot and DEDICATED IT to my dear classmate.
HAHAHAHA...
(It's so lame, I can't stand it!)
(btw 老娘 refers to my that classmate - inside story!)



自创现代诗



《老娘之言》
辣椒! 辣椒!
好辣! 好辣!
老娘好怕!
气得她爆炸!



RHYME AR!
HAHAHA.

procrastination is a thief of time.
argh.



messed up sleeping time.
argh.



overdued hw.
argh.



hahhhhh...
alright.
TIME TO MOVE THE MOUNTAIN OF HW.
and stop procrastinating.
and stop sleeping late!

Video on C.P Thomas!
=DDD

I am right now OFFICIALLY lame.
hahhhhh...



I can really truely UNDERSTAND the IMPORTANCE of knees right now!!!
they like play such at important part in daily movement!!!



like try to walk up and down steps,
sit down, stand up, squat down, lie down, kneel down,
WITHOUT BENDING THE KNEES!



wah.
difficult.
HAHA.
it's like so troublesome.
and therefore!
I shall be more appreciative for my knees!



and sleeping without moving is reallyyyy...
bringing aches in the morning.
hah.



BUT THANK GOD MY INJURY IS BETTER LE!
at least, it's not swollen already.
and it's not vomiting pus anymore.



and despite the fact of having almost unable to bend legs.
I was still able to praise and worship during CEJ!
as per normal! =DDD
and it didn't hurt after jumping and dancing for so long.
hehe.
YAY! =DDD



hehe.
now...
i just wanna
miss one PE lesson.
heh
=D

Your Score: Golden Retriever
You scored 55% Otter, 35% Lion, 60% Beaver, and 65% Golden Retriever!

"Let's keep things the same."

You're a golden retriever. Golden retrievers appreciate the value of a close relationship, and can deal with commitment. You're thoughtful, nurturing and tolerant... people know that they can go to you if they need to be comforted. However, your caring nature may make it difficult to say no, and your sensitivity can cause you to get hurt a lot. Golden Retrievers are very adaptable, compassionate, and great team players.

For a long-term relationship, Golden Retrievers should avoid the bold, assertive lion. They get along better with the inquisitive beaver, or the optimistic otter.

Link: The Animal Personality Test written by southpawchick

WOAH. WOAH.
HAHAHAHA... MY RESULTS IS SHOCKING!!!!
lol.
OTTER IS 3RD NOW.
unbelievable.
and BEAVER INCREASE SO MUCH LAAAAAAA...



haha.
exciting.



oh well.
my lion self is still half alive or half dying.
HAHA!

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home



I'll trust in You
With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You



I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You



You are a voice that called the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home



I'll trust in you
You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name
(Hillsongs United - Till I see You)

I'm going to pray and toil the ground,
sow the seeds,
and prepare for rain.






You are the one of only almighty KING of the entire universe.

since like alot of people have been sharing their testimonies of how they came to Christ
ever since Bro Wai told us to write out our own testimony.
thennnn...
I shall share mine too!
=DDD



I did managed to write it ard 500 words.
But I shall just elaborate here...
hahaha...
and it's your choice whether you want to read the longer version or not!
=)
hehe.






I was very against Christianity in the past, if anyone tells me anything related to Christianity, even before they can say anything about it, I would have just say a straight NO in their face. I would rebuke them and showed no interest in listening.



Secondary 3 was a very difficult year for me, I faced a lot of rejections and failures. Everything I do just never seem right. Every time I pull myself up, I only fall back flat on my face again. And everytime, all the problems just points to tell me of my incapability, that I'm a failure. I always get in trouble with teachers. I was notorious for sleeping in class, it was so bad then that I got sent out of class by the teacher twice. Was labelled as someone who always sleeps in class, even people I don't know, know me for that sleeping problem. I have received rather sarcastic remarks and even though I'm trying, no one seems to recognise that effort. I am also a frequent late-comer. And coming school late is a big thing cause they take punctuality very seriously. Being late 3 times and you'll have to talk to the VP or Principal. I was sent to detention for being late for too many times and the tcher just kind of scold you and tell you the consequences till I think I almost cried.



I love Band practices like ALOT! However, that year was the worst for me because of SYF. I learnt all the 3 parts for trumpet because they kept switching me around. I was told I was needed in Trumpet 1 (which being the most difficult part), and after working very hard and finally able to play, they told me I wasn't needed anymore, and actually I wasn't needed in the first place either. I couldn't go back to Trumpet 2 because positions were filled and had to learn Trumpet 3, which brings me back all the way to square one. I just felt pushed around, very unappreciated and not recognised for all my effort, which was very upsetting.



There were friendship problems. I also felt very isolated and left-out in class. Alot of times I felt inferior to them and sometimes intimidated too. And I had issues with my table partner. I really cannot stand her at all. I only have a close friend in class and it's because both of us felt left out that we always stick together. But when she is sick and didn't come school, I almost went about school the whole day not talking or walking with anyone.



It was also that year when Lily tried to reach out to our clique. I think I had been quite nasty to her then and perhaps rejected her many times too! She tried to tell us about Jesus, till a point whereby all of us got so irritated that we ostracized her.



The thing was, I always felt no one understands me and I always hated to share my problems. Most of the time I kept things to myself, never tell my parents or even close friends. Whenever I’m feeling down, before reaching home, I would force myself to smile as if nothing happen, so no one can ask me to tell them about it. Maybe because I always kept everything inside, it always exploded. My moodswings were very extreme and crazy, but it usually happens late at night whn I'm left alone to think too much. I was quite obsessed with the idea that I was wearing a mask with a smiling face but only to reveal a teary one behind. Basically I was very emo!



Thinking back now, through all these, I believe God has always been working in me and slowly drawing me closer to Him. I felt that I was slowly changing to start accepting this God.



I was invited to a Magic Show, which was actually an evangelical event by a church. I didn’t know about that, and since it’s seemed fun I just went. But at the end, the pastor shared about God and at that moment I felt touched and cried. I cannot remember what he said but it was speaking right to my heart, all the answers I needed and was searching for. I accepted God that night.



I became more receptive to Lily as she shared about God with us and eventually came to her church and received the Holy Spirit there.



Although Secondary 4 is O level year, but it was a complete 360 degrees change from Secondary 3. Everything that was wrong turned around. For once, I can say I was genuinely happy and found joy in God. God was someone that understands me, even more than myself! Band was the most AWESOMEST year EVER EVER EVER!!!! It's the year whereby we finally got a GOLD for Singapore First National Band Competition, after 6 years of silver in syf! HURRAY HURRAH. I patched up with my table partner and has been good friends with her since. I have someone that I can pour everything out to, someone that would listen quietly to all that I would have to say. And that's God! Someone who will always be there, holding my hand, carrying me whenever I need Him. =DDDD I could also connect better with my classmates and spend most of the time ka-jiaoing and disturbing people. =D (which i derive alot of fun out of. hehe)



I don’t believe in coincidences, because coincedences are merely moments when God chose to remain anonymous! If all that I went through in Secondary 3 was what brought me to know God, I’m willing to go through it again if time should rewind. Because, all that I have experienced with God so far is worth more than anything that I would not trade for anything else. I'm not a failure! God does not produce failures! He has a destiny and a plan for me! I've found my purpose and identiy in Him. This love that I have experienced from God is more than just real. It’s overwhelming!!!

Cell today.
At Miriam's house.
(Wenqi almost tried to torture me by suggesting cell at Rei's house which was at Boon Lay.)
haha. but oh well... if it's at Boon Lay,
I think I'll just go still. haha.



anw...



we celebrated zhou's bdae at cell!
and it was in such a funny manner.
which I'm quite lazy to explain it all..



but he was blind folded for this game,
and we pop the poppers near him, around him, close to his face,
and a birthday cake was right in front of him whn Sharon took out the blindfold...
haha.
He got a big shock whn we pop the poppers whn Sharon gave the cue.
and for a while after that,
he couldn't stop saying, "wah, scared me, got heart atk."
sthhhhhhh like that...
hahaha



at cell, we each shared our own testimony of how we came to Christ, had the lesson on evangelism
and erm oso talked abt wen's most embarrassing moment...
haha.



after cell,
went Queenstown to walk walk...
I ACTUALLY SPOTTED A PURPLE BAG OK!!!!
purple purple purple purple baggggggggg!!!
and it's like purple and flower somemore...
hur hur...
WANTED TO BUY...
couldn't stop grinning... (at my purpleness. LOL)
but but but...
cause I'm like bad at buying these kind of stuffs so I HAVE TO ASK wen they all for advice la...
and apparently,
all were pretty negative
hehe.
cause the quality isn't good and wouldn't last as a sch bag, and it won't be worth the price...
oh man.
IT'S A PURPLE BAG!
hah... oh well...
haha...
pity i nvr take a photo.
lol. nvm.



went to Ikea for dinner.
ok.
THIS IS SO FUUNNYY...
there was this extra chair that was put at the corner where they put the toddlers' chair.
and brendon, went to put his bag on it.
and I was telling him, what if someone kope and he say he will stare at it and make sure it doesn't
LOL. YA RIGHT.
he left almost immediately as he said that to buy food.
SOOOOOOOOO, I decided to hide his bag under the table,
and gang up with wen and benny!



whn all was back with food.
BRENDON DIN REALISE HIS MISSING BAG.
sooooooo...
after finishing like half of our food,
wen asked, " Brendon where's your bag ar?"
Brendon: "ehhh? where is it? My bag is missing..."
after some commotion
(and me trying very hard not to laugh.)
(a cleaner auntie walk pass...)
Brendon, " Auntie, she got sth to ask you"
*points at wenqi.
(think wen said ask the auntie or sth abt the bag? I dunno, was busy laughing...)
(at a state of panic of what brendon did... dragging auntie into the prank!)
wenqi: "huh?"
yongen: " Auntie, nth nth nth, auntie nth nth... don't listen to him, nth auntie, everything ok."
*laughters and giggles
(and yongen trying to not laugh and talk properly)
Brendon: "sorry auntie, my naughty friends hid my bag..."
(auntie walking away...)
(then she turn back..)
Auntie (looks at wenqi) : "aiyo, how can complain to me about your darling?"
(yongen laughs even harder!!!!)
HAHAHAHAHAHA...
Brendon: ".... ...."
wenqi: ".... ...."
(rest of the ppl at the table - laughs)
(cleaner uncle walked pass...)
Uncle: "This auntie very nice one, everything also can..."



LOL. OK, I dunno if I made any sense.
but it was very funny la.
hahahaha...
Brendon at an attempt to jet wenqi for pranking him by ganging up with me to hid his bag,
got jet back by auntie, double jet, triple jet!
hahaha...



I LIKE AUNTIE! SHE SO FUNNY.
play along somemore.
I so scared she scold us disturb her...



anw, I returned Brendon's bag after that...
and he cleverly put at the same place again...
and immediately left to get more food.
so yongen, hid his bag again.
and whn he came back...
Brendon: " Wow, my bag is missing again!"
LOL.
ok...



Oh. and we saw this shirt at Queenstown that says
"I am with the stupid" and has arrows that points at all diff dir...
hahahaha!
Brendon should get one that says
"I am with the unlame"



oh well...

was browsing photoessays in TIME.
got the link from Eunice's blog.



and saw some interesting photos!
haha. =)

Some reservoir in China, on the yellow river if I never remember wrongly.

but seeing this large amount of water gushing out in front of you is SCARY OKKK...

awwwww... this is just sooooo EXCEPTIONALLY CUTE please...

=DDDDDD

some celebration of some sort for the 30th anniversary of the Star Wars Saga.
'I'm Dar Vader...' *breathes deeply...
(lol. whatver. haha.)

A replica of Noah's Ark nears completion on the top of Mount Ararat in Turkey. The 30-ft. vessel was constructed by Greenpeace to raise awareness of global warming.
ohhhhhhh... hmmmmm... interesting...wahh...

ohhh.. this picture is so cool!!! hahaha... btw, it's an acacia tree.

why not cedar? hahaha. =D

the sky just look outrageously majestic and WOAH pretty.

hehe.

A man is ex-centric to the world when he is concentric with Christ.

a decision to make.
a choice necessary.



waiting.
to give the right answer.
to pick the right decision.



but, which is right?
I think I know. =)



waiting.
for the right time.
I think it's coming soon.



There's seem to be an silent excitement within me.



waiting.
for that moment to come.






I WANT
to give my all to God.
to hold nothing back.
because He deserve the glory.
because He deserve to be praised.



I offer it all up to you,
to make this sacrifice complete.
Though there's pain in my offering.
BUT LORD, you give and take away.
and I'll still choose to BLESS YOUR NAME.



God.
you are in the CENTER of my life.
the very reason I live, the very reason, my heart beats.
I live for you Lord.
to love you more.
to know you more.

I have an excessive craze over ba chor mee.
and oso Oreo Ice blended.
haaaaaa...



I don't seem to be eating anything else.
but I do drink many other stuff other than oreo ice blended ok!



maybe cause pp now is like 45 mins away from my school.
if not, i might have continued my daily dosage of oreo ice blended.



lol.
like eat medicine.
haha.
and pp bubble tea store has sth new.
I just saw it recently.
dunno if it's new not, but it seems to be a new drink, if not, i haven't been noticing it.
hah.
anw, it's oreo latte!
SO COOL.
hahaha... looks just like coffee bean's ultimate.
LOOKS LIKE.
haha. there's like whip creammm, and cookie crumbs on top...
but way cheaper than ultimate of course.
hehe. =)



shall try it next time.
=)



ok.
I DID REALISE that I have been eating too much ba chor mee...
hmmmm...
I'll attempt to control this appetite for ba chor mee!
if not, I might lose my interest of it and get sian and not want to eat it anymore!
nooooo...



hahaha.
now is the ba chor mee season FOR ME.
=D
this season seems particularly long.
carrot cake season didn't last that long.
haha. (i used to eat carrot cake everyday, until I met ba chor mee!)

I didn't blog about this yesterday.
But I have decided. I should blog about it!
=DDD



dunno is it me.
But I feel somehow, something awesome is coming soon.
JUST WAIT.
I believe it'll come!
REVIVAL!!!



like what wong said in her blog.
Start small. Dream Big.
Nothing is too big for our God.
soo STOP PRAYING SMALL PRAYERS, don't you think God can do so much more?
(but of course, have to pray according to His will la!)



I was praying for revival thursday night.
and was praying specifically that God would lead someone to me,
I don't know how, and I don't really think I know how to share the gospel with a friend, but I really REALLY wanted to like just talk to someone and share with someone about God, I just want to start somewhere.



I can't really rmb exactly what I've prayed, but I think I prayed something like asking Him to just lead one person to me the next day...
like just ONE person.
cause I don't want everyday to be like just another go school day,
then go home sleep, wake up, go school again.
It's such a mundane affair...
Aren't you like sooo sick of it? like no excitement or so called 'life'?



EACH DAY SHOULDN'T JUST PASS BY, JUST LIKE TT!



anwwwwwwwww
GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYER!
POOF! JUST LIKE THAT! THE NEXT DAY!
oh man. SO AWESOME LA.
hahaha... =DDDD



was reading my logos.
and a friend came by, saw me, asked me what was I doing.
and this sparked a conversation!
I shared with him a little about my testimony, how I came to know God, how God helped me in my life.
I also explained and answered some of his questions.
and he was quite open about it all.
=D
hehe.
oh. best part. I was talking to him mostly in chinese!






I DO NOT believe in coincedences.
=)
Coincedences are merely moments whereby God decides to be anonymous.
=D



This is REAL! GOD IS REAL!
don't see Him, doesn't mean He is not there.
He is always there.
=))))



Let's continue to sow seeds, and toil the ground,
AND PREPARE FOR RAIN!!!!
=DDDD

Reality Check.
Promos... 2 months away.
2 months = 8 Weeks.
8 Weeks = 56 days.
EWWW...
I DUN WAN TO START MUGGING...



okkk... maybe I'll force myself to start mugging...



argh.



A LVL CHINESE ORAL... next week.
OK! I'M GOING TO TALK TO ALL OF YOU IN CHINESE!
gosh. I can't speak full sentences of chinese!
ahhh...



this year will pass like ZOOM ZOOM...
i don't wannnnnnnttttttttt...



PW! EOM, WR, OP.
hurr hurr...
ohhhhhh busy busy...



ohhhhhh... I soooooo do not like all these...
Can't I just do what I like?
hah.
I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE.
oh well.



GO FIGHT GO FIGHT!!!
CONQUERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...



*at least I don't have to face science anymore!!!
wahhhhhhhhhh...

hahaha... I very long nvr see this le.
BUT I STILL THINK THIS IS SO FUNNY.
ALRIGHT.
WATCH IT!

http://yongen.youaremighty.com

WAHAHAHA. I'M MIGHTY OKKKK...
ok la. I don't lame.
hehehe...

I LOVE THIS ALOT!
I think it's really encouraging and motivating!



How can we ever comprehend how deeply God loves everyone of us?
How can we ever comprehend how amazing is your grace?



God, you are so WOAH.
mere words cannot be used to describe your awesomeness!
God, you just keeps blowing my mind of the wonders and miracles you do!
Your perfect timing, your perfect plan.



God is LOVE.
He is not just a loving God.
HE IS LOVE ITSELF!



Read this in a daily devotion:
Teach us, O Lord, the art of so living in fellowship with Thyself that every act may be a Psalm, every meal a sacrament, every room a sanctuary, every thought a prayer. AMEN.



oh LORD, can I ever live without you?
NO WAY.
I rather die than try to survive this earth by myself.
FATHER! I thank you LORD.
It's still so amazing how you brought me here, how you brought me to come to know you.
THANK YOU for pulling me out of the pit.
It's so astounding how you have changed all of us.
The GREATEST MIRACLE: a changed person.
=DDDD

Johari Window
go do! go do!
=DDD
hehehe...
pleaseeeeeeeeeeee...
=DDD

my cousin! awww so cuteee!!!

haha! we are ALL checkered!


this is oh so retro!

Joy Family Carnival!
It was sooooo brilliantly fun!
This year's theme is BLAST FROM THE PAST!
and many people came all dressed up, RETRO!



Really happy that so many people came and
the tickets were all sold out!
even when Bro Wai had reprinted 3 or 4 times already!



Think this year's carnival was a success!
=DDDD
I enjoyed myself alot!
hehe.
Was running around, talking to people, laughing,
basically ka-jiaoing them before running away again.
Went to help out at Coco Cabana also,
got changed,
and got dunked!!!



Although ping ping got injured and had to be rushed to the hospital,
but THANK GOD she's alright already.
What won't kill you, will make you stronger!
=DDDD
although what were in our minds initially were worry and fear,
but right now,
we do believe sth good would come out of this!!!
God is able to turn the situation around for the good!
soo, everyone keep praying for ping!
=)))






Jesus my all and all,
my mighty King,
my saviour LORD.

haha.
Finally.
Can see my blog pic le RIGHT?
hehehe...


PAISEH.
I FORGOT to change the link!

OHHHHHHHH... OHHH.OHHH.OHHHHHHHHH...
EXAMS OVER... EXAMS OVER...
YONGEN CAN RELAC NOW LE!
OHHHHHHHH... OHHH.OHHH.OHHHHHHHHH...
EXAMS OVER... EXAMS OVER...
YONGEN CAN RELAC NOW LE!



HAHAHAHAHA!!!
EXTREMELY short-lived break, BUT OH WELL!
Shall make FULL use of it!!!!
=DDDD



wahahahahahahaha...



Went shopping for RETRO CLOTHES!
hehhhh...



AND seriously, I've never witness a even more random group of people.
We are BIG TIME RANDOM man!
ping just anyhow suggested (like one of those crazy ideas) to go have steamboat,
and wong got so excited,
anddddd all of us,
liking the craziness and randomness of this idea,
we totally embraced it,
and went for a steamboat!



ping was supposed to go for Sakae Buffet tmr,
seriously she's going to get 2 tyres ard her stomach.
LOL. and i tot my comment on that was funny enough.
UNTIL...
Wong disagreed.
She said, "It's one bigggggg tyre, and one smalll tyre on top!"
LOL.
okkkk, the green tea in my mouth almost flow out.
we were all suffering from laughter fits.
HAH.
USUAL.



HAHHH!!!
JOY CARNIVAL!!!
CAN'T WAIT! CAN'T WAIT!
SMALL COUSINS COMING!
YAYYYYYYYYYY...
*WAVES HANDS IN THE AIR AND SCREAM!
=DDDDDD

A silent call from a distant land
Crying for a helping hand, so
How long will it go on?
Ignorance and vanity
Supercede humanity, so
How long it will go on?
I want to know how long will it go on?



We can't wait any longer
They're crying out, doesn't it matter
We can't wait any longer
No, no. Too long in a slumber
Shake it up,wake it up now.
We can't wait any longer. No, no.



Another child is laid to rest
Another day of hopelessnes, so
How long it will go on?
And every day we're on the fence brings
Another fatal consequence, so
How long will it go on?
I want to know, how long will it go on?



Yuko awezayo kusikia kilio chetu? (Can somebody hear us crying out?)
Twaomba msaada wenu (Somebody help us)
Aweko mwenye kuttuoka (Somebody save us)
Aweko mwenye kutupa uhuru (Somebody free us)



(We can't wait any longer - Michael W. Smith)

NOW FOR SOME LTD PHOTOS! =DDD

TEAM ADIDAS! IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!! =DDD

Chicken Joe! HAHA =D

yay! I LOVE YOU ALL. =D

our Japanese boat steward, Umehara Keigi!

haha. =D

the dark effect totally create the eerie atmosphere!

It's revenge of the NERDS! wahhh... scary dahhhh...

We were really just being ourselves!

LTD!!! !!!
my blog post is little late.
cause I kind of just woke up since sleeping ytd night.
hehe.



anw, LTD was awesome to the max!
I have no idea just how to begin to describe it.
It was different.
Everything was very spot on!
The theme, the sermons, etc.
I went wanting to receive something from God,
I wanted to leave camp transformed,
I didn't want to be the same again.



And God showed Himself faithful.
=D



I'm not going to subject myself to inferiority again!
I'm not going to listen to anyone telling me that I'm a failure, or useless,
because all these ain't the truth.
God has a plan for me.
I'm a reflector of His light!
I'm a jewel of God.
=DDD



The first night's sermon, Praise 101 was woah.
I learnt something.
We can pray all we want, we can pray no matter how the situation may be, but can we still praise Him when everything isn't going the way it should be?



I love the worship, esp whn the power got cut off and we still continued!
I love the ROCK man! =DDD
hehe...
I love the fellowship we had (I get to know more people, and I got to know some better. =D), the sermons, I love Bro Dave! Not forgetting Bro and Sis Wolfram!
heh. =D



I think everything here is pretty random, like each sentence doesn't exactly link to the next.
but that doesn't really matter...



I still remember the victorious shouts, the AMENS, the dancing and singing, the tears, the fun and laughter and so much more!
hehe.
This is not a one-day affair like how charl puts it...
Let this flame of passion BURN!!!
burn burn burn!
=DDDDD
who says living for God is boring,
who says there are so many 'rules',
who says miracles are impossible?
Living for God is one wild adventure, we never know what's going to happen next!
It's not about the 'rules', it's about the principles.
AND NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR GOD!
=DDD



I'm no Miss Perfect,
but I'm a willing vessel.
I want to truly Live The Difference,
God mould me, that I may fulfill my destiny!
I never want to live anything less than what you want me to be!!!
=DDD





andddd, I want to say thanks to some of the guys..
I know my luggage is like REALLY heavy,
but you all were still very nice to volunteer to help me.
=D
hehe. THANKS.
=DDD



I want to say sorry to those that were probably traumatised by the cedarians on the last night when suddenly we appeared in our uniforms.
HAHA.
We will try our best the next time to not frighten you all in the middle of the night.
(we dressed ourselves to like nerds and started walking ard Pulau Ubin campsite.)
(imagine how scary it is to witness 6 crazy girls haunting the grounds of Pulau Ubin in midnight.)
I still remember Charles' shock face! classic.
HAHA.
Kevin screamed.
Amanda ran away from us.
Rei was in shock.
The rest was speechless.
HAHA.
one thought we went to school.
I'm sorry we mislead you. heh.



When I look at the photos, I'm reminded of the movie 'Revenge of the nerds'.
(I NEVER WATCH THAT MOVIE B4)
but anyway, the photos are so scary, hahaha...
I can't stand it myself.
OH well...
No, you won't get to see the pictures.
I know you want to see them...
AWWWWW... TOO BAD.
hahaha...

The song in Bro Wolfram's video!
=D

FIESTA!
Kids Camp 07!
=)))



Went for the bbq night.
Helped out in the morning with some preparation.
heh.



VERY FUN!
haha.



Kids Talentine was really cute and funny.
seeing them presenting their group cheers.
and many of them were very nervous.
Dolly actually took a video of every cheer!
=D



One of the auction item was a pinyata. (HAHA. IS THAT THE RIGHT SPELLING?????)
and this is what happened to the remaining part of it.

oh.
And for the first time I actually cut a watermelon.
WITH A CHOPPER.
wah, so scary.
I cut it into half and quarter, before wen cut them into slices.
haha.
Under the supervision of Sis Ivy k.
=)



Then I actually believe Sis Ivy,
that her secret ingredient in coffee to make it taste real nice is adding cooking oil.
heh.
And I only realised I got cheated late at night during bbq,
when she said that in the morning.
haha.
I wanted to try it out.
was thinking. Oil float in water wht, then how come oil still can make coffee taste nicer.
hehe.



went back my house to bathe.
and take my books.
cause wen and ting decided they wanted to overnight at camp instead.



guess what I saw on the floor when I reached home.
A HUMONGOUS MOTH, that is like crushed and dead on the floor.
most probably brought home by that cat la!



we were ton studying in camp.
SUCCESSFUL toning.
But I only finished listening to Act 3 of Othello.
I reckon, it was easier having the audio cd read it to me,
than I read it to myself.
HAHA.
I planned to listen to function lecture also.
didn't do it in the end, cause I din bring my notes out.
But I guess I finished half of what I plan to do.
=)



WENT TO SEE SUNRISE in the morning!
there was a short cut thru the gate to the beach.
BUT IT WAS LOCK?!!!!
we climbed gate in the end,
didn't want to miss the sunrise,
cause if we don't go thru the gate, we'll have to take a long way to the beach instd
The sunrise was BEAUTIFUL MAN!
too bad, I didn't bring out the school SLR cam.
so make do with wen's cam phone and my digi cam instd.
=D



here's the photos!

This is brendon and wong!=)))

I praise you LORD forevermore! =DDD

footprints. =) I just realised, it would have been nicer if I make it with my feet instead. so theoretically this should be shoeprints instd. HAHA.
the beach isn't exactly clean, so you see - there are litter everywhere!

gentle splashing of the waves.
as different hues of colours are painted across the sky.
heh. =)

HAHA! I LOVE THIS PHOTO!!!
NICE!!! =DDDDD
the photo says it all!
It's all about Jesus' LOVE! =D

yay!

and the sun started to rise. =)

MORE photos are in wen's phone.
JUMPING shots!
=D
so we concluded tat we did ME
not PT, ME.
which stands for Morning Exercise.
haha, due to the number of failed attempts in taking nice jumping photos.
we jumped alot alot times.
although we will be wasting alot of our energy as we didn't sleep last night!
haha.
and trying to pronouce PT, is hilarious.
the last screw practically dropped off,
after I hear so much of old english,
after wen cram econs in her head,
and ting trying very hard to make thermophysics, all the thermo thermo things make sense.



morning breakfast was very nice!
Waffle was =)))
maple syrup is oso =)))
hehe.



and I left after breakfast,
cause there was SCHOOL!!!

Overdued photos!
Of learning journey outing. =)






Can you actually see any of our faces? HAHA.

pre-warning: I think this is rather random and sentences may not link very well. heh



I like to keep a doodle book.
heh.
not like those kind where you scribble really neat and cute cartoons.
I don't think I'm good at that.
haha.



But ones that I keep track of what happens on a daily basis.
I TRY to write sth down everyday.



It used to be VERY CONSISTENT back in Cedar.
cause my handbook is my doodling book!
FULL OF SECRETS.
haha.
some not even revealed to anyone yet.
lol.



=D
I LOVE my sec 3 and sec 4 HANDBOOK most!!!
cause that's when I really start to record my daily events,
like in just a simple sentence in the calender page.
Also, that's when I got myself a collection of markers.
HEH.
Thanks to unsound, brendon and my juniors.
=)))



OK!
LET'S WALK THROUGH MEMORY LANE AGAIN!
=)



WAH!
LILY YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE MY NANNY !!!
lol. I forgot.
CHARL! Are you reading this???
Get her to buy some chicken essence,
for tayyongen that is still 3 weeks old in your womb.
and not to forget some bird nest and shark fin also.
Good for my development.
Then maybe you will have a genius kid.
HAHAHAH!!!



ENTRY 08/03/05:
I pon band todae.
1st time! woots.



ENTRY 10/04/05:
my bro met wif an accident!
omg... he very lucky lor!
phew... he's hair very style...



ENTRY 04/05/05:
I wiped my face on lily's skirt!
*screams.



(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!)



ENTRY 28/05/05:
ISLAND RUSH 05.
We got 1st! =)
YAY! It's fun!!!



(oh my gosh... the month june 05 is....
AHHH. GROSS OUT GROSS OUT!!! *FLIPS NEXT PAGE!!!)



ENTRY 25/08/05:
Mr Tan says he is impress by me!
=)



WOAH IMPT IMPT IMPT DATE!!!
ENTRY 28/10/05:
FORMATION OF UNSOUND!
man we are a bunch of goons!
total insanity!!!



WOAH ANOTHER IMPT IMPT IMPT DATE!!!
ENTRY 06/11/05:
First Church Session! =)
din want to cry but did eventually.
Got baptized by the Holy Ghost. =)



(wohooooooooooooooooo... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)



although I nvr write down much what happened in 05,
but, sec 3 is seriously a EMO year.
alot of emo quotes and writings in the handbook.
there was serious anger, sleeping and late-coming issues also.
mushy mushy SERIOUSLY mushy entries.
argh.
and also full of vulgarities.
I was also obsessed with things like
"laughing is just a way to conceal my broken... smile."
"I'm wearing a fake smile that's tearing myself apart inside."
it was like really emo.
...



But that was the year when I know God.
who really pulled me out of the pit.



(OK I AM NOT EMO-ING)
causeeeeeee....
after that, God made Sec 4 a BRILLIANT BRILLIANT BRILLIANT YEAR!!!
although there's Os, but sec 3 was way stressful.



ENTRY 21/01/06:
I love my MADHOUSE PARTY!
p.s Thank you to those who made it POSSIBLE!



ENTRY 07/02/06:
Mew jumped off from the window!!
MEW AH!



(don't worry. My cat is perfectly fine. I never torture it in ANYWAY.
In fact he jumped off the window twice, and went missing for a month. He caught a bird home few days ago and gave everyone a shock!)



ENTRY 20/03/06:
Father, you have lifted me from my sorrow.



ENTRY 04/04/06:
COOL MAH!
whole class lie on table and sleep except me!
=)



ENTRY 22/05/06:
Prof Z is so cool! RAWKS!



ENTRY 31/05/06:
Rockers' chalet.
only gals! =)
Movie screening on projector.
so cool! =)



(unlike sec 3, the month june 06 is COOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLL!!!
AWESOME! AWESOME! God's power revealed. =D)



ENTRY 07/06/06:
Kids Camp Fire!
baboon tribe.



ENTRY 26/06/06:
I made my apology!
it took alot of my courage. But I did it!
my pride was broken.
Bless the LORD!



(my anger issues with a friend was settled. we are good friends since! =DDD holding a grudge on someone wouldn't hurt that person at all. all you are doing is tormenting yourself. that's wht i did for a year... i guess, we all just have to learn to forgive and forget. easier said than done. but not impossible. =D )



ENTRY 09/07/06:
I played soccer!
how amazing is that!
I scored too!
14 to 11.
girls won!



ENTRY 15/07/06:
GOLD!



ENTRY 28/07/06:
We got the bread!
share the bread.
Forget all the protocol!
Just let the hungry eat!



ENTRY 30/07/06:
CEJ
PRAISE THE LORD!
GREAT AND AWESOME REVIVAL!



ENTRY 08/09/06:
Gracie's bdae.
I got 'attack' by cooper...
rahx...



ENTRY 18/10/06:
Studying is HIP in the ROCK now!!
Bro Wai is study room monitor...
HAHA...



AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME 2006!
=D
Once a Cedarian, ALWAYS a Cedarian.
It's a complete 360 degrees change from 05. =D
SERIOUSLY FIRST TIME, THE WHOLE CLASS LIE ON TABLE sleep when tcher let them rest, and I was FULLY AWAKE!
WOAH MAN!!!
hahahahahahaha...
I wasn't late as frequent as sec 3.
hah!
not that I didn't get sad at any point of time.
I did.
But, I know all things will work out fine. =)
and they did!
NO MORE MUSHY ENTRIES.
heh.
and no more obsessions on emo quotes.
hah!



2007 WILL BE A EVEN GREATER YEAR!
WAHA!
=DDDDDDDDD



For God came and set me free!
onto a great adventure ahead!!!

haha.
I feel rather random.
But, I want to say...
I like my new blogskin!
haha!
It's like rainbow.
LOL.
and my name is in PURPLE.
hehe!

WATCH THIS! WATCH THIS!
HAHA.
Mel found this.
lol.
VERY CUTE LA.
hahaha. =D

Hah.
It's like 3am in the morning!!!
Nooo... it's not i haven't sleep.
haha. I'M AWAKE LE!
lol.



I fell asleep immediately I touch the bed when I reached home.
but i reached home only at 5+pm.



And I wasn't supposed to be half as tired as the campers.
Cause unlike them,
I didn't have PT
I didn't have to cheer or run around the whole day
I got to sleep in air con room.
hehe.



but it's still quite tiring taking photos the whole day,
hah, however it's very fun!
so, no complains. =)



The best thing is,
I got to know alot of people! =D
that's good I think.
hah, though I still don't know the names of some of them.
heh.



right now, I'm just enjoying my dinner!
complete with my favourite chilli!!!
WOHOO.



I went to ltc camp for 2 days, and shan shan replaced me for the next 2 days.
=)
I like the campsite.
IT'S MUCH CLEANER THAN SEC 3 OAC CAMPSITE!!!
lol.
oh, I didn't go as a leader to represent my cca.
I was the photographer!
only one in fact.



haha.
but everyone was nice and easy to talk to,
so I didn't really felt weird or awkward
as I thought I would have.
hehe.



Actually intended to have meals with Cherish,
but she wasn't there when I reached the canteen!
I was too early and many groups were not there yet.
Felt so weird, pacing up and down
thinking of what to do.
Then I decided to go join Daniel's group,
since he is the only one present there that I know.
so I ended up having meals with AHMAD for the 2 days.
who is really a fun bunch of people.
haha.
=D



talking about camp.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOUTH CAMP!
muhahahaha. =DDD