hmm...
9 days since i last blog?
make i suppose to be happy tat i showed improvement?
wht rubbish...
nvm my crap...
ok... 9 days run thru of events!

basicalli tat entire week was pretty exhausting..
and i'm very deprived of sleep...
for the first time i actualli pon band...
wht shu yan said was actualli rite...
tat our morale is running low...
mine is almost empty...
but i will replenish it somehow....
SYF is coming.... erm...
bad or good i do not noe?
i juz hope we do well and call it an end for a while...
SYF is stressful, boring and maby
sometimes irritating....
*i'm numb....

the week b4 hols was hardly manageable...
this is like erm March???
how mani times haf i actualli break down?
like compared to last year...
almost 2 times alreadi... and
there ain't no exams yet...
wtf....
*forgive mi for being so vulgar....
things haf been too frustrating...
i dun wan to be pushed to the verge...
oh well...

and last saturday...
was my piano exam...
i do not noe wht to comment abt...
i simply dislike commenting on tests/exam
unless i feel like it...
which seldom do...
hmmm....
and my bbq after tat was fun!
but i look horrid in the fotos...
and at the breakwater,
we saw a couple PDA...
like excuse mi....
there are like kids or maby youngsters beside u...
staring???
don't u feel shameful at all???
izzit tat necessary to display it all at PUBLC?
ok the beach is romantic...
fine...
but i guess it's not exactly good to be doing tat...
whteva...
NO SEXUAL REFERENCES plz...
movies like these are M18 or maby R21
so.... u understand why we can't watch rite?
tsk....

i had a dream again...
so irritating...
i dunno...
i find myself so erm.... pointless...
so wht if there's hols....
like it's onli 7 days?
and wht the point of giving hols
: for us to rest?
whn we haf like homewk???
ok i noe it's out of good intentions...
i juz getting sick of it somehow....
nvm...

and i'm very hurt kae...
abt wht u've done...
whether u see this or not i do not know...
somehow i dun think u even bother...
like wht u say u actualli put in action...
obviously u dun understand....
why i bother wif u sometimes?
like they say it's betta to gif then take?
wht's the point to gif whn it's not appreciated?
and if it's happiness tat i shld be getting back...
guess wht i din got tat...
i juz got pretty upset....

alrite.... i actualli realised how super long i haven't blog....
Oh well...
I guess i missed out alot of stuff huh....
*thisissoirritating....
nvm...
iluvVvVvblogging
*imissnotbloggingeverysingleday.....

ileadasadlife...
wht to do?

i finalli gotten myself a tuition...
i realli dun enjoy a maths lesson...
1st: dun understand
2nd: boring
3rd: dun see the point in listening....

so hmmm...
if i kena called to ans qns
i basicalli is relying on Yun Huey la...
tsk tsk

oh.... Valentines' day
(wowww... like so long ago and i blog abt it now?)
*i'mbeingsarcastic

ok....
i got lotsa sweets.... =)
i like my eeyore cup from wen
the wordings on the cup is meaningful
somewhat reflect abt mi too...
and ting's notebk
haha the words on it is meaningful too....

haha.... and 14th Feb is the day
i dislike another tcher...
i realised sth....
PE got tougher this yr?
I ran like 10 rounds on the track for pe tat day...
coz we are late....
and haf to go for a 3 rounds jogging ard the sch ltr...
*tat's pretty insane!

and erm...
the nxt day 15th Feb
was the day SYF results were announced...
i duno abt other ppl...
i realise how mux i dislike this yr...
partly coz of SYF
it's very stressful and disheartening
and coz this yr i'm sec 3
alot of work...
currently I'm super deprived of sleep...
much worse than last yr....
and i so no mood to study?
but i'm not exactly prepared to fail...
life's been so tough
and i hardly managed....


watched alot of movies recently...
I've watched Constantine!
very nice!!!
haha =)))
so funni last part...
haha....
and I went to watch Howl's moving Castle
wif my classmates!
I LUV HOWL!!!
he so shuai!
haha....
*oops
and the movie so touching...
he waited for sophie for so long...
*true luv...
awwwww....
when's mine gonna come???
*blehx
and erm I went to watch
Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events
last friday onli...
erm i like the books
but i dun think the movie was all well done...
coz the scenes changed a bit too abrupt...
but i like the characters!
Violet so chio!
Claus shuai...
and SUNNY!!! she so keai!!!!
then i realise sunny is acted by twins can!
kara and shara hoffman
i think....
so identical!
u noe twins dun exactly look identical kae...



Oreo and Kit-Kat gave birth!!!
*shock
2 days b4 oac?
*even more shock
Oreo's very good at time man...
of all times BEFORE oac...
*zhan zhan
oh well...
pretty long story...
i basicalli panicked la...
and was calling lily and wen
and we were conferencing like until midnite or sth...
i saw the pups ard 11+pm la...
the pups i think open eyes le ba...
but they din run away whn i touch them
haha
they are more brave
compared to wen's
lolx!
funni....
tsk tsk...

OAC!
tiring, fun, exciting, interesting
sleepy, disgusting, smelly, sticky,
funny....
you can see how limited my vocab is...
ahh...
nvm
I enjoyed camp...
lolx...
are we like gineu pigs or sth
(oh great! i dun even noe how to spell ha!)
6 days camp!
i was seriously unprepared for such
a long camp!
i was afraid i get constipation!
i'm not exactly ready to shit there....
dun like the toilets...
but i clever... haha!
when we went to science centre
for astronomy fieldtrip or sth...
I used the toilet there....
lolx... so funni...
so mani ppl crowded in the toilet to use the toilet
to shit...
lalala... *funni
erm... some highlights onli ba!
so mani things happened within 6 days!
well i slept on the floor for all 6 days...
coz the bed very hot...
i prefer the floor =)
i duno why i tot i would dread solar cooker...
but somehow i liked it!
and night walk wasn't how i expected it to be...
oh well....
and campfire was fun!
but i din cheer for a while coz i a bit no voice...
then ehhh practically everyone fell in love wif chief...
haha...
she very ke ai ritex?
i bet so mani agrees....
aniwaes my class got best class!
YAY!!!

and i found chief's nametag(the maskingtape one)
at spiral staircase...
haha kena "snatched" away by my fren le...
otherwise i gif ahma...
haha....
was tat left there purposely or accidentally?
haha... lily was saying they trying to see
how long it'll disappear...
lolx....

saw alot of seniors after we breakcamp...
coz they came back for their results...

tat day chinese period...
tcher showed us a movie....
i think it has sth to do wif homosexuality
but tat part hasn't come out yet...
well since it hadn't reached tat part...
everyone is juz drooling over the male character...
oh my goodness...
he is super shuai!!!
we need buckets ppl!
pass somemore!
lolx...
we are all drooling away....


ytd i had a dream
that seemed so real
i realli realli tot tat was happening...
guess i forgot to pinch myself...
the dream drifted off and
i juz get more upset
to know that it's all onli a dream...
well...
i not exactly upset til i'll break down or sth
but it's realli depressing to noe those happi things
that happen in ur head whn u dream
are juz alwaes the opposite from reality
so in other words those things can nvr happen
in this real world...
i guess....
it seems to haf proven so...
mani times?


i juz wondering whn i can blog?
probably nxt month like wht had happen now...
sad life...
is this like a monthly blog or sth?
*i'm pretty bothered


i'mwearingafakesmileonmyfacethatistearingmyselfapartinside....

firstly...
THANKS alot!
to those that encouraged mi....
*greatly appreciated
=)))
I'm realli fine le....
in fact i still can't understand
why i'm crying in the 1st place....
erm...
*nvm




you noe wht?
i feel horribly like Krishna now....
(just in case u din noe... he is a character in my lit bk)
well, my life is basically in a total mess...
(yesh, juz like Krishna)
and my work are piling up....
and yesh... i'm constantly nagged by
the feeling of my incomplete work...
and since i use "nagged"
i basically trying to convey the msg tat
i am greatly reluctant to complete....

now....
*juz how indiscipline can i get??
*juz whn i tot i was getting more discipline
*blehx....

aniwae...
discipline can be cultivated...
true...
but, i dun even haf the discipline
to even start cultivating it....
now... do u understand wht i mean???

*nvm
i almost died jogging 3 rounds...
i'm still pondering over the issue...
*WHY???
They even make us run 3 rounds the first place???
then Napfa coming tat time how??
4???
*freak....
*I hope i faint....


My Reunion Dinner
(saturday)

*goodness!
my cousins dyed their hair....
sooo cool kae...
unfair....
*blehx
aniwae...
My cuzzie, the same age de...
her lower part of her hair, behind
and her fringe is like dyed and bleached...
violet...
and after bleaching is like a whole range of colours...
pink, orange, yellow, purple....
so cool kae...
it's like gradient.....
my older cuzzie,
his hair is dyed like golden brown
one line across the head...
*bad at the descriptive
but i hope u understand wht i trying to say....

lolx...
ate til i like exploding...
*burst
haha....
ehhh.... my hair cut on the same day too...
alamak...
*so short
but nvm...
i can live thru it....

had funn...
and my cuzzie stayed overnite...
=)))

lolx...
my stupiak brother is now keeping
a stray cat turned pet cat outside my house...
and we haf like hamsters
and fishes in the house...
I hope it does not haf a craving for them...

CNY is coming...
i'm so excited...
and erm... sianx...
well, i haf so mux work piled up rmb?
ya....
and erm... like onli 1 house to visit...
*horribly pathetic...
i should haf more kids nxt time....
*haha.....

hmmm....

ok, like few days nvr blog...
and i was like complaining life is so boring
at my last entry...

and guess what....
i got soooo "exciting"
yaaaa..... (it's true u noe)
(i sound so sarcastic.... nvm)

aniwae...
the holland conductor came...
shift the way we sit...
now i sitting at the trombone there...
and erm... i dun like
*too short
*blehx

nvm... then i realise sir is onli
gonna take 2 ppl from 1st trumpet...
and which is the ppl playing
the duet....
i was like.... *depressed
ya.... as in my role is so insignificant la...
like i dun exist oso nvm....
*it's ok... forget it...

ijuzupsetyiwasputin1stthefirstplace
whenheisonlicompulsorytakingtheduetppl?
ipracsohard.... fornothing???
islikeifeelmyeffortswereerm...unappreciated?
iduno...hecan'tbeputtoblameinoe...
wasn'trealliblaminghim....was
*questioning
*doubting
*confused
*blur
*dununderstand
mylonghoursofpractisesareallatimeofwastenow...
*toreflect
it'snotreallitrue...
thoughwasupsetattimeswhilehafingpractoo
*pissed?
butistillmadeprogressplaying1st?
icantouguenow(howironic...)
icanslurthesoloup
icanhitmyAs
icanflutterhighG

ihaftopracsohardtogetallthesekae...
wheniwasin2ndicanplaynthofthese...
intheendiwasn'tevenrecognisedorwhteva...
*nvm

ya...sectionals...
*gettingmoreandmoreupset
then haf the "audition"
wif our seniors ya....
then erm....
*couldn't bear the tears wellin inside...
*finalli cried....

Seniors:
sorry i din ans ani of ur qns....
i can't tok when i cry....
erm... i dun like to tok when i cry too....
i will just cry even more badly...
ya, sorri i made u all cry too....
*tat wasn't suppose to happen

erm...
yesh i wanna go syf
ya i realli realli dun mind tat....
i hope i din sound very unconvincing
to u tat day la...
and ya i'm betta le =)

i tink alot of ppl broke down tat day...
erm almost whole sect cried...
peiting they all oso cried ya...
very sad...
*i hope i dun remind u of ani sad stuff
and u cry again horx....







today....
well a maths test....
i'm going to fail kaex....
and u noe wht...
*i'm cheering and celebrating...
*i'm overjoyed
*i couldn't be bothered kae
(i meant literally)
no i dun haf attitude prob
juz tat is realli i dun understand lesson
i dun even see the point of listening...
i shall do self-study for all my chap
and u shall see how "well" i
gonna score kae....
*congratulate mi ya....


evening, went to singapore conference hall
prac...
ehh...
think todae trumpet section very hyper...
erm.... ya... couldn't stop luffing
in the bus...
*lolx...
*was toking abt my flasher expr
*serious... i've seen one b4....
i was so scared then...
it seems so hilarious to mi now....
hahaha!!! (i'm realli realli luffing....)

lolx...
Zhijie say i'm impure...
*whteva...
i'm victim la

then saw michael chia and johnny toh
at Geylang...
lolx...
think they go there eat one la...
yummy food all ard there de....

had funn todae la...
after suffering from break down? ytd....
erm....
yaa... think tat's all
the "exciting" stuff tat happened....


ihavefoundwhatiaspiretobe
andigonnapursuethatdream
andnothingisgonnastopmefromdoingso
thefightingspiritinmiwillconttoburn
andaniobstaclewouldonlibeanevent
teachingmisthnew,teachingmetobebetta
andifiamnot
icanonliconclude
ihafnotworksmartorhardenuff...




"I kept everything inside
and even though I tried
it all fell apart
What it meant to me
will eventually be a memory
of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter"

I'm dying...
can i sleep???

i'm getting slack....
*blehx

yay... (my yay sounds so tired nvm...)
CNY coming....
i want new clothes....

aniwae....
today....
P.E!!!
ROCK CLIMBING!!!
yesh! finalli.... long awaited...
oh man!
luvVvVv this segment lotx! =)))

but guess wht.... after my hand got cramps..
and almost died of exhaustion after climbing...
JOGGING!!!
3 ROUNDS!!!!
omg....
*faints (not literally)

cannot take it le...
wahh i look like juz came out from shower...
but it's all perspiration....

lessons are bored todae...
nth mux....
hmm.. my mortal found hu am i...
but how cum i duno my angel yet???
*fail fail....
lolx....


Ytd went shopping...
hmm...
bought the exact thing as Lily...
but her skirt is pink... mine is black...
wen got the same skirt as mi...
black too....


life's so boring....
*no excitement...
*blehx....

my blog is so horrid...
no energy go do now...
maby another day...
shall leave it looking horrid for a while....

listeningtoperformances'pieces

reminds mi of those days we practised
pieces for performances....
imissplayingthem...
imissthemtoo...
*hee

i'm so worried i wun qualify for syf
i still can't tougue my triplets...
though i din make progress...
but i am yet to perfect the score....
*depressed
haizz....

what jess say is true too....
*reality sux
but wht can i do?
how mani ppl actualli bother?
how mani actualli put in their best effort?
how mani alreadi perfected their playing?
are we realli tat far from gold???
is c.0.p all we realli deserve???
i dun wan to end up crying....

anyways....
I would do my best!
i wun resigned to fate...
i can't believe i can't tougue triplets!
i'll prove u wrong (huever u are)
i can tougue it...

and...
BAND WILL GET GOLD!!!
we will work hard!!!
i dun care...
we will definitely get gold...

hearingthesongsmakemievenmoreupset....

whyisrealitysoharsh?
whymuzwefacethetruth?
why???



aniwae...
this whole wk haf been quite tough...
very hectic....
there are like quite alot of tests...
and blur me study all the wrong stuff...
but luckily realise just in time...
but still i wasted my precious time!!!
goodness...

and u noe wht...
i juz got even more irritated by sb...
*tcher
nvm some shld noe hu i refering to....
ltr if some tcher happen to read this...
my head would be rollin
*nvm

aniwae... i juz can't stand the tcher...
duno how to teach de...
whn is ms leong going to sit in for tchers' lessons???
i suggest the first she shld sit in is ahem's lesson...
then she will realise how terrible tat tcher is...
goodness...
i was so horribly pissed by tat tcher ytd...
nvm y...


there are happi things too la...
i realise i getting very crazy...
lolx....
cannot say y....
u all will tease and laugh at mi...
*i will paiseh de
soo... erm....*shhhhhh


i wan and dun wan to cut my hair...
*i can't decide...
howw???
i wan fringe...
but i scare not nice...
shld i rebond???

i am kenny's exam question...
if my hair is nice...
he would haf pass wif flying colours...

LOLX....

nvm.....

This blog would be inactive...
For the whole of nxt wk???

I WANT TO CHANGE TEMPLATE!!!

no time no time no time!!!
*screams....

i will change template and update fully nxt wkend...
*cries
i no time to blog everyday like i used to le...
*so sad
muz learn to manage my time!
tian arh... cheryl! how u manage time de! so envious...
=PpPpPp

I'm so horribly piled up...
I shall try my best not to let things pile..
wahh...
but the amount of stuff to be done
juz couldn't be finished by a day!
and... erm my speed is not very fast la...
I shall do things faster??

I so happi, i getting more disciplined!
at least my completion of tasks are not tat overdue...
erm... more or less on dateline?
betta than last time le ba....

5 tests nxt wk!
*faints
I duno how to cope sia...

erm...
3 major ones?
but now no mid-yr exam...
every tests are like very impt!

I so screwed my a maths class test!!!
I so careless can!
*slap slap....

ehh...
My mood more or less getting betta ba...
And Homework is more or less getting heavier...
I am getting to luVvVvVv my combi even more!

I luvVvVv humans...
I shall do my best to ace them... =)))
Literature so nice...
I think William Wordsworth's poem are comprehensive...
more or less can guess their meaning...
I like poems tat rhyme...

Some poems can be so chim
and somemore dun rhyme....
I dun quite like these kinds...
perhaps i couldn't even understand....
*blehx...

Geography very nice!
toking abt Plate Tectonics...
*quite interesting...
Has sth to do wif Tsunami...

Two subjects i scare i wouldn't do well:
-A maths
-Chemistry

*no offence
But i tink they duno how to teach...

T.H.K still ok la...
juz tat he lame until i abit de shou bu liao le!
Over the hols,
I think he got lamer....
*faints

I onli looking forward to:
-Mrs Low
-Mrs Peh
-Ms Tan (Set text onli)
-Mr Yau
-Mrs Choo (maby)

onli...
good start?
probably...


Had health screening todae..
*heng
no need to review my back this yr...
*disgusting
dun like to strip...
*blehx

So proud of my eyesight!!!
It's perrrrrffect!
=)))
*in my genes...
so happi whn i could see everything...
lalala...

lolx...
*alwaes look forward to the nurse to praise
abt my eyesight...
hehe...
*ok la i abit ta bhb...
=PpPpPpPp

Cca Exhibition

so funn....
one bunch of us were going hyper...
going ard promoting for band
recruiting more ppl!

Saw some nice ppl...
some very dao
oso dun wan to tok to them...
*hehe
juz gave them souvenior then
they like want to go le...
so nvm lor...

I like the booth
very nice lehx...
haha the shakers were "shaking"
hehe the sec 3s played many pieces
we were grooving to the music!

I almost can flutter my high G
a little bit more....
work harder...
then i will flutter high g le...
ok i shall work harder!
yesh!!!

Phantom of The Opera

The movie so rawks!!!
SoooOoOoOoOo touching....
It's so horribly sadx....
I realli pity the phantom....
so ke lian....
Kena abandon by his mum....
Sold to the circus then alwaes kinda mock/laugh at
and WHIPPED!

Victim of harsh reality
*juz becuz his disfigured
and everyone judge him by his looks....

He's called the *devils's child at the circus
*like he's some kind of freak....
I dun even think he got a proper name....


So sad la...
In the end Kristen chose Raul and left wif him...
Phantom was all alone again....
*alwaes alone...
I cried at tat part....


I luvVvVvVvVvVv all the SONGS!!!
omg...
so damn nice!
Kristen acted by the ger from the Day after tmr...
I din noe she can sing....

*was kinda doubtful
budden like so real...
so i reckon is her real voice???

So nice lor....
*They deserves mani mani rounds of applauses!!!

BRAVO!!!

I would like to watch again if i haf ta chance...
I would like to play Phantom of the Opera
I would like to noe wht happen to Phantom in the end....
I would like to read Phantom of the Opera





I saw this bag at Cineleisure todae...
quite nice....
maby wil buy but see first la....
*It's abt $33
nvr spend so mux for a bag b4....
I shall consider first....

I am back ta square one again...
since i cut my hair....
*I wan to grow back lehx...
I shall NOT? cut again???
until it's long???

I duno now my hair a bit ta weirdx...
I very scare cut hair la...
*alwaes getting worst nia....

*sighz....

Phantom of the Opera make my mood sad....
Tmr shall pia fins all my hw...
*MUZ FINS tmr!!!

feelinginferiorintimidatedloosyawefulsucky

*aiyaa whteva bad tt can describe mi la....

*whteva -_-'''

I like so failing everything rite now....
*i'm ok

Juz horribly intimidated
*by ppl tat do betta than mi....

arghh!!!

nevermind....
*i will get over it i guess???

School gonna start like SOOOONNNN!!!
1st: Hw not done
2nd: I wonder hu's in my kls and wht kls i in....
3rd: The whole beginning of a cycle of HECTIC LIFE agaaainnn.....


one word:
SIANX!!!

*irritated


whteva....


(wht is written above has nth to do wif band audition)

Band Audition!!!

I so freaked... there is 2 audition... *phews....
Sir like spent the entire prac on Trumpeters onli
Not fins yet lor...

I can't exactly rmb wht Sir say abt mi....
Coz like my audition very fast fins le...

I duno, my intonation was yucks ytd...
But Sir din say anithing la...
After i push in, ta slide
it was green...
But I still think it sound yucks lehx...
*gotta work at it...

I cheat thru the Triplets....
*blehx
wasn't very precise la....
*I CAN'T TOUGUE FAST ENUFF YET!!!

*pissed

but... miraculously, I could hit most of my High A!
This is so weirdx....
Manage to somehow slur up an octave
At the solo part...
*ain't perfect

How cum sometime I can hit high notes effortlessly
but sometimes I almost died trying to....
*dun understand!!!
*diaphragm prob???


Nanthini was so funni....
She kept playing ta wrong note...
*her wrong notes all went higher....
Higher than the notes she suppose to play...
*funni
Sir was like "wow"
haha...

So weirdx, todae audition
Those tat went overseas,
came back on tat day too...
(almost evaone)
*Zhi Jie, Becky and Cheryl

aiya...
*work harder

I luvVvVvVv Xmen I luvVvVvVv Xmen
My latest craze!

Haha...
Now to announce my favourite Xmen!!!

(drumroll).....

Nightcrawler!!! (Kurt Wagner)
He's so cute! (I like the cartoon version of him though)



Not to forget my ultimate fav!
Rogue!!!
kekex... So chio =)))
I like everything abt her!



And last but not the least!
Pyro!!! (I like the movie version of him though)
I oso think he's so cute!!!

You are Rogue from the X-men!

you are best known for your southern comfort, you
hard beauty! Large in personality you have a
great devotion to the things close to you,but
not too close. Sometimes you feel all alone in
the world. funny how the strongest one always
do.

Which of the X-men do you resemble most?
brought to you by Quizilla

Rogue rawks!!!
I suddenly like Xmen so muz!
so Nice!!! *grins....



Like wow! You're Kitty Pryde! You're the happy,
perky one of the group, and are always tryin'
to find the silver lining on those grey clouds.
Although people may see you as a ditz and an
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Leadership Training Camp!!!

Day 1

Campsite a damn damn damn ULU place la!!!
Passed by 3 cemetries (christian, chinese and muslim)
Passed by chicken farm, goat farm etc etc....
Trees, trees and even more trees???
(ok la dun haf so mani trees)

I luvVvVvVvvVvVvvv day 1!!!
It's ta best!! (in my opinion)

I was kinda looking forward to high elements and tower!!!
RAWKS!!! =)))
*so sadd no rock climbing...

We did onli 4 stations for low elements
coz we were late....
The Wall was the best... i think easiest...
The rest haf ta lift ppl...
which we dun realli haf strength to do so...

I din expected our meals to be nice actualli...
but it turned out rather delicious!
yumm.... haha....

*1st time actualli seeing myself stuffing everything in....
trying to fins in the quickest amt of time....
eating record: within erm 10mins?

I can take 1 hr at home juz for the same amt probably....
kekex....

High Elements was quite funn....
*Tower even more funn!!!

i tried on broken bridge and erm...
walking on rope de.... (*forgot ta name)

I luvVvVvvV belaying!
so funn!!!
belaying issh funn!
*damn tiring oso

I lost my whistle at high E!
*blehx...
fancy losing it on day 1!
2nd Act onli....

I couldn't realli be blamed ba?
i was so damn worried...
ask the other grps le...
then search ard the area i left it...

*NOT THERE!!!
*screams....

i rmb i put evathing there...
duno why it disappeared!


Zipline! so cool!!!
wanted Yvonne to go first de...
*coz i scare
like so high....
call mi to jump down like tat.....
*freaks
then stoopid mi walk so fast then i went first lor...

Din realli dare to go down...
*was hesitating

But it was so funn!!!
The instructor he very funni lehx....
Coz our grp is Hawk ma...
then actualli onli need to say
"Is runway clear?"
then he call mi to scream
"i'm flying" too...
so funni.....

Flying kite was nice! haha...

Twin Centipede....
*i thought was the rock wall for a moment...

so disappointed, we not climbing rock wall...

The rocks on the twin centipede are at the
*WEIRDest place ever...
so hardd to climb....

*kept switching places....

after Jess climbed...
Leader Crystal was saying if anione can reach the top,
she gifs us a point....
=)))
I reached the top!!!
yays!
but suppose to climb down....
i din noe, i fall dwn instd....
*blehx....

Field Cooking was horrid!
mushroom tasted disgusting wifout cooking...
maggi was yucks...
*no taste....
i dun like chicken maggi....

I not much of a fussy eater,
so i still manage to swallow the food...
*there's like so oooo little time!!!

Gd thing we onli field cook once...
*it was a gd expr aniwae....

wht i learnt: soot cums off easily if u smear toothpaste under the mastins...

Item prep....
Thanks to Yvonne, the missing beat of step was fixed in...
like 8 of us... none can rmb...
*luckily Yvonne rmbed!!!
=))) *grins widely

Bathing time is realli
*Cannot make it arh!!!

wah... i onli shower cum out...
bathing record time: 5mins
I can take like 30mins or more at home...
*dun even noe wht the heck i doing in there...

Item Prep is basicalli to prepare our campfire items,
or learn campfire songs....
Prac few times onli ba....

NIGHTWALK!!!!!!

It's my ultimate favourite!!!
so RAWKS!!!!

It's so thrilling!
I like walking in the dark...!
tat's y I luvVv coming home late...
*it's thrilling la!

*PHEW PHEW PHEW!!!
*wipe my cold sweat off....

luckily nvr get a scolding from chief...
coz i lost my whistle
which is needed to bring for nightwalk...
it's my responsibility to look after my stuff...
but i lost it!!!
*cries
but gd thing i nvr realli kena scolded la...
*completely no idea where the thing went...
and of all things my whistle!

I'm like the onli one w/o whistle!
Leader Crystal was attached to our grp...
She shld be the one bringing us ard...

It goes in this order...
Shermaine, Jessica, Me, Ke Li, Shao Yu, Yvonne, Xiu Qi then Evelyn...
Evelyn kena pulled away first...
we were like oh no! where she go!!!
*freaks

We did alot of head counts la... then
Shermaine was pulled away...
we had alot of distractions....
*funni...
wasn't realli scared...
-air blowing into our ears
-hands touching ur necks/face
-scary voices
-wet hands
-"raining"

So funn!!!
din get to remove my blindfold....
*i was damn curious where i'm at la!!!
but aniwaes i had lotsa funn!!!

I had rashes alreadi...
very dirty....
din haf time to bathe either....


Clean myself wif wet tissue...
*gross...
the whole thing was
BROWN!!!
*like duhh...
how clean did i expect myself to be???

Put lotsa powder!
*tat is the onli thing i forgot to bring for ltc...
*powder!!!
Thanks Ke Li for it...
otherwise i can spend the rest of the nite
*SCRATCHING away....
blehx....

It was a lights out,
toss few times,
fall asleep nitex....



Day 2

FIRE DRILL!!!
*i still got the huh? look for a while...
before realising wht happen....
sheesh....

I was shivering at the carpark....
Bbbrrrbbrrr.....
COLD!!!!


The next time i woke up....
it was 5.24am!!!!
*I rmbed....
i am the time-keeper ma...
(we supposed to wake up at 5.00am!)

*shock... Our whole grp still asleep...
looked ard... Indigo/Gryphon are awake alreadi....
*quickly woke the grp up....

Dom Inspection was horrible...
*lotsa stuff not standardise...
*sighz....

Morning PT
*tiring....
so glad it was over....
*cannot take it le....
record: 1st time do so mani pushups (ard 10+????)
thought my hands going to die....

I Like Orienteering!!!!
so funn!!!
like some kind of treasure hunt....
*kekex...

Very pathetic though...
we haf onli 4 in our grps...
Kena forfeit... 2 ppl blindfolded...
then is like i was one of the blindfolded ppl...
we were still "jogging" la....

We din go to all ta checkpoints...
left one....
*sadz
so disappointed...

We haf ta proposed to Leader Yunqian
wif a stalk of leaves b4 moving on...
haha....
I was the "torch bearer"
was holding the leave with my arm out-stretch...
Like olympics torch bearer...
*blehx...
It was so funneh....
We went on our knees b4 Leader Yunqian accepted the leaves...
haha...

Test!!!
*freaks...
My first aid so gonna FAIL!!
surely de lor...
I like duno how to do....
Then the stretcher...
Turn up and down...
duno y cannot close....
the 2-hand seat was horrible too...

I duno abt the other tests la...
*dun dare to think abt it...

Had Mass Com after tat...
It was quite funn actualli...
*somehow boosted my confidence lvl...
I thought we were like gonna haf a test...
as in they gif u a topic then u suppose to impromtu
in front of the leaders or sth....
*luckily not....

We sat in a grp
of 4 (Ke Li, Shermaine, Jessica & mi)
And the attached leaders were Leader Vivian and Alicia...
We were suppose to read this passage
abt Elvis Presley...
And grade each other ltr...

We chit-chat after reading...
haha...
tok lotsa stuff...
intro each other first...
It was funn chit-chatting...
heee =)))

CANOEING!!!
so rawks!
=)))
It was so tiring!
But so funn!

I'm so proud of myself...
Coz for once i volunteer!
which can realli count...
haha...
*to tok abt my canoeing expr
=)))
It was funn!!!
then Leader Valerie ask mi why?
I din realli thought abt tat...
so I juz say coz it is a new expr
and sth else... (can't rmb)

lalalalala...
CAMPFIRE!!!
so funn!!!
Was pretty nervous abt the item...
Leader Shuyan say i dance well...
*yays!

We cheered we sang we dance!
it was soo funn!!!
*grins
*hot
*tiring

Good thing I still haf my voice...
*blehx...

I like the cheer/song
the leaders came up...

It's so nice!!!
funni too!
haha....
I forgot the first part...
*briefly rmb few parts onli...

High elements
Very scary
Low elements
Very shiok
Canoeing
Very tiring
With my leaders, and my grpmates and mi

(sth like tat)

Then there was one verse
abt bathing and
cannot make it...
Then abt underwears
EVERYWHERE!!
haha...
no lar...
*luffs

The milo at Night Cap
was *disgusting
water wif milo powder
not sweet...
*most digusting thing i ate: milo at night cap
no taste realli
like drinking boil water...
it wouldn't be bad if i was drinking boil water
but it smell and looks like milo...
*i still fins the milo la...

I ate very little biscuits...
I was busy trying to fins the milo....
*yucks

My butt, my back
so painn...
sit up straight for damn long...
*ouch

I wasn't falling asleep
*tat's a gd thing
*i feel awake....
I dun sleep early at nite: gd thing for debriefs like this...

Saw Lizards mating
*laughs
so digusting...
haha....

Tat nite couldn't sleep
i was itching from head to toe...
*cleaning myself wif wet tissue
didn't seem to help mux...
Powder did little help too...

i was tossing and turning...
*Horribly hot...
for like 30 mins
then ard midnite
*so weirdx
it became sooo cold!
i went to take my jacket!

*brrrRRrrbbBbrr
*extreme weather

I almost woke up every hour
*hafing the fear of Fire Drill


Day 3


5.00am sharp!!!
Fire Drill!!!!
rushed to the carpark...

I hit my knee
when we ran behind the mph
din see the bench in front of mi
*ouch

I reported strength to Assistant Chief Pei Ying
When I went back to the grp
I realise i din say "Hawk reporting"
I onli reported our total and present strength....
*well we reported in alphabetical order
so minus tat 2 words din realli get mi scolded???
*hee....

Dom Inspection was betta than the day b4...
But still not up to expections...
We were ask to hold up our bottles
*straight up
*mine was almost to the brim
I couldn't take it...
was trying to figure a way
*to hold the bottle
and lessen the load on my hand...
*nth came up
Then we had to do more PT
coz we kena punished...
Did 2 times the jumping jacks
*so tiring!!!
We left 10mins earlier
for kitchen duty
*i was pretty glad
our duty was scheduled on that day

During Big Sweep
We all came up wif a Calsberg cheer
(Xiu Qi came up wif ta idea)
Had funn...
During Prize Presentation
Hawk got 2nd!!!
numerically we were 1st...
Lost to Echo ltr
coz they got bonus marks...
*oh wells...
our marks were very close la...

We got 2nd big packet of Biscuits
Bravo was 3rd
It was quite alot of biscuits
*i duno wht happen to them

Journey back was funn too...
tok alot on the bus...

I luvVvVvVvVv LTC
It rawks la!
It wasn't tat scary as i thought it will be...
3 days is such a short time...

I think the onli thing i miss during camp
would probably
to haf a nice bath!
I was hafing rashes la...
*hehe....

As for the Missing Whistle Mystery
I duno wht happen to it...
I got it back from Leader Ping Siew
After Big Sweep
I ask Leader Crystal (i tink)
ltr back at sch
wht happen to it...
She say it was at QM base...
*This is so weirdx....
*well yays! I got back my whistle!

I hope i becum an instructor???
it's very funn...
it would be great
if i had chances for
more of such camps!!!

*I'm seriously BORED!!!

*screams....

PAST:

1.) first grade teacher's name: Mrs Ngiam

2.) last word you said: I'm bored....

3.) last song you sang: I'm was humming to Carwash juz now.... not exactly sing ba....

4.) last thing you laughed at: i duno... sth lame.... like jo-pig! *pig.... lazy pig! =PpPpPp

5.) last time you cried: maby whn my bro bully mi... *he's barbaric....

6.) what color socks are you wearing: I'm not wearing socks... hu wear socks at home????

7.) what's under your bed: i sleep on ta floor... under my bed is ta floor lor... or the other bed is my puzzle la... *isolated for few years le... *incomplete still....

8.) what time did you wake up today: 9 sth....i sleep late budden i wake early kae... but to wake at 6am and be sch in time... it's a difficult thing....

9.) line from the last thing you wrote to someone: *winks


PRESENT:

1.) current hair: short and spoilt! irritating.... hair!

2.) current clothes: my pink tee shirt and green pants.... *the one wif holes... haha...

3.) current jewelry: the earring on my left ear....

4.) current annoyance: nth.... peace and quiet.... *finalli....

5.) current smell: my grandpa smoking.... *hold my breath

6.) current longing: to see him.... *long time
survive ltc =)))

7.) current desktop picture: Incredibles! i luvVvVvvV tat show! it's awesome!!!

8.) current worry: ltc stuffs not memorised... hw, still piling... farewell item... ltc camp.... MUM'S BDAE!!!

9.) current favorite article of clothing : as in? *dun get it....

10.) do you currently like someone: yesh.... but he's forever disappearing... *it's hopeless la....

FUTURE:

1.) what is your career going to be: nutritionist, dietician, sth to do wif food technology (*i think it's called tat) or maby even housewife.... haha... *play wif kids *cooking! *blehx... *leave chores to maid... if i haf one....

2.) if you could live anywhere in the world, where: somewhere wif my beloved stuffs, love ones, and able to gaze at stars at night... and admire the clouds at day.... and haf plenty sweet dreamms when i sleep....

3.) how many kids do you want: 4... if i can.... hehe... 2 gers 2 bois....
if i'm rich. quadruplets would be cool....

4.) what kind of car will you drive: a big car that can fit a big family....

FAVORITES:

1.) favorite physical feature on a girl: hair, eyes...

2.) favorite physical feature on a guy: hair, eyes? it's da same....

3.) one person you wish was here right now: rite now??? i duno.... i wish someone online rite now...

4.) favorite author: ehh.... i dun haf fav authors...

5.) favorite coffee: cappucino, or maby mocha...

6.) favorite smell: food.... haha... *i muz jian fei, i muz jian fei.... *no eating no eating....

7.) favorite way to waste time: i dun like to waste time... but i often do... i juz dun seem to find ani interesting stuff to do.... *i muz buy rollerblade.... *i will die of boredom soon!!!

8.) favorite season: i luvVvVVvv all seasons!maby except summer.... kekex...

9.) favorite color: black, pink

10.) favorite time of day: when i'm alone at home... free to do wht i want... blast music.... scream my head out... and no one gonna annoy mi and scold mi.... *tat can nvr happen now.... *not tat i actualli longing for it... *it's ok w/o it....

FASHION:

1.) how many coats and jackets do you own: I haf a few jackets... but my fav is band jacket... the rest is erm *yucks

2.) do you wear a watch: definitely! i can't bear not to see wht time it is... *it's hard living w/o a watch....

3.) favorite pants color: i duno....

4.) most expensive item of clothing: erm.... nothing very expensive has caught my eye yet....

5.) most treasured: erm... my necklace ba... i alwaes wear my necklace the one wif 2 pendants....

6.) gold or silver: silver....

YOUR FRIENDS:

1.) do your friends know you: erm... ya? otherwise how to be frenx?

2.) what do they tend to be like: crazy and funni ppl like mi???? haha lots of laughters.... =)))

3.) can you count on them: sure do....

4.) can they count on you: no problem! if i can do it... whteva it is.... *grins...

5.) do you find it hard to trust people: ya sometimes maby...

LASTS:

1.) last book you read: Hold my Hand and run... it's such a nice boook... *blehx but i'm reading my lit book now... the cover totalli sux... *it's yucky!

2.) last movie you watched: Incredibles!!!

3.) last movie you saw in theaters: it's ta same! Incredibles!!!

4.) last show you watched on tv: The encore of Phenomenon....

5.) last song you heard: Carwash... i was humming to it juz now???

6.) last thing you had to drink: plain water...

7.) last thing you ate: chicken wings... *grilled

8.) last time you showered: do u haf to noe? it's in ta evening la....

9.) last time you smiled: whn someone made my laugh? or did sth hilarious???

11.) last person you hugged: tat seems a long time ago? i think maby during last day of sch lehx... *hu's ta last person i hugged? i think maby wen and pt ba....

12.) last person you danced with: danced??? Hawk ppl? for ltc item....

13.) last person you talked to online: toking to jo-pig and xiao bunny now... *weirdx... nicks are related to animals....

14.) last person you talked to on the phone: keli...

15.) last thing you bought yourself: maby sweets? i kinda forgot....

DO YOU?:

1.) smoke: no way!

2.) do drugs: No!

3.) drink: as in alcohol...??? no... not excessively....

4.) sleep with stuffed animals: i sleep wif my red star every nite....

5.) have a dream that keeps coming back: i haf dreamx... but they dun cum back... the ppl cum back in another dream... *tat does not happen often....

8.) read the newspaper: sometimes...

9.) have any gay or lesbian friends: nahh...

10.) believe in miracles: yuppx....

11.) consider police a friend or foe: fren...

FEELINGS:

1.) do you have any regrets: hmm... not currently...

2.) i am happiest when: i duno... *watch pck? haha.... *lame....

3.) i feel lonely: now? no lar... *it's peace.... everyone's sleeping... shhh....

4.) what makes you mad: my annoying pesky little brother... ppl tat irritates and dao/diao mi.... being maligned....

OTHER STUFF:

1.) what's the craziest thing you have ever done: i duno... erm.... nth i've done seem too muz overboard.... maby taking revenge on my bro... *but he nvr noes wht i did...

2.) any bad habits: wake up late, sleep late, late for appointment/sch/practices/piano lessons....
not disciplined.... lazy... *it's endless at this rate....

3.) any secret crushes: i haf a crush on someone... haha but i wun be publishing it here... -_-'''

The coming week gonna be so hectic....

I hope it pass faster....
I hope i manage to memo all the ltc stuff....
At least rmb them, if happens some leader wans to ask mi....

*plz dun make my mind blank out at tat time!

*dun make mi freak out either....

belay sch and tat course still ok...
at least it lasts for a while onli....

camp is like 3 days....

I will survive!!!

-_-''' (diaox....)



One thing i dun get....
It's holidays ritex???
how cum so little ppl online???

All overseas arh????
i hardly able to find someone to chat to...
*bored like hell....


I oso hope our farewell item turn out well!
*Pray....

Shopping for Wen's Prezzie

My legs are horribly breaking....
Me and Pt walk up and down, up and down
like the entire Orchard,
duno wat ta buy for her....
*so fail...

We thought, we go Orchard, walk walk a while
then will suddenly noe wht to buy...
Tat is unfortunately not the case...

But....
We still bought nice stuffs!!!
More than one la..

I hope u like kaes...
And muz use...
*it's not for display

It's close to Budget too la..

Wahh, I spend so mux money todae...
I think my mum wan to hantam mi alreadi...

*help.....


I scare of LTC...
Actually my feelings are like so mixed up...

I wanna go:
coz
-I wan to rock climb
-I wan to belay
-Flying Fox?

Like so funn....

But i oso dun wan to go:
coz
-Scare kena scolded
-scare i malu myself (throw face)
-Not do well la...


Our grp like so pathetic now..
It was like 11 ppl
Now is 8...

There are pros and cons la...

Smaller may not be bad thing....


*pray I dun get in trouble....

Incredibly AWESOME!!!

The Incredibles juz RAWK!!!
It's so COOL la!!!!

I like Violet!!! She's chio....
Her powers so nice...
*Invisibility
haha.... *can go spy at ppl....
*blehx

Jack-Jack is the cutest la...
His power even best!
wah... He's so cute whn he becum this Little Red Devil...
And like start tearing Syndrom's hair off...
And he turned into this flaming thing...
and oso becum like Coloseus...
And start vibrating....

*I'm mad le la...


hehe.... >.<