Let it rain.

can everything just slow down for once.
at this rate, i'll just go crazy, or just
dehydrate from the amount of crying...

i don't want to go school.

yes. I'm still alive and
I shall not continue to emo.
hur.

wah seh.
Yahoo has a start wearing purple website.
LOL.
The website is purple, everything inside is about the colour purple.
wah. purple paradise. LOL.
ok and the shade of purple of the site is my fav shade!
...
haha. but i think you all will puke,
cause I think my love for purple has made many hate it.

ironically also, I don't even have any purple clothes!
though, I have alot of other purple things.
haha.

ok, but I think my love for purple isn't so extreme now,
and my food season of ba chor mee and oreo ice blended
has gradually die away...
so sad.

maybe i'll like something new!
till then, i shall stay in moderation...
hopefully.

yay! I finish my prelims! but no feeling de.
hur... ok. I declare myself 3 days holidays and I'll return to my studying life.
hai.
and it's sad, I don't have holiday given by school after prelims
AND i don't have truncated time table at least 1 week...
OH. NO MONDAY BLUES even though school ends at 7pm!!!!
hur hur.
off to play!!!
waha.

yeahh... A previously unpublished photo! Blue Cell jumping shot! Another photo that took several attempts... But we finally got everyone in the air. LOL.

Jump up and down! Jump up and down! TOMORROW LAST PAPERRRRRR...

yes. I ought to be studying! and yet I've been posting up photosss!!! ahhhh... ANYWAY, here's the retardedly freakish photo of the day! BYE!

Here's my FIRST and definitely not my last PHOTO DEDICATION!!!
to my dearest dearest friends! =DDD
ok, doesn't mean you are not in the photo then you are not dear to me!
I'll dedicate you one next time! (muahahahaha... *evil laughter*)

It was a relative torturous experience taking this photo, cause I dunno how to get them to laugh!!! But they were so cooperative and told each other lame jokes. -.- Didn't seem to turn out too bad? COMMENTS APPRECIATED! stranger or no stranger. Or if you think I over-photoshopped this. Or even under-photoshopped!?!? (HAHAHAHA)

This is taken soooo long time ago, so it seems pretty random that I upload now, but ok so just take it that I'm being random! yeah!

be sure to catch more photo dedications! hoho.
esp after I finish my A levels. Maybe I'll go crazy shooting photos and playing around with photoshop. Since my laptop now has space for me to store photos (YESSSSSS!!!) and I have a hard disk to store even even even MOREEEE!!!!

yeahh... this is so shiok for me.
that's all for now! BYE!

I throw myself on extreme sides of a balance.
hur.

There's a peace i've come to know
though my heart and flesh may fail
There's an echo in my soul
I can sing, It is well

Jesus, has overcome
and the grave is overwelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow,
No more pain
I will rise, on Eagle's wings
Before my God, fall on my kness, and rise
I will rise


There's a day that's drawing near
when the darkness breaks to light
and the shadow's disappear
and my faith shall be my eye's

Jesus, has overcome
and the grave is overwelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow,
No more pain
I will rise, on Eagle's wings
Before my God, fall on my knees, and rise
I will rise

And i hear the voice of many angels sing
Worthy is the Lamb
And I hear the cry of every longing heart
Worthy is the Lamb

And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow,
No more pain
I will rise, on Eagle's wings
Before my God, fall on my knees, and rise
I will rise

argh...
kill me kill me kill me kill meeeeee...
I never spend so long on a GP essay before
and it is driving me CRaZYYYYYYYY
I almost finish with one para left after spending few days struggling with it
being tormented by it
and it got closed without savinggggg...

hahhhhhhhh..
kill me.
I'm wasting timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ahhhhhhhhh...
hur.
HURRR.

hurrrr. I want to cry.
it's 6pm and i'm awake since 7am
and I'm still stuck in this stupid essay that I must re-write now.
hahhhhhhhhh....

hah... ok i'm ranting and ranting and ranting cause I wan to explode alr.
hur.

I left a part of me in Egypt, while the other half is trying to head to the land of Canaan.

there are somethings I didn't let go; somethings that I wouldn't let go...

somethings I didn't want to sacrifice.

I wanted the best of both worlds.

made myself feel really horrible; miserable this week.

deluding myself.

I really wanted to give up; let go and just forsake it all.

but I couldn't bring myself to...

We won't change until the pain of staying the same is worse than the pain of change.

and I honestly have enough,

if I continue on like this, I'll just walk myself away from everything.

but no. I will not. I must not. and I refuse to.

there are dreams to be fulfilled,
destiny to be reached,

battles to be truimphed,

and the greatest adventure that awaits.

let faith be my eyes.

I am going to Canaan.

and I am not going to die in the wilderness.

Lord, take the wheel.

my blog has entered a stage of non-existence. -.-

and this week I actually succeeded not coming online for so long!

pretty long!
and i'm only online now cause I want to do my GP research!

*pat myself on the back*

I forsee the death of my blog in days to come.

lol. and I'll soon be back to resurrect it once I triumphed from my exams!

hoho.

and yes, i will work very very very harrrddddddd...

lol. For Michael Phelps, he eats, sleeps and swims.

I'll eat, sleep and study!

(but no I won't eat the way he does... He consumes 12,000 calories a day!!!)

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i bid you farewell, till I someday...

hi.
actually I have 2 stupid stuffs to blog about, but I'll leave it for another day...
I'm just here to say I'M EXCITEEEDDD!!!
hohoho.

haven blogged much, cause I dunno wht to blog abt sia!
put picture I oso a bit lazy then like recently not much pics to put.
haha...

okkkkk...
THIS IS WOAHHHHHHH.
some may understand.
seriously, no words can do justice to whatever that is happening.
even 'explosive' dun seem explosive enough.
haha. if you know wht I'm talking abt.
hoho. =DDD

I'M EXCITTEEEDDDDD!!!

none but You Jesus.
no one else but You.

I have 2 things to blog about, actually I think 3. lol. eh, no maybe 4. I'll just crap...

Firstly, today I had my first PE lesson after june hols, so it's time to take height & weight again! haha. I was quite looking forward, cause I think I should have lost some weight and I did! =DDD
1 or 2 kg. yeahhh... It's a good thing, cause I have been over-eating and i was seriously getting heavier and ahhhh rounder! soooo... yeahhh I lost weight! =DDD

annnddddd, I am still on my growing schedule! =D sometime ago, I decided that 160cm will be a good height to stop at, soooo, if I grow 1cm every year, by 21, I'll be 160cm tall. =) soooo I'm glad to announce that I did not stop at 156cm! I am now 157cm! hahahahaha... yaaaa I knowwww, I'm not veryyyy tall, quite short actuallyyy, but nvm. It doesn't really bother me. haha. I am living in self-denial, most of the time I don't realise how short I am cause I feel quite tall at home! (cause everyone else is just as short, or shorter. hahaha)

Also, today we get to know which game electives we are in for PE this term, and I'm happy cause I get to do rock climbing! =D maybe abseiling too! hoho.

thennnn, honestly, the rest of today I was not in the best of mood... I wasn't upset or anything like that, just quite sian. My timetable this term has been the longest of all the other timetables I got so far... and I really feel like whining and complaining a whole lot because of it, but I think I managed to keep my mouth shut. comparing to some classes that ends 505 everyday, I'm already better off, at least some days I end earlier. And I heard other JCs are having extra lessons until 6+/7+... hur hur...

and thus, my nightmare has finally arrived. It's books and books and books from now onn...
but on a good and optimistic note, my dream will come when I've endured the nightmare.
haha. =) yeahh, it's applicable! =D

sooooo after my nightmarish A levels, my (short term) dream is just to do anything and everything else except touch my textbooks during my 6 months holidays!!! anndddd I shall never ever ever ever ever ever come in contact with maths againnnn. I shall refrain from answering any form of maths question even if it's 1+1. ok I'm kidding, maybe I'll answer you if it's 1+1.

andddd I shall go to thailand for holiday, and shop like crazy and eat very shiok food! thenn I will have all the time and permission to go church as much as I want, and I'll have time to go learn photoshop and lighting. thenn, I'll have time to play around with photography and learn how to bake/cook/sew...

okkkk... my 'planned' activities are so exciting. lol. ok, but before alllll thattttt I'll have to endure the nightmare first!!! yeahhh! altho I think I seriously screwed up my mid years, I seriously don't think I'll pass anything, but nvm, all is not lost. I shall work hard from now on. hahhhhh...
alrightttttt, a lvls here I comeeeeeeee!!!!!!! =DDD

UNSOUND WENT CHOMP CHOMP!
(photos taken after eating at chomp chomp)

I'm going to remove my tagboard!
soooo... you can add comments to my entry posts instead if youuuu wannnntttt...
ok!
ok!
byeeeee.
=)

Introducinggggg... MY 'COLLECTION' OF HAIRBANDS!!!

so right now, I am left with 10 hairbands. I broke 5 hairbands, 4 are in the picture. The other is so spoilt, it's like beyond repair. hur hur... and my broken ones are the shiny ones! I need to be more careful. haha. But actually I broke more than 5... the black one is my 2nd or 3rd one, red is my 2nd one i think, aiyaaaa... long history of broken hairbands...

and I realise I have been wearing hairbands since sec 2! LOL. ok. I might just get some new hairbands. or like think of some new way to do my hair! hahahaaa...

you can like just assumed my previous post is like wenqi's BFF post's photo section.
LOL.
and yaaa... wenqi!
i agree we should go back to chomps to take that picture!
hahahaaa...
we can go on friday!
if everyone is free that is.
=)))
hahahaaa...
and we should like go take a set of new neoprints.
for fun.


i feel like screammingggggg...
for a lot of reasons la.
the stupid kind of scream not the I am very miserable kind of scream.
lol. you get wht i mean.
and I think I'm quite stupid,
like the funny sort of way...
so I'm quite amused.
lol. if that even makes sense.


oh oh oh.
I want to go cycling again!
like later!
hahahaaa...
cause I think it's quite good exercise,
I perspired so ya it means I exercised!
and I don't have to jog!
lol.
and I can travel faster so I can go explore pasir ris!
altho, I think it has quite the effect on my right leg like jogging.
heh. I feel olddddd yet young!
hahahaaa...
I'm not making sense.
I'm just typing whatever that's coming to my head.
hahahaaa...


Exams overrrr!!!
for now.
like 3 days.
I will go crazy then I'll come back to study.
I have plan a series of activities for myself!
ok. and I'll make sure I won't waste my time away!
soooooo...
first up!!!!
PACK MY ROOMMMMMM
it has never ever ever been this messy.
my piles of notes are everywhere.
it's not so bad when things are messy and you still know where things r.
but it's very bad when it's this messy,
and i can't find all my stuff!!!
aaaahhhhh...
unleashing my 'OH EVERYTHING MUST BE NEAT AND ORGANISED' beaver now.
LOL.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE...