random rambles.
I want to buy shoes and clothes and hairbands and headbands!
lol. I am totally wearing out all my stuff!
I think I am crazy.
I feel like killing myself. (not literally. figure of speech. lol)
My mum is going to bring me to HONGKONG next year!
She must close 1 policy everyday to hit target, then we'll have 2 tickets to HONGKONG,SHENZHEN AND MACAU!
wahahahahaha.
which reminds me, I really should start to telemarket and book appointments for her.
AHHHHH!
got sth to say, but don't feel like saying!
hai. box myself. =(

ok.
what to do what to do...
BACK TO WORKKKKK!!!
hah.

what yongen does best:
deprive herself from sleep.
with much delight and agony...
=(

MAJOR IRONYYYYY!!!
AHHHH!

ok.
MISSION BACK-TO-WORK
MISSION GO-TO-SLEEP!

ok just random.
AHHHH!!!

I think my stomach shrank.
or I'm just losing my appetite...
some days I only eat brunch.

=)))

I WANT to blog sth! Like ramble about sth.
DON'T KNOW what to ramble about!

I was actually just thinking in my mind today what to write.
and I ACTUALLY thought of something!!!
but now, i forgot. -.-

yes very lame.
so I just typing words forming sentences here.

Most people haven't even start school.
And in August, I'm having 2 tests and 1 due Assignment!
FAST! hahahaha.
Feels weird but not so weird at the same time.
VERY BUSY! but I like being busy! what I've realised. =)
got to still make sure I make time for important stuff not just urgent matters.

Changed my links section to my photos.
Actually created a photo blog kind of for my photos.
http://shutterandspeed.blogspot.com
BUT. I think 1 blog is easier to manage. hahaha.
sooooo after trying to think of a nice name for so long,
in the end, I still bring the photos back.
so yea.

OH.
I feel like playing with Photoshop!
Like go take some pictures!
I remember that I want to miniaturise photos and clone myself,
which I have yet to do.

Everyday passes VERY FAST!
cause I'm doing sth very moment, like b4 I know it, it's time to sleep again.
I think this sem will pass very fast,
it's already going August, and I've started sch coming 1 month!
then it'll be September, then October, which only has 2 lectures the WHOLE MONTH,
but then cause it's EXAMS already.
thennn NOV THEN DEC.
AHHHH there's goes the year!!!
if every sem passes like this, soon 3 yrs are over and I would graduate.
HAHAHA. lol. I just need to blink my eyes more.

School is ok and good.
Made friends =) Good company. =DDD
and half day most days and 4 days a wk for me. =DDD

GOD IS GOOD! =D
DEFINITELY!
God taught me sth today.
Really sponstaneous, ok maybe not for Him, but I wasn't expecting anything.
but I only realised what it is when I asked Him what is it that He wants to tell me.
ok. but for the short time, I almost went crazy!
HAHAHA.
but yea, God speaks to ppl in interesting ways.
yea. GOD YOU ARE COOL! HAHA =DDD

And I love my office!
My boss is GREAT!

Read a newspaper article on sleeping today!
AHHH Made me wanna sleep properly!
time to put it to action.
TIME TO SLEEEEEPPPP!!!!

NIGHT!

new wallpaper! =D
shall update more often from now. =)))

This excerpt is just for fun:

And just when I was thinking, being a photographer and a baker is such a weird combination, but I guess somehow, they can still be linked together. HAHA

"Modern photography is as diverse as the bakery selections at Panera - and just as much fun to indulge in. But where the bakery goods can make you plump, photography can make you prosperous."

HAHAHA. =DDD
soooo, I'll get plump and prosperous? LOL. they kind of can mean the same thing...
NO! I'M GOING TO EXERCISE! LIKE SERIOUSLY!
(going for my 4th jog this yr! hahaha record breaking!) LOL.

I am wanting to blog abt LTD, put some photos or something at the same time, but haven't get to sit down and do it exactly yet. I think the more I wait the lower the chances of me doing it.
sooo arrrr, SEE HOW la.


just thinking:
what does being an entrepreneur for God exactly mean...

Many a question, many a fear,
Many a doubt hath its quieting here.
Moment by moment, let down from heaven,
Time, opportunity, guidance are given.
Fear not tomorrows, child of the King -
Trust them with Jesus. Do the next thing!


From the book "Secure in the Everlasting Arms"
by Elizabeth Elliot.

and I guess my next thing to do is to sleep.

Hymn - Brooke Fraser

Hymn - Brooke Fraser

If to distant lands I scatter
If I sail to farthest seas
Would you find and firm and gather 'til I only dwell in Thee?
If I flee from greenest pastures
Would you leave to look for me?
Forfeit glory to come after
'Til I only dwell in Thee

[INSTRUMENTAL]

If my heart has one ambition
If my soul one goal to seek
This my solitary vision 'til I only dwell in Thee
That I only dwell in Thee
'Til I only dwell in Thee

I want to bake and cook and bake and cook and bake and cook!!!
=DDDDDDD
YEAH!

Cornelius is my oven. =)
(cause the brand name Cornell)

Philly's Double Chocolate Cheesecake with OREO crust! =DDD
and a layer of whip cream on top.
HOHO.

Simple cake with not much decor.
melt at the first bite, but very gelat at the end.
haha. good nonetheless.
It's CHEESECAKE!

My first and so far only successful attempt at cooking.
HAHA. Veggie Curry.
I think it's nice.
I finished the whole thing by myself,
cause everyone else in the house were getting too heaty.
haha, and maybe cause too spicy.
I added 2 cut chilli padi with all the seeds thrown in also.
Hot and shiok. HAHA

These are the times I wish I have a good camera, then there would be fantastic, saliva-inducing photos of my food. HAHA.
I'm gonna roast chicken with Cornelius!
=DDD

Love Is Not A Fight (acoustic version) - Warren Barfield

Love Is Not A Fight - Warren Barfield

Love is not a place
To come and go as we please
It's a house we answer in
Then commit to never leave

So lock the door behind you
Throw away the key
We'll work it out together
Let it bring us to our knees

Chorus:
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

To some, love is a word
That they can fall into
But when they're falling out
Keeping that word is hard to do

Chorus:
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

Love will come to save us
If we'll only call
He will ask nothing from us
But demand we give our all

Chorus:
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

I will fight for you
Would you fight for me?
It's worth fighting for

I WANT TO MAKE A FONDANT CAKE!!!!
oohhhhhoohhhoohhhoohhh...
SO NICE!
and i think it's do-able!
WAHA.

just that. my wallet will really cry and my pocket will burn a hole.

THE WONG AND YONG ADVENTURES.

(sorry no photos cause me and wong were busy eating. and it was very messy. lol)

so. Today's adventure.
Me and Wong travelled to land of Vivo and being very hungry people, we decided we want to eat for fun, play play only, but also want to eat properly.
so. we tried the "make your own pita-bread sandwich" kind of dinner.
Our pita-bread combination plus overall dinner was pretty interesting.
It was a "balanced" meal.
We had carbo from pita-bread.
Meat from picnic ham (bought 400g)
Vegetables from red and yellow capsicum ($1!!!!)
Some olive oil sauce that wong chose.
Drinks - Fruit Punch.
hahahaha plus. after meal fruits: DURIAN.
LOL.

IT WAS SUPER DUPER MESSY SUPER DUPER MESSY.
and yes, wong's eating was disgusting. HAHAHAHAHA.
ok la. kidding. this kind of eating can only be seen by BFFs. LOL.
and cause it was olive oil sauce, and u know olive oil is like liquid and liquid erm doesn't really stick to your food as fast as usual sauces...
sooo... ya. er. i leave it to your imaginations.
HAHA.
but our sandwiches tasted good.
after 2 pita-breads, we were exploding.
however, in the case of durian. there's always space. hahaha.
sooooo... today's dinner was nonsense. but filling.

for more wong & yong adventures - coming soonnnn: Adventures to the West.

(this is totally nonsense and seriously lame. but yet worth chronicl-ing. and maybe you are totally lamed out but i tell u it was really fun! hahahaha)

1. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts.
2. Dear God, I have a problem, it's me.
3. Growing old is inevitable. Growing up is optional..
4. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open.
5. Silence is often misinterpreted but never misquoted .
6. Do the math. Count your blessings.
7. Faith is the ability to not panic.
8. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging.
9.. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray, don't worry.
10. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home everyday.
11.. Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be bent out of shape.
12. The most important things in your house are the people.
13.. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot.
14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry.
15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead.

(another thing I kope from facebook too! and I love this kind of phrases kind of thing. I know u understand what I mean. hahaha but it's 2nd to God's Word! haha I LIKE!)

The next time you feel like GOD can't use you, just remember...

Abraham was too old
Isaac was a daydreamer
Jacob was a liar
Leah was ugly
Joseph was abused
Moses had a stuttering problem
Gideon was afraid
Samson had long hair and was a womanizer
Rahab was a prostitute
Jeremiah and Timothy were too young
David had an affair and was a murderer
Elijah was suicidal
Isaiah preached naked
Jonah ran from God
Naomi was a widow
Job went bankrupt
John the Baptist ate bugs
Peter denied Christ
The Disciples fell asleep while praying
Martha worried about everything
Zaccheus was too small
Paul was too religious
Timothy had an ulcer
and Lazarus was dead!

No more excuses now. God can use you to your full potential.
Besides, YOU aren't the message, you are just the messenger.

(sth I kope from facebook too and Bro Stoneking also said during DCD and I LIKE!)

God, grant me the serenity to accept the people I cannot change, the courage to change the one I can, and the wisdom to know it's me.

(just sth i kope from facebook and I LIKE!)

For The Sake Of The Call - Avalon

Nobody stood and applauded them
So they knew from the start
This road would not lead to fame
All they really knew for sure was Jesus had called to them
He said, Come, follow me
And they came
With reckless abandon they came

Empty nets lying there at the water's edge
Told a story that few could believe and none could explain
How some crazy fishermen agreed to go where Jesus led
With no thought for what they would gain
For Jesus had called them by name and they answered

We will abandon it all for the sake of the call
No other reason at all but the sake of the call
Wholly devoted to live and to die
For the sake of the call

Drawn like rivers are drawn to the sea
no turning back for the water cannot help but flow
Once we hear the Savior's call we'll follow wherever He leads
Because of the love He has shown
Because He has called us to go we will answer

We will abandon it all for the sake of the call
No other reason at all but the sake of the call
Wholly devoted to live and to die

Not for the sake of a creed or a cause
Not for a dream or a promise
Simply because it is Jesus who calls
And if we believe we'll obey

We will abandon it all for the sake of the call
No other reason at all but the sake of the call
Wholly devoted to live and to die
For the sake of the call

God is not a hide-and-seek god,
He is a seek and find God.

Bishop Willoughby

'A woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ
that a man should have to seek Him first to find her.'

When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not shouting 'I'm clean livin''
I'm whispering 'I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven.'

When I say... 'I am a Christian' I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak and need His strength to carry on.

When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.

When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible but, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... 'I am a Christian' I still feel the sting of pain..
I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name.

When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, somehow!

Pretty is as Pretty does... but beautiful is just plain beautiful!

something I drew in my journal which was something that Sis Marv shared during worship.
which I got reminded of from one verse that was in Sis Grace's preaching ytd:

Psalm 94:18
If I say, "My foot slips,"
Your mercy, O LORD, will hold me up.

There has been a lack of posting. SERIOUS LACK.
And because I prefer photos over words,
here's a picture! that I did a while back. hahaha that I like.
It was like a new "hobby"! LOL.

I think I'll be posting more random thoughts from now on!
yeah.