Saturday, April 28, 2007
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Here is the HIGHLIGHT of the day!
Ok. Wenqi asked Weida to present Charlotte's favourite white rose to her.
It was HILARIOUS! Weida had a shirt on that says "I love Charlotte Chan Yen Lin", which was given to Charlotte after that.
And he read a poem that he said he wrote for Charlotte.
(which i later realise was actually found online. -.-)
Poorrrrr weida was forced to do all these.... HAHA.
HOHO. =)
LOVE LOVE<3>
Monday, April 23, 2007
What if You're right?
What if it's true? They say the cross will only make a fool of you.
What if it's true?
What if He takes His place in history with all the prophets and the kings
who taught us love and came in peace, but then the story ends?
What then?
But what if you're wrong? What if there's more?
What if there's hope you've never dreamed of hoping for?
What if You jump? Just close your eyes.
What if the arms that catch you, catch you by suprise?
What if He's more than enough?
What if it's love?
What if you dig way down deeper than your simple-minded friends?
What if you dig?
What if you find a thousand more unanswered questions down inside?
That's all you find?
What if you pick apart the logic and begin to poke the holes?
What if the crown of thorns is no more than folklore that must be told
and re-told, and re-told?
But what if you're wrong? What if there's more?
What if there's hope you've never dreamed of hoping for?
What if You jump? Just close your eyes.
What if the arms that catch you, catch you by suprise?
What if He's more than enough?
What if it's love?
'Cuz you've been running as fast as you can.
You've been looking for a place you land for so long.
But what if you're wrong?
What if You jump? Just close your eyes.
What if the arms that catch you, catch you by suprise?
What if He's more than enough?
What if it's love?
MOVIE: Facing The Giants
Sometimes we feel that we are not good enough to do certain things.
That there's only a certain limit that we can reach.
Sometimes we are not willing to reach a higher limit because it is too hard and too painful to push ourselves.
Our mind is so fixed on the idea that we cannot do it.
And if someone tells us we can, we'll say it's impossible.
The truth is, we can.
God is there telling us, "You can! You can!"
Just like Coach Grant beside Brock.
God sees the final product in us, but we are not there yet.
We must be willing to allow Him to drive us, mould our character and teach us perseverance.
=)
This movie is just "WOAH!"
Very inspiring and encouraging.
MUST WATCH! MUST WATCH!
My church is showing it on 11th May (Friday) 7.30pm
COME WATCH! =)))
Friday, April 20, 2007
SR vs MJ!!!
I found a handsome photo of him. =)
HAHA! (wong wong going to scream at me alr....)
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Sunday, April 15, 2007



Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Can I say that I'm still not quite used to the environment?
Perhaps there seems to be too many changes that I am still plainly overwhelmed.
I don't really know.
I don't enjoy walking home alone.
Maybe cause I miss Cedar...
Maybe cause I don't like to be independent...
Maybe cause things are just different...
Maybe cause I'm just being emotional now...
I don't really know... ...
God are you moulding my character? I feel so helpless right now. It's as if there's alot of things I can't do. I don't have the motivation to do anything. I almost cried during maths tutorial today. Sometimes my mind just drift and I caught nothing fromthe teacher ... And sometimes I fall asleep... And again I caught nothing from the teacher...
Lord, I will trust in you.
Help me find strength, motivation and courage.
I do not stand alone, God is with me.
He is my deliverer, my comforter and my refuge.
GO! FIGHT!
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
I can't recall having sunshine on my face
All I feel is pain
All I wanna do is walk out of this place
But when I am stuck and I can't move
When I don't know what I should do
When I wonder if I'll ever make it through
I gotta keep singing
I gotta keep praising Your name
Your the one that's keeping my heart beating
I gotta keep singing
I gotta keep praising Your name
That's the only way that I'll find healing
Can I climb up in Your lap
I don't wanna leave
Jesus sing over me
I gotta keep singing
Can I climb up in Your lap
I don't wanna leave
Jesus sing over me
I gotta keep singing
Oh You're everything I need
And I gotta keep singing
(Keep Singing - Mercy Me)
Yes Lord, you're all that I need.
Let me not forget this.
Draw me closer to you, that I may desire nothing else but being in your presence each day.
You are my refuge, my strength, my shelter.
Thank you Lord. =)
Monday, April 02, 2007
黄河一直以为她的故乡是黄土高原, 和日夜拥抱著她的黄土地。后来她发现自己的故乡是大海, 那一刻,浩瀚的蔚蓝色令他激动不已。
在一个阳光明媚的日子,海牵着她的手来到天的脚下,说: "你看,这才是我们的故乡,蔚蓝色的源头。"
Ok, it's just NICE. =)
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Friday, January 13, 2006
I'm going to be SIXTEEN VERY SOON! In fact, it's less than a week away! HEY PEOPLE! What are you going to get for me? =)))
The name of the Party is asylum in hokkien (aka siao lang keng.) I know it sounds very crude. But, HEY! WHO CARES. (LOLX.) If you have ever witness lily's madness, be prepared, because on that day, it's 5 times more! It's not for the weak hearted. Don't go panicking, when you start seeing people laughing for NO particular reason at all! It only seems normal for a lunatic (like me!) to do so. -laughs. Don't BLINK you eyes, but it's a tradition of UNSOUND to use chopper to cut cakes! It only seems more creative. THINK CREATIVE, not insanity. (Maybe, you might feel better.) Come and 'LEARN' the 'ART' of insanity. We have EXPERT TEACHERS! Experienced and dedicated. =))) (I sound like I'm advertising or something.)
Already bought presents for the other 2 birthday girls! I bought my bible on the VERY SAME DAY too! *grinx. IT'S PINK. HOT PINK! -screams. (HAHA) I feel fated to get that pink one. I like that bible, but after visiting 5 stores, it's either they don't sell that bible or they only have PINK! But, it's ok! I shall be the ONLY ONE owning a PINK bible. (quite cool huh?) What matters the most is not it's appearance, but it's very content. I have been managing to keep up to reading 3 chapters a day. And already I got confused at certain parts, but I find it a very nice book to read.
Talking about books! MY LIST IS STILL VERY LONG. *it's so disappointing. I only cleared ONE BOOK! ONE!!! When I am suppose to finish around 4 or 5 during the end year holidays. I can't seem to find the books I want! It's either they are reserved or loan out. *sighx.
I am NOT SLEEPING in class already alright! There are still a few times, but it's really to the minimum already. No, it's not because i have peppermint crystals. I didn't smell them in class at all. I just put it on the table, although i still catch whiffs of it.
Everything is quite settled, I am coping relatively well. At least, I think i am.
Friday, January 06, 2006
There are so many changes, ain't they all a BIG SURPRISE???? It's unfair, it's upsetting, but hey! What can we do? It's a bad start to already experience DISAPPOINTMENT on the VERY FIRST period of the day. There goes our sec 4 lvl... Just RIGHT ON TOP of us. (oh well.)
I have been looking forward to go to the top level all these times. I very much believe, it's not only me who shares the same sentiments. (I WANT MY SEC 4 LVL.) But, there's nothing that can be done. It's has been forever that the 4th level is the sec four's level and the 3rd level is the sec 3's level and so on. A sudden change seem quite overwhelming.
What's more, our school mission is changed! And no, I'm not happy with the new changes. From women of substance to what? Leaders of character?!? I prefer the old one. It seems more profound in some sense. I mean, leaders of character? Isn't that very cliche? It's like almost the same in every school? Everywhere seems to be talking about nurturing leaders.
Maybe it's just our mindset, that we can't seem to accomodate change. But, it seems too much... New people indeed come new changes.
Now we have to face that UGLY, DISGUSTING yellow walls for another year. Thank you! And now we can look up, and who we see? JUNIORS.
Somehow, the cedar spirit is dying. Do you still feel it there? It's different than before, than what I used to know it's like... What a brilliant way to spend the last year in school. I hope it won't get any worse. IT'S BAD ENOUGH ALREADY.
First, it's band, changes here, changes there. Then it's school, and more changes! That's life huh? I get it already.
I trying to stay awake! It's so much better than last year. I bothered and I'm struggling to stay awake. It's not like i want to sleep, I don't want to miss any crucial information. But, I'm already sleeping early at night! What are the chances of that? I used to sleep at 1am, 2am last year. It's like 11pm nowadays? You think I enjoy sleeping? You are wrong. I dislike VERY MUCH to sleep. That's why, I always sleep late at night. That's why, I can't keep myself awake in the morning. It has been like FOREVER that my sleeping habits has been like this. Since primary school? I never recall sleeping early. And when i do, it's worse in the morning. I'm practically floating... Now, what am i suppose to do? Sleep early or not? I need time to change the sleeping habits. But anyway, I'm very determined to stop myself from dozing off in class. That's it.
Writing this entry is so saddening all of the sudden. Oh well, that's life isn't it?
Sunday, December 25, 2005
I'm had fun! Did you?
Yesterday was AWESOME!
I got myself sticky and smelly.
My goodness, some of the
sprays smell like vomit!
*gross.
It was CHAOTIC in town!
It almost became a rubbish chute.
*haha.
Spray Fights are seen
EVERYWHERE...
People look like they
are having gang fights.
Oh! There were cat fights too!
*meow.
But it was VERY fun!
Let's do it again for New Year's eve.
=))))
Thursday, December 08, 2005
I have been messed up for two consecutive days already, and i am getting rather contradicting. Getting upset and happy for the same reason. (bet my body system might break down soon.)
Let's define the meaning of work, no let me be more specific, part-time work. Now that I've a job, have a fixed income, I have money to spend and I learn things from it. Am I suppose to feel delighted? That FINALLY i am out of bankruptsy, that FINALLY i have money to "squander" on, that FOR ONCE i don't have complain of being poor?
I do pay sacrifices, now that I have lesser time for leisure, lesser time to study, lesser time to slack. (is it good?) But I am practically living a routine life, i am just hoping I find amusement out of it. At least, i would not reach a bored stage. (not yet.) Let me tell you my daily routine, I wake up at 9am, report for work at 10am and it ends at 4pm. I then go home, practise my piano (hey! i practise EVERYDAY NOW!) and i know i should be doing homework, but after being deprived of entertainment (in terms of TV, computer, movies, etc.), i felt rather reluctant to do so. My life's getting rather mundane, if you get what i mean. (oh man, why do i feel like Krishna again.)
And i was told yesterday, tuition starts next week (saturday), but i have to work! (some kind of unpredictability in life, sadly i don't really like it.) They clashed! (*damn so what am i suppose to do now?) Now i have to change my off day at work to saturday, to accommodate tuition into my already hectic life. Doesn't that mean I have to work after band on tuesday too? (my off day is on tuesday.) That's killing me, besides I am already working after band on thursday. Tell me, is that madness? (a break down seems quite imminent.)
Now, here come the contradicting part! I asked boss lady if i can change my off day, then on tuesday i work from 4pm to 10pm. She told me I was only able to work at that timing when the person in-charged for that timing is off. Then she allowed me to off on saturday too. In conclusion, I HAVE 3 OFF DAYS NOW! (now i WAS happy.) But after pondering over it a while, I realise i would earn less money, by about $40+! (now I AM UPSET.)
Therefore, I came up with another idea, I want to work on saturday morning, 9am to 2pm. I will ask boss lady tomorrow. I hope this idea would be realise.
I am utterly confused right now. VERY VERY CONFUSED. I am experiencing too many different emotions. It's complicating the whole system. (*RAHHHHSSSSSSSSSS!) (ignore that.)
(*just f*** up.)
Thursday, December 01, 2005
a proper one... I tried to find one every single
hols for the past 2 yrs hols, but to no avail.
and farewell is finally OVER.
now i have more time.
and it's time to get everything settled.
well, i'm working at Downtown East,
at the NTUC foodcourt, as a cashier
for one of the stalls.
I always thought it was a easy job...
as in how hard could it be?
You just collect money right?
then you have the cash register to
calculate for you that kind of thing...
BUT BUT! IT'S NOT EASY at all!
i have so many things to do.
First day i went, to try out few hours,
they taught the basic of the cash
register, I was so overwhelmed ok.
Not by the cash register, by how much
i have to handle, and how fast i must be.
I get so messed up very easily.
You have to remember the price
of every dish, if they order soup, I have to
remember to ask if they want rice,
if they want i have to scoop for them.
That kind of thing...
Then when the food finish, I have to
add seaweed, spring onions, tomato
that kind of things...
And some people have special orders,
like they want tom yum soup, instead
of seafood, they want fish only, or they
don't want prawn.
I have to make an indication, then remember
to tell the person cooking.
At the same time, I have to collect
money from them.
SO just imagine,
it's lunch time...
you have a row of 5 to 6 people
queneing up, and everyone has
special order! MY GOODNESS..
I will just die. Or get the customers
unhappy of the long waiting time,
or get the boss lady irritated at my
slow pace. (well that hasn't happen yet..
but I already can't handle 5 to 6 customers
with just normal orders!)
I think I am so CLUMSY.
I kept making mistakes...
well minor.. (or at least i hope it is.)
I spilled a bit of tom yum soup ytd,
A BIT, cause i wanted to hurry...
then when i add spring onions in the bowl
i always drop some on the table.
(DAMN.)
THEN I KEPT GIVING WRONG CHANGE.
ok i think i'm losy...
therefore, next time when you order sth,
make it easier for the cashier,
(ESP if she/he is new.)
I hope i don't make any more mistakes.
Even if I don't get reprimanded,
I want to be helpful instead of handful.
Yupp... I will DO MY BEST!
Don't want them to waste money on a
losy cashier...
Today i learn how to tie chilli packs.
IT AIN'T EASY.
I kept getting soya sauce on my hand.
and the packet of chilli just isn't tied nicely.
Mine is so small... Auntie's one is SO big.
as in the amt of air in the packet.
(get what i mean?)
and i saw an ex-cedarian.
whom i never see before.
I think she has graduated for some time.
and I saw marian.
(i think i spelled correctly...)
I see how my job goes...
and put more updates.
(if i feel like it. haa!)
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
i'll tell you, I'm having an experience of a lifetime!
It's so great that I would give up my TV, movies,
books and even computer time and spent 13 hrs to do that
for 3 whole consecutive days!
I don't mind if it's even longer! It's juse so FUNN!
and i have never attended anything like this before.
Just in case you haven't know,
I attended "I'm gifted, so are you" programme.
And it has the funniest trainers ever!
I couldn't stop laughing ok.
Laugh until got stomach pain somemore.
They just know how to crack jokes,
and they kept sabotaging one another,
telling us one another's embarrassing moments.
It's was very entertaining!
and besides having fun and laugh, laugh, laugh,
I learnt alot of stuffs!!
ALOT.
my time there was VERY worthwhile,
and I am so GLAD that i went for this programme.
It was really very beneficial.
At first, I saw the itinery,
I thought it looked boring...
But from what i heard it wasn't.
So I was wondering how?
academic was made so funn?
(I always find it a torture to study)
in fact, this is not JUST about academic,
it's practically about your Life, your future.
Our trainers: Gary, Amin and Danny.
They are so eloquent and confident.
I realise too that they think alike.
What they say are somewhat alike too.
and mind you, they are horny.
but we are no better.
(haha!)
I learn to motivate myself,
and love myself even more...
what's even MORE important is
to love the ones around us, and really
cherish them when you can.
And that we will live life to the
fullest, and not regret about any
decision that we make.
Choices have consequences.
We decide the outcomes, the results,
and the actions we take,
would determined what we will acchieve.
This is a choice we have.
Gary is a powerful speaker!
He seems to know EVERYTHING.
You drop him a question, he can
just answer you straight. He didn't seem
to need to think about it at all.
and he is just damn hilarious la.
But I must really say, he is definitely
very good at words.
He made us laugh so badly,
as if the theatrette was filled with laughing gas.
and he also made us tear,
wail might be a better word.
He made us understand how fragile life is.
How precious our love ones are,
and how dear they are to us.
His analogy with the wine glass kind of freaked me,
i actually jumped and suddenly felt frightened.
He held the wine glass in his hand.
Holding tight to the wine base, he told
one of the us to give it a push.
He said the wine glass represented
ourselves, each individual.
and the tight grip of the wine base
was actually the believes and values
we have in life.
And the push was the distractions,
problems or obstacles we face in this
life journey.
Because of this tight grip,
we did not 'break', and so these
problems will only serve as a
learning experience for us.
(He also taught us that there is no
failure in life, they are only learning experience.)
However, if we do not have our believes
and values in life,
it's equilvalent to have a wine
glass on an open hand, and it just sits
on the palm.
With that, a slight push (problems)
would easily break the glass.
(he asked the girl to push it again,
it dropped on the floor and the wine base
came off.)
But that's not the end,
he picked it up, and continued,
saying something like if we don't
learn to appreciate, it would be
just like this. Then he threw the
glass towards the wall,
and it shattered to many many pieces.
That's when I jumped, and
I realise that's how fragile life is.
He says that would happen when a loved
one die, making us regret if we haven't
been treating them the way we should have.
And only when facing death, do
we learn to start appreciating, start
showing concern, however this may all
seem too late.
And cause us to live in eternal guilt,
and regret.
Believing yourself is very important.
The 3 trainers have all did experiments
to show us.
It's really true.
When you believe in yourself,
believe that you can do something,
you can do it no matter
how impossible it may seem.
We just need to believe that we can
and work towards our goal.
Without believe, sometimes our
hard work will just seem futile.
We don't try to accomplish something,
we WILL accomplish something.
It's the kind of believe we have that matters.
And if we think we are stupid,
that mentality would eventually sink in.
Our brain actually can't register negative things.
If asked to NOT imagine a pink elephant
with yellow flowers on its head,
would you not do so?
Amin has all sorts of nicknames.
(*laughs)
There's mina, amina, ah meng,
monkey, names like that.
He's just as knowledgeable too.
I guess they need to know these stuffs,
that's why.
But in the end, they were
really professionals. =)))
Amin was very sporting too.
*grinx.
He was forced to dance pole dance
with Wayne, and Joel was
suppose to be the pole.
But it ended up as Indian dance,
but nevertheless they still danced.
(*claps.)
Today is Gary's birthday.
And we made a birthday card for him.
With each one of us writing a msg
inside for him.
That would be a 100 msgs then.
And we sang the Happy Birthday song
for him in the Theatrette 3 times!
Cedar style! and on the 3rd time,
Cheryl handed him a little cake, which
was actually a muffin, with m&m in
the container and a candle on top.
He had to make a wish, and was asked
to take a bite from the muffin.
We are just rocking. =)))
Danny was hilarious!
They are basically a bunch
of funny people.
But danny somehow always do
weird movements. (*haha)
And he kept saying the WRONG
thing that make us laugh at him!
*laughs.
He attracts gays.
That's why they call him gay boy,
and there's another nickname
call Dannyny (whtever the spelling suppose
to be).
He quite horny acutally,
I think he's the horniest.
*haaa...
oh! And while we were doing up downs,
we asked him to do push-ups!
haha... ON THE TABLE!
*reason: cannot see if he do on the floor.
and did like 30+ at least.
Wayne has to do with him too!
I think wayne seemed to get bullied the most.
He dance and exercised.
*wow!
I am so motivated by the programme.
They also answered some of our
frequently asked questions.
Like why is it that everytime during
exam our mind just went blank and
somehow cannot remember the things
we studied, but when we finished,
all the information just start coming back.
(when that happens, it is just so irritating,
at least now i know how to prevent it.)
And there was the question about whether
going to JC or poly is a better choice.
Now i know I will be going to JC,
despite the high stress level compared
to Poly.
Anyway....
I want to say a BIG BIG THANKS
to all my trainers!
You people just rawk!!!
*grinx widely.
I bet you have heard this many times,
and it's getting quite clique,
but I still want to say this,
You have made a DIFFERENCE
in my life! =)))))
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
*waves hands in the air wildly.
FINALLY, like FINALLY......
I'M OUT OF STUDY PRISON!!!!!
and i am soooo soooo HORRIFIED
that all the studying actually lasted
almost 2 MONTHS!
but i'm even MORE horrified is that
i am DEPRIVED of movies for like
the ENTIRE 2 months!!!
it's supposed to be a WEEKLY affair btw.
but it's OK.
i should OVER-indulge myself
with ENTERTAINMENT
from now.
FINALLY i can do things I LIKE and WANT.
i'm so SICK of studying already.
and i think i getting quite MENTAL.
for the fact that I laugh
myself to TEARS ytd night.
weeping till i dunno to laugh or cry.
when there's nth in PARTICULAR
to laugh about.
guess you know why I'm
in Unsound already.
and i am so FASCINATED
by the idea of crazy mama!
*grinx WIDELY.
ohh...
the way to clap is to miss!
*wheeee....
dad says I study until I'm crazy.
I agree!
so let's not study!
*yays! (clap hands)
think i have contain
myself for so long,
there was an OUTBURST ytd.
but no need to fear.
I am quite harmless.
haha!!!
I won't come running after
you with a chopper.
(my brother did btw.)
aniwae, went Kbox ytd!
towning!!!
(when's the last time i been there?)
HIGH MAN!!!!
soooo HIGH!
we were screaming away
in the room...
not singing, SCREAMING.
(well what can u expect
from unsound right?
so typical.)
3 hours was evidently NOT ENOUGH.
but we were all beat!
They were dancing on the sofa kae!
talk about being mad!
well i wasn't quite sane either.
at least i dun think so.
I din join the dancing.
but I ate all the lemons!
that's 2 glasses and 1 jar.
wonder how many lemons they
put in our lemon tea. =)))
*yumm
and we had dinner at THAIexpress
*super yumm
I finished my TOMYAM!!!
and the prawns were succulent,
tender, juicy. just super!
=))))
it was FUNN!!!
great!!! enjoyable!!!
yays!!!
Saturday, October 29, 2005
JRICK WAS HERE.
HELLOS!
HELLOS!
im blogging for en en!
((((:
yes yes.
JERRICK HERE.
-beams.
did i mention im part of the UNSOUND clique.
i think its obvious. x)
I LOVE EN!
she's staring at me in disbelief nows!
=/
SHE GAVE ME THE PASSWORD TO HER BLOG.
CAN ASK ME IF YOU WANT.
(en is screaming away now)
lalala.
PLEASE VIEW HER FRIENDSTER PROFILE.
SHE'S UPSET THAT NO ONE VIEWS THE 'PRETTY' EN.
not like mine!
HAHA.
526 =/
okay tayyongen is going to kill me soon.
GOODBYE PEOPLE!
CHILL OUT.
WE LOVE THE UNSOUND! (:
and i love SOFT SPOT TOO.
HOHOHO.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
(they are never ending aren't they?)
anyway, I am on a
book and TV rampage!!!
I am ADDICTED to tv,
if u didn't know.
ohh, and i have planned a
whole list of books to read
for the hols =)))
(now i can keep myself occupied)
Channel U has planned
a whole list of shows
that i want to watch!!!
and exams are over!
*yays.
and i have been
slacking at home like
erm.... 4 days already.
haa, nvr been more relaxed
=))))
but sadly there's still
O'lvl express chinese to
study for. I think i better
start to tmr.
(It just suddenly dawned to me
that i have to hand in 8 exam
papers on mon 171005)
Went shopping on tue,
the day after exam ended.
Bought NICE clothes,
at a reasonable and good
price too =)))
Dinner was GREAT,
had a steamboat buffet.
*YUMMY
but think i ate too much
hot stuff, i had a stomachache
that went on and off the
next day...
Went tanning on thurs,
well, my purpose there is
NOT to tan....
(but to just have funn)
however i didn't succeed
in my plan, i got SUNBURN
though there wasn't much sun
and I was mostly
in the shade!?!?
haaa.... how ironic.
now i have TANLINE,
of the racer i wore...
whn i just got rid of another
tanline of another racer i
got some months ago.
*how clever
i tell you....
everyone should watch
wang zi bian qing wa!
*grinx WIDELY
it's a nice show!
i am going gaga over it.
=)))
and dang ou is just
exceptionally charming!
*heex
oh well....
let's not get me started!
haaa....
now i need to wait like
5 more days b4
the next wed comes.
Doesn't anyone realise
it's such a torture to wait.
if there's one thing i dislike
that would be waiting.
Probably drive me crazy.
It almost did,
last week whn i waited
for the next wed to come
if u get wht i mean.
hmmm....
think i should be blogging
more often nowadays
since i have gotten more
time.
I should spend more time
doing things i like. =)))
OH!
today i brought my cat
(mew) for a walk downstairs.
which frightened me
a little.
(I'm afraid she will run away)
but she din.
She cling onto me and
almost practically sank
her claws into me.
I almost freak out though
when i saw 2 dogs pass by.
and mew was staring at
them.
so after she climb down
from the tree,
i brought her home.
*too paranoid

