I haven been updatingggg...
causeee... I am trying to cope with my work in sch.
and I so think that the phrase "no time" shld be banned.
hur hur...
causeee... it is such an overused excuse,
and it irritates me so, everytime I use it.
causeee... it's not a matter of no time,
but a matter of how I manage my time.
so, it's not how I find time to do it, but whether i will make time to do it.
it's does make a difference.

photos that I will upload as soon as I can:
en and ting's travel back in time episode 2!
Lily's birthday celebration
Josheen's birthday celebration
My SYPA photos (maybe)
Flea-Fly Market aka Brothers and Sisters Store
Charlotte's birthday celebration
photos of today's church service. =)

(I'll upload when I'm like really quite free, since this is in the lowest priority level, or when my brain is totally fried and I really cannot think or function anymore then I might just come upload some photos... lol.)

wow... it's really the tearing down process, tearing down the strongholds, the me me me me me, so that You can come in, so that we can become more like You.
This is not about me, but all about You.

Ended last last week feeling demoralised, discouraged. Started last week feeling traces of it... God knew it all. Came into service on friday, and so timely the BOTT sermon we watched was related to fighting against discouragement. Last week, somehow or another, I was directed to this verse.

Hebrews 12:1-3 "[1]Therefore we also, since we are surrounded y so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,[2] looking nto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set efore Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.[3] For consider Him who endured such hostility from sinners against Himself, lest you become weary and discouraged in your souls."

There is a God lor! Don't tell me it's coincedence. I don't believe in it. If He had died for us, gave us the VICTORY from even seemingly 'small' things like discouragement, then how can I even allow myself to dwell in that kind of state, when I already got the VICTORY?
Definitely NOT going to stay in that and allow it to overpower me and wait for people to come and comfort me and move only when I feel encouraged.

David encouraged himself in the LORD. If there's no one to encourage me, I'm going to encourage myself!


The 6 of us finally had a chance whereby all 6 are present so that we can share/talk/update one another.
Lily said this: She considers herself right now, being in a courtship with God, and if she places thoughts on other guys, it would be considered unfaithfulness unto Him.
This really made alot of sense. Plus we just came out of Sis Barb's sermon about Choosing God's Best. =)

hoooohh... THIS IS SO EXCITING! THIS IS SO EXCITING!!! =DDD God is doing something, and we have a choice to be a part of it or not! =)

finalllyyyy... I want to sayyy...
ohhh you slothfulness. YOU ARE SO COMING DOWN.

I had the lamest sms convo today.

Josheen: "JOSHEEN HAHA."
en: "LOL. Wat you send me? siao ar. Hahaha..."
Josheen: "EH. not april's fool joke hor! hahaha. ask zx if you don't believe lol!"
en: "Haha. Lol. Random lor. Haha ok. I'll ask her. Funny lor you..."
Josheen: "eh. where got random! hahah. you then funny. you made me laugh out loud in class. HA. try to come k! :) "
en: "Go where? You sure you got send the rigt person? Lol."
Josheen: "yesss i asked all of you! hahah. it's at my hs! :) "
en: "LOL. This is wat you sent me. 'JOSHEEN HAHA.' I blur know... dunno what you hahaing abt. that's y i tot you siao alr. LOL."
Josheen: "omg. I sent wrongly! haha. and I didn't know. i send you the correct one!! NOW THEN YOU TELL ME HAHA."
Josheen: "hello! you're invited to my bday party on 13th april, 6pm. come k! :) "

... ...
this is really -.-
HAHAHA...

we are doing 雪山飞狐(martial arts novel) in chinese lit class right now,
which I quite like, and because of xuan, I find it hilarious... HAHAHAHA.
Not cause she made funny jokes out of it, but cause she feels like a character in those kind of novels. HAHA. (she will so kill me.)
so i 'nicknamed' her 苏老娘 (and she was the one who called herself 老娘, I only added her sir name) and told her that she is 闯荡江湖的强手.
cause whenever tchers give back essays/tests/etc, she is most of the time mentioned.

en: "Xuan, 你是闯荡读书界的强手."
xuan: "sorry hor, i failed maths."
con: "你是闯荡江湖, 不会算盘的强手."
xuan: (going to whack us)

(i can't rmb exactly what was said... sth like tt la. lol)

ok. this is the end of the exciting story of 苏老娘 and her friend Jo.
you might not find it funny, but ok, I have been laughing the whole day, good enough.
HAHA. =D
for more adventures of 苏老娘, find her at MJ. =)