Sunday, March 20, 2005

i am brooding over my pathetic lifestyle....
hmmm...
it somewht got betta and worse?
when did i start hafing such a pessismistic outlook of life...
so stress la...
i obviously can't cope...
i dun wan to do my hw either...
can't imagine how sec4 life gonna be?

erm...
SYF is on 12th April... 11am
we must get GOLD!
nono... we will get it!
yays!!!

erm....
broke down again... on thurs
so irritating...

went out on fri...
go Sentosa!
i saw adeline!
haha...
i got burnt la...
*ouch
i deliberately shade myself from sun...
still kena tan...
*blehx
while they tan...
i busy eating...
tsk tsk...
i'm a greedy pig...
so hungry mahx...
played at the beach!
hmmm... very fun...
i took lotsa fotos!!!
yays!

school reopening....
my hectic life is starting again...
how wonderful! tsk....
hw not fins la!!!
got test somemore!
i haven study...


i dun noe why...
but i getting upset over the stupidest reasons i feel...
oh well..
i'll juz explode one day la...
how amazing ritex...
freak...

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

hmm...
9 days since i last blog?
make i suppose to be happy tat i showed improvement?
wht rubbish...
nvm my crap...
ok... 9 days run thru of events!

basicalli tat entire week was pretty exhausting..
and i'm very deprived of sleep...
for the first time i actualli pon band...
wht shu yan said was actualli rite...
tat our morale is running low...
mine is almost empty...
but i will replenish it somehow....
SYF is coming.... erm...
bad or good i do not noe?
i juz hope we do well and call it an end for a while...
SYF is stressful, boring and maby
sometimes irritating....
*i'm numb....

the week b4 hols was hardly manageable...
this is like erm March???
how mani times haf i actualli break down?
like compared to last year...
almost 2 times alreadi... and
there ain't no exams yet...
wtf....
*forgive mi for being so vulgar....
things haf been too frustrating...
i dun wan to be pushed to the verge...
oh well...

and last saturday...
was my piano exam...
i do not noe wht to comment abt...
i simply dislike commenting on tests/exam
unless i feel like it...
which seldom do...
hmmm....
and my bbq after tat was fun!
but i look horrid in the fotos...
and at the breakwater,
we saw a couple PDA...
like excuse mi....
there are like kids or maby youngsters beside u...
staring???
don't u feel shameful at all???
izzit tat necessary to display it all at PUBLC?
ok the beach is romantic...
fine...
but i guess it's not exactly good to be doing tat...
whteva...
NO SEXUAL REFERENCES plz...
movies like these are M18 or maby R21
so.... u understand why we can't watch rite?
tsk....

i had a dream again...
so irritating...
i dunno...
i find myself so erm.... pointless...
so wht if there's hols....
like it's onli 7 days?
and wht the point of giving hols
: for us to rest?
whn we haf like homewk???
ok i noe it's out of good intentions...
i juz getting sick of it somehow....
nvm...

and i'm very hurt kae...
abt wht u've done...
whether u see this or not i do not know...
somehow i dun think u even bother...
like wht u say u actualli put in action...
obviously u dun understand....
why i bother wif u sometimes?
like they say it's betta to gif then take?
wht's the point to gif whn it's not appreciated?
and if it's happiness tat i shld be getting back...
guess wht i din got tat...
i juz got pretty upset....

Sunday, March 06, 2005

alrite.... i actualli realised how super long i haven't blog....
Oh well...
I guess i missed out alot of stuff huh....
*thisissoirritating....
nvm...
iluvVvVvblogging
*imissnotbloggingeverysingleday.....

ileadasadlife...
wht to do?

i finalli gotten myself a tuition...
i realli dun enjoy a maths lesson...
1st: dun understand
2nd: boring
3rd: dun see the point in listening....

so hmmm...
if i kena called to ans qns
i basicalli is relying on Yun Huey la...
tsk tsk

oh.... Valentines' day
(wowww... like so long ago and i blog abt it now?)
*i'mbeingsarcastic

ok....
i got lotsa sweets.... =)
i like my eeyore cup from wen
the wordings on the cup is meaningful
somewhat reflect abt mi too...
and ting's notebk
haha the words on it is meaningful too....

haha.... and 14th Feb is the day
i dislike another tcher...
i realised sth....
PE got tougher this yr?
I ran like 10 rounds on the track for pe tat day...
coz we are late....
and haf to go for a 3 rounds jogging ard the sch ltr...
*tat's pretty insane!

and erm...
the nxt day 15th Feb
was the day SYF results were announced...
i duno abt other ppl...
i realise how mux i dislike this yr...
partly coz of SYF
it's very stressful and disheartening
and coz this yr i'm sec 3
alot of work...
currently I'm super deprived of sleep...
much worse than last yr....
and i so no mood to study?
but i'm not exactly prepared to fail...
life's been so tough
and i hardly managed....


watched alot of movies recently...
I've watched Constantine!
very nice!!!
haha =)))
so funni last part...
haha....
and I went to watch Howl's moving Castle
wif my classmates!
I LUV HOWL!!!
he so shuai!
haha....
*oops
and the movie so touching...
he waited for sophie for so long...
*true luv...
awwwww....
when's mine gonna come???
*blehx
and erm I went to watch
Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events
last friday onli...
erm i like the books
but i dun think the movie was all well done...
coz the scenes changed a bit too abrupt...
but i like the characters!
Violet so chio!
Claus shuai...
and SUNNY!!! she so keai!!!!
then i realise sunny is acted by twins can!
kara and shara hoffman
i think....
so identical!
u noe twins dun exactly look identical kae...



Oreo and Kit-Kat gave birth!!!
*shock
2 days b4 oac?
*even more shock
Oreo's very good at time man...
of all times BEFORE oac...
*zhan zhan
oh well...
pretty long story...
i basicalli panicked la...
and was calling lily and wen
and we were conferencing like until midnite or sth...
i saw the pups ard 11+pm la...
the pups i think open eyes le ba...
but they din run away whn i touch them
haha
they are more brave
compared to wen's
lolx!
funni....
tsk tsk...

OAC!
tiring, fun, exciting, interesting
sleepy, disgusting, smelly, sticky,
funny....
you can see how limited my vocab is...
ahh...
nvm
I enjoyed camp...
lolx...
are we like gineu pigs or sth
(oh great! i dun even noe how to spell ha!)
6 days camp!
i was seriously unprepared for such
a long camp!
i was afraid i get constipation!
i'm not exactly ready to shit there....
dun like the toilets...
but i clever... haha!
when we went to science centre
for astronomy fieldtrip or sth...
I used the toilet there....
lolx... so funni...
so mani ppl crowded in the toilet to use the toilet
to shit...
lalala... *funni
erm... some highlights onli ba!
so mani things happened within 6 days!
well i slept on the floor for all 6 days...
coz the bed very hot...
i prefer the floor =)
i duno why i tot i would dread solar cooker...
but somehow i liked it!
and night walk wasn't how i expected it to be...
oh well....
and campfire was fun!
but i din cheer for a while coz i a bit no voice...
then ehhh practically everyone fell in love wif chief...
haha...
she very ke ai ritex?
i bet so mani agrees....
aniwaes my class got best class!
YAY!!!

and i found chief's nametag(the maskingtape one)
at spiral staircase...
haha kena "snatched" away by my fren le...
otherwise i gif ahma...
haha....
was tat left there purposely or accidentally?
haha... lily was saying they trying to see
how long it'll disappear...
lolx....

saw alot of seniors after we breakcamp...
coz they came back for their results...

tat day chinese period...
tcher showed us a movie....
i think it has sth to do wif homosexuality
but tat part hasn't come out yet...
well since it hadn't reached tat part...
everyone is juz drooling over the male character...
oh my goodness...
he is super shuai!!!
we need buckets ppl!
pass somemore!
lolx...
we are all drooling away....


ytd i had a dream
that seemed so real
i realli realli tot tat was happening...
guess i forgot to pinch myself...
the dream drifted off and
i juz get more upset
to know that it's all onli a dream...
well...
i not exactly upset til i'll break down or sth
but it's realli depressing to noe those happi things
that happen in ur head whn u dream
are juz alwaes the opposite from reality
so in other words those things can nvr happen
in this real world...
i guess....
it seems to haf proven so...
mani times?


i juz wondering whn i can blog?
probably nxt month like wht had happen now...
sad life...
is this like a monthly blog or sth?
*i'm pretty bothered


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