Guess what people! MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING!!! It's NEXT WEEK! And I am EXTREMELY EXCITED! (*grinx) YAY! It would be SO FUN! I can already see the NUMBER of people going crazy that day. We might need an ambulance to send some to asylum. HAHA. But not to worry, even if you are sent there, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. You will have neighbours next to you! And you get a room to yourself! The walls and the floors are of cushion-like, convenient for you to sleep in any position you like! Also, due to the cold weather these days, you are also entitled to a long sleeve shirt to ensure that you are kept warm at all times! (RUBBISH.)



I'm going to be SIXTEEN VERY SOON! In fact, it's less than a week away! HEY PEOPLE! What are you going to get for me? =)))



The name of the Party is asylum in hokkien (aka siao lang keng.) I know it sounds very crude. But, HEY! WHO CARES. (LOLX.) If you have ever witness lily's madness, be prepared, because on that day, it's 5 times more! It's not for the weak hearted. Don't go panicking, when you start seeing people laughing for NO particular reason at all! It only seems normal for a lunatic (like me!) to do so. -laughs. Don't BLINK you eyes, but it's a tradition of UNSOUND to use chopper to cut cakes! It only seems more creative. THINK CREATIVE, not insanity. (Maybe, you might feel better.) Come and 'LEARN' the 'ART' of insanity. We have EXPERT TEACHERS! Experienced and dedicated. =))) (I sound like I'm advertising or something.)



Already bought presents for the other 2 birthday girls! I bought my bible on the VERY SAME DAY too! *grinx. IT'S PINK. HOT PINK! -screams. (HAHA) I feel fated to get that pink one. I like that bible, but after visiting 5 stores, it's either they don't sell that bible or they only have PINK! But, it's ok! I shall be the ONLY ONE owning a PINK bible. (quite cool huh?) What matters the most is not it's appearance, but it's very content. I have been managing to keep up to reading 3 chapters a day. And already I got confused at certain parts, but I find it a very nice book to read.



Talking about books! MY LIST IS STILL VERY LONG. *it's so disappointing. I only cleared ONE BOOK! ONE!!! When I am suppose to finish around 4 or 5 during the end year holidays. I can't seem to find the books I want! It's either they are reserved or loan out. *sighx.



I am NOT SLEEPING in class already alright! There are still a few times, but it's really to the minimum already. No, it's not because i have peppermint crystals. I didn't smell them in class at all. I just put it on the table, although i still catch whiffs of it.



Everything is quite settled, I am coping relatively well. At least, I think i am.

It's a new year, it's a fresh start...



There are so many changes, ain't they all a BIG SURPRISE???? It's unfair, it's upsetting, but hey! What can we do? It's a bad start to already experience DISAPPOINTMENT on the VERY FIRST period of the day. There goes our sec 4 lvl... Just RIGHT ON TOP of us. (oh well.)



I have been looking forward to go to the top level all these times. I very much believe, it's not only me who shares the same sentiments. (I WANT MY SEC 4 LVL.) But, there's nothing that can be done. It's has been forever that the 4th level is the sec four's level and the 3rd level is the sec 3's level and so on. A sudden change seem quite overwhelming.



What's more, our school mission is changed! And no, I'm not happy with the new changes. From women of substance to what? Leaders of character?!? I prefer the old one. It seems more profound in some sense. I mean, leaders of character? Isn't that very cliche? It's like almost the same in every school? Everywhere seems to be talking about nurturing leaders.



Maybe it's just our mindset, that we can't seem to accomodate change. But, it seems too much... New people indeed come new changes.



Now we have to face that UGLY, DISGUSTING yellow walls for another year. Thank you! And now we can look up, and who we see? JUNIORS.



Somehow, the cedar spirit is dying. Do you still feel it there? It's different than before, than what I used to know it's like... What a brilliant way to spend the last year in school. I hope it won't get any worse. IT'S BAD ENOUGH ALREADY.



First, it's band, changes here, changes there. Then it's school, and more changes! That's life huh? I get it already.



I trying to stay awake! It's so much better than last year. I bothered and I'm struggling to stay awake. It's not like i want to sleep, I don't want to miss any crucial information. But, I'm already sleeping early at night! What are the chances of that? I used to sleep at 1am, 2am last year. It's like 11pm nowadays? You think I enjoy sleeping? You are wrong. I dislike VERY MUCH to sleep. That's why, I always sleep late at night. That's why, I can't keep myself awake in the morning. It has been like FOREVER that my sleeping habits has been like this. Since primary school? I never recall sleeping early. And when i do, it's worse in the morning. I'm practically floating... Now, what am i suppose to do? Sleep early or not? I need time to change the sleeping habits. But anyway, I'm very determined to stop myself from dozing off in class. That's it.



Writing this entry is so saddening all of the sudden. Oh well, that's life isn't it?