haha... now in sch... doing illegal business... haha in com lab 3 still go blogger... zhen da dan... lolx... ^-^ haha at least in sch I see the blog nice colour at home... com settings got prob the colour chao ji weird... erm... then wht to say? I so sianz now... I got a soar throat... haha I yesterday ate almost 2 box of cookies... almost finishing them... chocolate cookies... so heaty... haha I make one... tinks it's nice... anyone dare try??? lolx.... was thinking of getting myself sick then no need come sch... then so shuang rite? anyway in sch so sian... dun like post activities and in class sometimes got lesson also sian no lesson nth to do... also sian... I wanna play PS2 now... coz like so fun... then hor missing my candy... coz wanna tell her sth... was jumping outside my class trying to get her attention... but kenna called in by ms wan... haha... ^-^ I guess nth to say for now... shall update later tonite? or maby not... until I free coz today going MJC concert...

Today Sunday... Went to Big Walk, which was chao ji sianz... and chao ji hot! and damn irritated by my com now coz it's setting is sooo chao ji big and I dun like it... then is like cannot open too mani windows or will hang... then so I open one ineternet explorer and the music jukebox then cannot open le.... haiz... also cannot change the stoopid settings coz is like com will hang... then the no response window come out... then is either wait or end task... if end task then will not return to original setting, but I wait like click for like 10 times still come out the waiting window... until I give up... sighz... like so mani days le... anyway I now is sooo sianz... also duno wht to do...com in the manner can't realli play! then ps2 my bro and his frens playing... sighz... also cannot play piano coz dad's sleeping... and I not in a mood to tidy my room or study... and it's too early to go downstairs to rollarblade... haiz... want mi to fa dai like shu ying arh... she fai dai proer... lolx... okok jkjk... haha... tt ger so cute and funi...
ok let mi recall wht happened yesterday... erm... oh.. Morning got band... then met up wif Siru and pt to walk to sch... then is like so funi... walk half way duno wht pt say abt siru... then a dog bark then is like coz siru call pt gougou... so she "understands" wht the dog saying and like was agreeing wif wht pt is saying abt siru... lolx so funi... then walk somemore then a dog suddenly bark... I like got a shock and jump... lolx... ok then reach sch le... go look for candy... was like candy! haha... then we tok tok lor.... then after a while is fall in liao
lar... then is the understudies tt were taking the attendance... haha Nathini took the sec2s attendance... then she mispronounce Zhijie's name... to Sijie sth like tt... then I was behind tou siao...(haha... okok dun mean to...) Nathini so cute... lolx... ok then hor... went back to take instru... then went to hall for brass sectionals... then was kinda surprise to see someone else instead of sir...(think is his wife rite???not sure...) then she very nice... then she tune us all... (tuning tuning) then until Wenyu's turn then I think she jing zhang or sth... like blow nth come out then the Ms chong (correct?) was like nvm nvm I not looking... so funi.. ^-^ then hor... ok tune finish le... then play disney... haha... it's was nice? then she go thru the disney wif us... haha... oh... I like to SEE the trombonist play the O part... I think very nice... then keep telling Han Ying tt it was very nice... then call her to see... haha... coz O I 8 bars all rest then can see... it's very nice lor... everyone's slide like going diff directions... some sliding forward, some towards the floor, some towards the sky... very nice leh... up down up down de pattern then is like the 1st,2nd 3rd also play diff things so the slide also go to diff lengths... haha I always turn back to see... lolx... ok then wht happen... oh think it's break liao... then erm... eat lor... ate maggi as usual...then went back hall and play thru all pieces wif the recruits as audience... think the sticks by the percussion is so cute... like so tribal tt kind... haha... but the rhythm very nice leh... got to agree... hehe.... like so chim the rhythm... ^-^ then hor erm... I think de rest not interesting le... oh then walking to foyer half way... then This wenqi say she needs to look for Dawn... then in the end look for her le... then she says we looking for her... then I was like I thought she was looking for her... then wenqi say she thought pt wanted to pay her the money whn pt already told her tt she no money... lolx... this wenqi arh... muz spank her bottom... half-deaf le... dotz... ok then go home le... played play station for a while then went to rollarblade then was wanting to find a job (coz I like chao ji broke now) then bought straits times but like no job avail for ppl like mi... then ok lor went home... then go Hougang mall... bought 2 hairbands.. a pink one and a black one... then got a sport shoes from the cobbler then erm... went home... then I tell u i so chao ji suai met choon kai (got spell correct mar) at west plaza... sheesh... then my mum is choon kiat... wah lau if it's him I even more suai... but seeing choon kai is no betta... haiz... okay then I think no more le... coz after tt watch some lame movie then fall asleep to this chao ji boring day!

Xing Qing bu hao... very down... spirits chao dampened... sunburnt... chao ji red... pain! not tt making mi unhappy though... haiz... feeling weird weird de... guess tt's the problem wif mi whn it comes to obsession... sighz... think too mux I guess... nvr happi ending... in fact, no beginning at all... sighz... today so late reach home... wasn't very please... sighz... y muz the day leave mi wif onli 3 hrs left for my free time every single day... From Monday until now... I everyday also 7pm reach home lor... bu shuang... guesS? haiz... juz pouring my feelings out... (duno if it's offensive? coz everytime bu shuang will irritate other ppl de... forgive mi lar... anyway... gd thing is this dun happen every day... phew... haiz...) I'm a high gal... so muz laugh... but juz nth comes out... diao lor... sheesh.. sometimes realli can't stand myself... Day dream day dream day dream... a hopeless activity... (still can't believe how cann Shu Ying spend her everyday fa daiing de...) anyway... a chao ji hideous ger sheesh... dun like myself sometimes... damn bu shuang... (wif whole world?) duno lar.... jux not happi... damn tired too... like today 2hrs of swimming then after tt still dance for 3 hrs... haiz... juz hope I dun screw up tmr... I am so terribly afraid of tt... ltr ppl will get bu shuang wif mi... sighz... Sighing day sia... duno wht to say... pain pain pain... face hurts terribly bad... it's practically tearing apart... sighz... (no face no face no face!!!) have da to tt occassionally or I juz continue to dream as usual... a dumb and hopeless activity... dun even noe y this obsession is sooo damn stuck on mi... like 4 ppl liao... still same hopeless wishings... haiz.... hopeless hopeless hopeless... perhaps I will get betta tmr... anyway... I think all I need is a sleep...

I suggest no one reads this (as if ppl reads my blog... anyway) coz... it's juz a bunch of crap coz I bu shuang wht I say it's not wht I mean actually... qi hua... I guess.. actually not feeling pisssed juz not happi sighz....

ok let this be a fast entry coz wanna go play ps2 already... haha... ok.. today got sectionals... and ok b4 tt... today check hist and geog paper... then I tell u miracle sia! miracle 2 times a wk... tian zhu wo ye... haha... haiz... too mux luck a time no gd... will use finish too fast then after wards will bad luck... choi! anyway... got very well for hist... unexpectedly coz I thought I was going to get very poor... coz no time study then I spot chaps then onli memo chap 7,8 but the rest got read lar... but read onli... then hor... scully the paper out chap 4 and 8 onli I was going to faint... wht the hell lor... Chap 4 leh which was like beginning yr thing! siaoz... anyway... did very well... 31/40... thought gonna do badly for section B coz sect B is chap 4... then is structured essay... haiz... tian realli zhu wo ye... haha.... ok dun suan le... anyway... b4 I agreed to participate in the class competition dance... then is like we were shaking our bom bom in class... and toilet... lolx... funi... haha... anyway... nice choreography Nadirah and Nadia! great job! ^-^ ok then cum to sectionals... coz todae got tutoring... then rmb it's Mr Low, or Loh? anyway... our tutor lar... he so funi... duno wht to say abt him lolx...this time he wore sth diff... okay onli the shirt outside diff... he still wear a black tee inside... wif jeans and the usual black nike shoes... and still kap the trumpet b/w his legs whn he needs both his hands... lolx... Mumtaz was saying tt it is disgusting... haha... then Han Ying was going to fell asleep again... aiyo... muz splash cold water on her... then she say wht put her head in the toilet bowl... lolx... so funi haha... then hor... let's see wht I observe abt Mr Low, Loh today... oh ya... he's puts the trumpet on his head.... weird location, erm I mean weird position... haha... then duno izzit pt or wq say he very niang... haha... then he call mi to photocopy the score he gave us last yr to whole section... haiz... shen fu zhong ren... bo pian... whu call mi seemed to be the one hu onli got tt score... lolx... haha... anyway... he made us sing again...ok not us... 1st trumpeters onli... haha we all were like can't bare to stop laughing... lolx... he sings nice but funi... should join choir... but he's funi and nice lar... at least not bored... haha... then hor... practise finish the disney liao... play abit of chicago.. then went off.. then is like I din noe he was not leaving wif us and stay in class for a little while longer... I went to off the lights and fans lor... tinks it's rude... haha... but he nice lar so tink he won't mind??? then... went to band rm look for Dawn dawn to gif her money... then she was asking if she should go... then I was like u go us to go de... then she should go too... but she say she no one pei... then I say we all pei her lor... then she say sure arh sure arh.. sth like tt... then I say of coz lar... already gif her money to buy tix... wht... haha... dawn is so cute... tink she's chao chio ^-^ haha... then drank a chao ji weird drink... too lazy to describe it... perhaps someone tt saw mi drinking it can explain... in the tagboard... ^-^

He's so cute... haha... dun tell u hu... haha... but realli I think he is so cute... haiz... today was kinda sian... it's either come online a while then go watch tv... then nth to do le... then saw him today again... yesterday saw him also din expect it... then kinda like think he so cute... then saw him today again... haha... ^-^... haha... guess tt's all for now... nth muz to say le...

Hahahahahaha... so happi.... and first sorry to wenqi, peiting and shee ping for not going escape wif u all... haah... so sorri k... juz din felt like it... guess too tired??? sorry hor...
ok now back to happi things.... hahaha... so happi so so so so happi!!! dun wan to tell u y =P got several reasons lar but the most impt thing cannot say =P haha... Thks dawn for ur testi! hee... Jinnett is kinda a nick? i duno lar... u wan to call it wht also can... i like the name anyway ^-^
then today... band prac... got pt (physical training not peiting haa ^-^) then the leaders call sec 3 to volunteer and lead the pt... then ran for abt 1 and half rounds lar... then do the stretching and finger exercise etc... the sit up do until my hip very pain... the ground so hard... can't be help...haah... I so perspiring like so mux... my hair morning bathe already is wet until like in the middle of sectionals wif sir then like dry le... haha... wet coz plus my sweat... lolx... perspire so mux... hee... then hor... we were split into 2 grps and do drill!! ahh... so long din do already then do keblamkan(anyhow spell... haha.. duno spelling) when marching always forget to do the cmb one... juz turn... aiyo...then did for abt an hour + of drills... still ok lar... but I march a while then like tired le... then a bit nvr march properly... haah... then when for a few water break then continue drills at the carpark... then I think is whn Regina leading the drills tt time... marching half-way, a lorry come lor... so funi.. then quickly go to the side... then after a while (was still marching) then the lorry leaving then quickly run to the side again... so funi ... haa... then went back to the macdonalds table at abt 915+? then hor the main band gather there and sit down... then we suppose to vote for next yr the leader... as under studys... wonder its hu? then I went home rite... then was eating half way si ru call mi lor... she like so ji zhang like tt... call mi juz to noe the surprise... then I told her is the voting thingin lar.... then she was like heng I nvr go... haha... wonder how she will lead us if she went... lucky u... or not??? haha... then vote le hor... went for 30mins break b4 brass sectionals wif sir... haha... ate maggi again... so yummy... lolx... eat until wan to explode already... guesss I stuff too mux in mi? then went to take instru... then I realise mumtaz took file home lor... ahh... then I no file... aiyo... then I was ran to band rm look for joanne... then she say can share wif han ying... but no 4th trumpet score for the disney... then I rmb my last time 2nd trumpet file inside got 4th trumpet score... then ran back to the store room then the file not there... then ran back band room... then nanthini and julie say in store room... I almost ran back again...haha, run here run there... lolx... then the file was wif kate... then took score frm her.... haha... at least this hunting for score wasn't too muz of a trouble or I will be very fed up... coz I chao ji hate trouble... so dun expect mi to do troublesome thing for u....haha... see my mood first ya? okok... continue... then hor... sectionals start le lar... then we playing Disney... yay... disney rawks... then I was crapping wif han ying tru out sectionals... haha... like to dao dan ta...hee... we played the mickey mouse march then is like got a lot of accent and staccato mar... then is like we kinda nvr play properly lor... the sir call trumpet section play taking note the accent... then ok le... suppose repeat liao go coda... then I forgot then continue leh... haa... somemore I was like playing very loud... lolx... then I stopped then was laughing all da way... lor... then make a chao ji big mark on the coda then won't forget! lolx... haha... then hor play the coda part is like nvr accent again! then sir called trumpet section to play... then he call one part by one part lor... (as in 1st liao then 2nd) then is like shit le... coz I onli 4th trumpet playing todae coz mumtaz din come! ahhh... then is like 1st play chao ji high... 2nd also high note de... then 3rd still high note... then my turn liao lor.. then is like I hear so mani high note... suddenly my high D like sound so low not correct then I tried higher... went out of tune... coz I so jing zhang... then is like realise actually high D is lower... then play correct wif accent everything... haaa
^-^ then hor... duno was playing wht thing lar... then I think got swing or sth? forgot le.. then he was singing to the tune of the piece and was singing wif lyrics of short and long... coz the note muz be longer then the nxt sth like tt... then he was singing... short... long.. short short long tt kind of thing following the tune lar... so was very funni... haha... I was laughing... then play play le... call woodwind come in... then continue to play disney... haah... I luv disney... coz it rocks... by then hor... han ying very tired already...then she kinda like yawn until cry lor... guess she's very tired... haha... by then my hair all dry liao... then play play play le hor... the band photos were passed down... all I can descibe myself is ewwwww.... and pui! I look ugly... haaa... then saw the seniors one... the informal was very nice! ^-^ then hor... suzanne mi and I think julie also was laughing at han ying coz she looked funni... haha... then adeline de jacket(do we call it tt?) looked kinda like pulled by ppl beside her hu was hanying and din see hu was the other side... lolx.. very funni... haha... see le I passed to wenyu there all... they see le pass back then I pass to qian yi... haha... then I think I accidentally passed the senior one to qian yi when wenyu they all still wanna see... haa... din stop mi earlier??? pai seh... haha ^-^ then hor... went to order the fotos... then ordered informal for the upper and lower sec de... still wht happen? oh... and stoopid hairdresser.
one more thing... I think he's cute... ^-^

I wan to copy zhijie and have a countdown from top 10 most wanted stuff... haa ^-^

10 Most Wanted Item:

1. My long hair back!!! (scold stoopid hairdresser again! -pui-)
2. New clothes!
3. New shoes!
4. New earrings!
5. A holiday job!!! (then can earn "lotsa" money then can buy all clothes, shoes and earrings and go on a shopping spree!!!)
6. Damn chao ji gd result (which I noe onli can dream coz... I din make an effort to study muz this time... hist nvr finish studying, chinese also, geog, and lit also... haiz... no time mar... hope nvr do very very very badly... nor badly... still wanna have good results although I din realli work hard enuff for it...)
7. to be hardworking & not slacky!!! (muz pay attention during lesson... so won't miss out anything... or lose out...)
8. wah... I want so mani things...okay still got wat? haiya... main thing! Get my hair grow faster and back to original!!!
9. Get my hair back!!!! want hair grow faster and quicker and faster and quicker!
10. Get my hair back!!!! want hair grow faster and quicker and faster and quicker!

to be cont! go watch american idol!!! haha... ^-^
back... next day...

9 Most Enjoyed Movies:

1. Mulan
2. Please Teach Mi English
3. Resident Evil
4. Lord Of the Rings I,II,III
5. Tigger Movie
6. Lilo & Stitch
7. Harry Potter I,II
8. Xmen I,II
9. Little Mermaid I,II (part 2 watch half-way...)

8 Favourite Disney Soundtracks

1. Disney Fantasy
2. I'll make a Man out of You (Mulan)
3. Reflection (Mulan)
4. Under The Sea (Little Mermaid)
5. Zero to Hero (Hercules)
6. Can You Feel the Luv Tonite (Lion King)
7. True to Your Heart (tink is from Mulan)
8. Hakuna Matata (Lion King)

7 Favourite Food

1. Almond Jelly wif Longan
2. Beef Noodles
3. Chocolates!!!
4. Soups (anykind... I like most soups ^-^)
5. Pizza!!! (though I dun often eat... coz parents chao ji sick of it... coz dad used to work as pizza delivery man then always got plain pizza leftover as mum and dad's supper almost everyday... dun eat waste so eat lor... I was in mummy's stomach then... now they so sick of it... therefore dun often... so ke si...)
6. Cookies! (esp chocolate cookie!!! other then tt I dun realli like le... haha ^^)
7. Fast Food... (likes burgers esp mushroom swish, chicken fillet, aiya shui pian... juz dun like fish fillet and I onli like mushroom swish from bk haah... coz the rest nvr tried... fries also like ^-^... also like Hot fudge!!! coz got chocolate... haha... but dun often eat... coz no money! and dun often go out too ^-^)

6 Most Enjoyed Activity

1. Shopping!!! (haah... muz lotsa money first or save lotsa money then go on shopping spree!!! wif my cuzzie!!!)
2. Going out wif my cuzzie! (btw she same age as mi and she also from band but she plays de flute... haah, 2 of us same cca in pri now also same!... btw pri we both in choir... haah... seeing her very soon... coz june hols coming!!!)
3. Going online! (chat chat wif frenz... add entry to my bloggie!)
4. Watch tv (I like charm although now channel 5 no more le... coming soon think... still got 2 or 3 seasons more... haven show in channel 5!!!... I also wanyu but always no time to watch... always stay back in sch... mon got band, tue nth can watch but sometimes go out, wed go for self-sect... thur got band prac, fri got piano lesson at 430 then muz go home early then can watch!)
5. Rollerblading!!! (but like no time nvr rollerblade le... ppl wanna go rollerblade this june??? ice-skate also can... it's de same anyway... juz got ice and colder... haha ^-^ )
6. Listening to my favourite disney soundtracks!!! and other music lar... (Mulan soundtracks rox!!!)

5 closest frenz

1. Peiting
2. Wenqi
3. Polly
4. Jing Han
5. Ke Li
(plus: carmen, yun huey, xian dan, my cuzzie, jane, karilynn, sam, etc etc etc)

4 Things I can't live wifout

1. Money
2. Food
3. Sleep
4. Fun

3 Favourite Colours

1. Pink
2. Baby Blue, Sky Blue
3. Black!

2 Things tt is always in my bag

1. Homework Diary (full of pics and crap more than hw notes... but mine's not tt filled lar... still muz leave space for hw notes... coz I chao ji poor memory... can forget wht I juz said... lolx... yesterday going to tune tt time... waiting half-way... I ask mumtaz wht we playing whn I was the one whu said we were playing unit 3 b4 tt... short term memory can't be help lolx...)
2. Wallet (haa.. can bring wallet wifout money... inside nth still duno bring for wht then put in back so mani days liao also nvr take out... lolz..)

1 Person I luv terribly mux!!!
WANG RENFU!!! WO ai si ni le... hope hair grow fast fast otherwise duno how to go auto session wif hideous hair... haha ^-^ getting paranoid I noe... haha... Renfu rox renfu rox renfu rox!!! I wrote one whole column of I luv Wang renfu in my journal... lolx... haa... WO AI WANG RENFU!!!

still got some pei jiao... haha... but dun tell u hu... =P

scolding time: stoopid sickening idoitic hairdresser... cork(spell correct mar?) from head to toe... nth function properly in her boby... she sux... feel like slappin her and shavin her head bald!!! lolx... =P any how cut... sue u arh...spoil my hair... noe like sai... even if some dun agrees it's like sai... but my hair now is chao ji dry fine!!! I hate this stoopid hairdresser terribly mux!!! can't stand her!

haa... today happi day... and bu shuang day... so chao ji sian day... first bu shuang coz first lesson is maths and he teaching new topic... since I have made up my mind to listen during lessons so won't miss out... I struggle to stay awake... and I did... haha... then remaining 15mins he call us draw graph... then I fast fast already draw finish then cannot tahan already then close eyes and sleep... then whn he walk to my table to check my work and pt one hor... pt knock mi out of sleep... I was like... haiz... nvm lar... dun care I wan to sleep... haha... then he laughed then smile smile then said gd whn he see our work... aiya.. he noes mi lar... he noes tt i always sleep... can't be help... this time I guai... his tok finish then doing the work finish liao then I sleep... haha... anyway lesson going to end... then hor I bu shuang liao... I intend next whole period have a gd rest coz I chao tired... then mrs lee call us go d&t workshop also duno for wht... then she show us the mv for the family song... the one got a lot of those vip sing one... then she was like if u noe how to sing sing along... then I was like diao... hu wans to sing along lor... then is like onli regina sing... haiz... regina juz give her face lar... Regina rep whole class can le... no need the rest to sing... haa... then hor... then watch finish mv then she call us watch a stoopid lecture by this duno hu person... wau lau he even more long-winded then mrs lee can and I duno wht the hell he toking lor... i onli catch a bit coz I realli cannot tahan already was realli sleeping... when mrs lee and tt video person tok... he was toking abt some incurable stds... tt duno a person cannot get cure of duno wht disease and can abort babies at duno wht age... lame lar... wau lau like a period gone le then is like the video onli half way onli... then the whole class like bu shuang lor... I chao bu shuang lor... call us watch this kind of stoopid thing... bet no one was actually listening ha... then mrs lee was like toking abt the parenting tok.... say wht dun take family for granted then muz come for talks then can keep family intact tt kinda of thing.... as if families breaks up wifout going to toks... lame... then is like after the video she still wan to tok lor... then say muz treasure family members... duno hu will juz die... then say wht her colleague accident then die suddenly... then cedarian father heart attk die then duno hu father also die... then her last time student jogging half way die.. aiya things like tt... lame lor... then she say wht dun say touch wood coz we nvr noe wht is gonna happen nxt... fine lar... keep tok tok... I sian until sleeping lor... waste my 2 whole periods... then is like recess liao... I chao bu shuang... damn tired then got a splitting headache thks to her lar... haiz... duno wht to say...
then back to class... i read my book for a while lar... then slack slack a bit... then is like belle and phy they all go write song lyrics on the board... every inch is covered wif words... haa.. nice.. ^-^ then hor i was copying reflection de lyrics and naming the movies I watch b4 to ong hui ting and ms wan come in... I guess she showing movie to us... then I copy half way I saw it was mulan lor... then I siao liao... and screaming my head off at pt... saying sth like ehh... mulan mulan mulan leh... hahaa.. we watching mulan leh... yay... haha ^-^ so happi haa... so funni! I like the songs... I luv disney's shows got singing one chao nice! I like the training part de song... I'll make a man out of u... haha... tt song rocks!!! then in front still got one more but I dun noe the title of the song... ^-^ then hor... watch half-way bell ring... haiz dampened my spirit onli then muz close cannot watch le.. then whole class was trying to boot-lick her... haha say she very nice and pretty tt kind of thing... haha so funni...
then hor.... later band lar... so shuang haha... finally life went back to normal today got band so happi ha.... bet some of u all agree rite??? then today went tru the pieces... then hor play the chicago... sir call joanne to play solo for the in front puah puah part then is like he say the last A flat one whole trumpet play... but he decided not I think coz loud? then he wanted onli first to play... but after tt sir wants them to flutter (tt is wht siru calls it?) then he call 1st to try... no one can... 2nd try no one can... 3rd try... then he say ya ya tt one correct... hu did tt and it was Shara! Yay for shara! so cute lor the sound... haha... I was laughing non-stop... the sound very cute! then is like first time joanne play then shara suppose to end the A flat then she play nice but wrong note then whole band laugh... I also lar... haha ^-^ then hor 2nd attempt wrong again... 3rd time nth came out... but she pro leh... I still think the sound soooooooooo cute!!! haha if I can do also tt would be nice ^^ haha... then also veri happi lar... some should noe y! haha... then hor go home tt time... I walk walk half way then is like bag the strap came off lor... haa... then hold the strap and walk... so funi then I was like looking at the sky again... and the clouds so terribly nice... so nice whn I went home I took photos of them haa... some would think I lame rite... ok lar... according to wen I am a sky freak.... I luv stars, moon and clouds and the blue blue blanket covering them ^-^ then hor met up wif siru at the mrt station then took same train home lar... then is like she saw my bag like tt... then she was like omg omg... ask if I need safety pin but later realise she dun have then I used by name tag... but siru so clever to think of the solution ... I nvr even thought of it lor... great idea siru... wondering wht secret the leaders having??? so can't wait... haa ^^
ok then I say liao muz scold hairdresser everyday... so ya... stoopid idoitic hairdresser! call her eat shit and eat sai... cut her hair to bald and make her walk around orchard like tt... connections to brain all cut off... listening and seeing got problem... slap her to hell... sue her to court... make her pay my loss... get her out of job!

Still fuming wif madness... I still dun like my hair... trying to get it to grow faster... needs my beauty sleep.... hopes tt help... I'm even crazy enuff to research on this... and guess wht I found out... ya beauty sleep is one thing... then another is vitamin c helps help hair grow faster... haha... eat more orange... or the entire whole lemon... (suan si wo jiu you) lolx... then hor wht shocking is hor tt yoga helps??? dotz... -_-||| erm... forget tt... the article says wht yoga helps circulates blood... then oxygen gets to hair faster? sth like tt lar... read it yesterday can't realli remember... but one thing is tt muz eat alot of fruits and veggies... today drank 2 cups of watermelon juice and an apple... no orange at home... lolx... okok fine I getting paranoid... but understand this I realli hate my hair to this extent ok... sheesh... getting the 3 main subs result back this fri rite... haiz... I think I gonna cry home... I juz dun learn... sheesh... haveta work hard? always say this but like no action... too obsess wif internet...??? I think juz break a while first lar... tmr still got tuition... I dun wanna go... no face meet ppl... haiz... ugly like shit... pui pui pui... haiz.... shi bai... nvm, hu call mi so unlucky...
today mi and pt walking home... then we duno sir walking behind us... how far behind I duno... but he's behind... hope he wasn't near enuff to hear our conversation coz it's embaressing... lolx... coz we all 2 dun like our score... the tune not nice... then we were complaining to each other... then SIR WAS BEHIND LOR! hope he din hear... haiz... aiyo... then hor we walk the usual way, cross the road... then hor I saw a cat staring at mi then I jump up lor... I grab pt hand... then pt also shock... she was like wht wht??? she thought got cockroach... haha... I scare of cat she scare of cockroach... can protect each other... the cat so scary de... eyes so big stare at ppl... like wan to eat mi like tt... I kenna frightened by cats so mani times lor... scare until dun dare go downstair... is like got one time come home then a cat standing at the lift there... then I walk until there then the cat turn its head stare at mi.... AHHhh.... I ran to the carpark then call grandma come downstairs bring mi up.... (ok I scaredy-cat whteva...) =P.. then another time... 6+am in the morning then I go open door... a black cat eyes bright bright shiny shiny stand outside.... stare at mi again! i cried lor... I got shock can open door see black cat somemore eyes so big and stary... then got another time, my mum open door then a cat dash straight into the gate... bang against it and ran away... I also cry... haiz... then tt day went wenqi house... then go home saw a black cat... is like so scary can... is like we walk then its head turn... then keep staring at mi... is like walk to another block liao the cat still staring lor... then is like pt wan to scare it off... then it went to defence mode... wif it's body hunched... the nearer pt gets to it... so scary cann... I walk far far away... then still got somemore... I go school early in morning still dark dark de... then I walk under the block (not void deck, outside) I wanted to walk there... there is no lamp post there de lar... so before sun rise very dark... onli got light from void deck... then hor I was walking towards there then among the darkness, got 2 sparkling eyes staring at mi lor... it's a black cat again... then I move a few steps the cat's head also move... then keep stare at mi... then I muz walk long way... so scary cann... then hor still got... in broad daylight... I going out... then I was running... going pass the same place... then suddenly a cat jump out in front of mi... I shock can... then I took one step back then it took one step forward... then I took off... I sprinting like siao... ran into the void deck behind the blocks until got ppl de place... den I walk long way to bus stop... haiz... I veri scare of cats... esp ones tt likes to stare... their hobby izzit... I noe lar they trying to protect themselves from ppl tt will harm them... but they stare until like tt I will suffer from shock ok... I have phobia of cats... dun let them get near mi... I scare... haa...

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damn sick! sheesh! can't stand myself... i hate myself, my hair everything!!! stoopid person... STOOPID!!! whteva lar... Juz hope it grow fast fast... then can get out of this irritating and sickening nightmare as soon as possible!

Anyway, today is the last day of exam... I should be happi, jumping like siao? I dunno.. but I din anyway... I dun even feel diff although it is already after exam... I am juz damn sick whn I see my bair... haiz... face it, I juz can't! watch please teach mi english... very funi, like it thoroughly... haha... tt male actor so shuai... lolx... very funni. and he is a chao ji pervertic man but he is good-natured.. so nice to female actress... haha... then went to take neoprints... but I kinda dun wan (coz of stoopid hair) but juz din say and take... somemore took twice... haiz... ugly ugly ugly... ok then we walk go taka... then go far east... then wenqi say they at heeren wan to take neoprint, my senior also there... then walk alllllllllllllllll the way from far east back to heeren... I was already half-dead already... do u noe I walk the whole of far east juz to look for a stoopid lame shop tt sells idols stuff whn it is actually at 2nd level a even more chao ji wu lu place than house of stars and fans hub when they are already located at less than 10 ppl corner... I walk until legs wan to break liao.... still walk all the way back to heeren.... dying by then... haa... then hor take neoprint liao... walk walk to taka... then bought sth to eat and sat on the floor... (erm, ya we actually sat on the floor in public... haha) very weird...=P then after tt go home le... AND I WALK BACK TO FAR EAST TO TAKE BUS! ahhhhh! my eyes going to close liao still type so mux... I hate walking alone... sheesh... I getting too paranoid abt my hair? coz I feel like boxing her... whteva... ok chill yes yes I noe wenqi... but I still chao bu shuang! go eat shit! stoopid idoit! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
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I sooooo long nvr add entry le... very sian... can't be help... and I damn frustrated and damn sickening angry.... and my hair totally sux!!! it sux... nth sux more than my hair... nth man... realli nth... my hair sux even more than my most hated subject... lit... (sori to lit fans.. i juz can't stand it) haiz... if I have de money I might even buy some kind of medicine whteva according to wen tt can help hair grow very long overnight! I damn damn damn angry wif tt stoopid idoit! she sux cann! call her cut this hair style she go cut another... is either her eyes da stamps or she cork eye... she perhaps even cork ear or i can say she's deaf! she point a particular hairstyle from a mag... then I like it... then my mum say where not the one on top... which is damn ugly and I dun wan fringe... and I said tt out cann... I said... not nice... and I dun wan fringe... then previously i also got tell her I wan the hairstyle she pointed... but hu noes this day-dreaming person go cut my hao bu long yi grow until below eyebrow de fringe until soooooooo short is upon the eye brow for a few cm... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! SUCKY HAIR!!!!! I DETEST IT TERRIBLY MUX!!! I dun think I eva stepping out of my house ever again... no face to see anyone!!! then is like cut liao I dun like lor... but still ok... acceptable... fine... but the bottom hair is going hay-wire... then I thought of rebonding... then go back next day go consult her... then ask her rebond liao result how... then she find the mag again then point... ok... I like it... then she rebond... kanasai can!!! is totally like shit!!!! nono... not like shit... it is practically shit!!!! is shit and like shit got diff... whteva... then she cut my hair ends straight! NOTE... IT'S STRAIGHT THRU OUT THE ENDS..... I LOOK LIKE A FREAKING FIVE YR OLD GER WHN I AM 14.... I LOOK SO AHEM CAN... NOT TRYING TO ACT CUTE LOR... IT'S TOOOO CUTE UNTIL IT'S SOOOO DISGUSTING!!!! i look like my 7 yr old cousin hu is so childish cann!!! stoopid idiot! slap her lar... she no sense of style can... I feel like snipping her whole hair off... call her work in her salon wif bald hair for until it grows back!!!! GRRRRRRR............. I look like a complete freak.... stoopid... this is a total hair nightmare... that is so disastrous... sux.... haiz.... no face to meet anyone.... I dun wan to go anywhere but stay home!!!!

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