YEA!!! I SOOOOOO HAPPI TODAY!!! First coz I saw chiobu alot of time!!! haha ^^ then hor Band got 3rd for the Inter-unit 4x100m race!!!! Yesh!!! Divvya say band nvr win b4??? Anyway, I also very happi because Oleander got the 1st for the cheerleading compeition... then we also got 2nd for the house championship!!!!!!! YEAH!!! ^^ haha... I soooo high.... Chiobu also hao chio worx...!!! hehe.... okok... now for details... yesterday puay sung call mi then tell mi I running for inter-unit... I was like huh? I thought zheling (got spell correct mar? paiseh if wrong hehe ^^) and liwen they all running??? then today confirm I running... I like run wif house tee inside and my red band tee outside! but okay lar not soooooooo hot until I wanna faint.... Actually is Pei Ting 1st runner then I last de... but she dun wan.... she say she duno how to start then... ok lor shui pian I change wif her... see I so nice! ^^ hehe .... (okay lar zhijie... I noe self-praise is no praise!) haha ^^ Hahaha... I juz remember! WENQI!!!! YOU OWN PEI TING 100 HOTDOGS!!! HER CRAZY HOTDOGS... AND MY FREE SAKAI SUSHI MEAL!!!! haha..... (hear tt... I screaming worx... lolz... okay I noe I lame... tt's mi!) Then wenqi was telling pei ting to imagine the finishing line got hotdogs waiting for her then muz run fast fast... then I was like erm.... dotz... haha =P then hor I muz be thinking of some crazy dog chasing after mi! (I tt kena chase by same dog twice... I ran all the way to the seven floor!I live on the 5th floor anyway... scare mi like shit! the dog like wan to bite mi... so scare... somemore tt dog is neighbour de... on the same floor de neighbour.... I cried until so chan... then no one save mi.... wah.... I scream for help also no one come... everyone cork ear de.... =P) lolz.... then in the end we emerge 3rd!!! yesh!!! hahaha.... yeah I brought a medal home.... so proud of myself! hehe ^^ (okay I have low expectations.... ) then is like b4 we run.... the band ppl from Ixora gather near the track... then when we finish, they down there cheering.... haha.... saw chiobu... ^^ hao kai xin.... AHHHHHH I going crazy!!!! okok... then hor... we were walking back to our house lar... then walk walk... reach Rose house... then Dawn came and congratulate us and hug mi.... duno she got hug peiting anot... but anyway.... I kinda shock... hehe ^^ but hurray for CSB!!! Then hor... walk walk... Yeong Eun congratulate us... then shake our hands... then go back our house there liao.... duno is immediately or wht... but hor... Brigitte and Liwen got congratulate us too lar.... Brigiite was saying "good job good job, I very proud of you all" then got shake hand also.... ^^ Liwen did da same... haha everyone shaking hands... ^^ okok.... I being lame... then hor.... I very high lar... cannot stop going crazy... hee ^^ then is like Wenqi told mi.... when I started running... she cheer for mi lar... was saying sth like Yong En jia you... then is like in front ppl all look at her... haha.... thks... anyway, but I din hear it... muz concentrate! hehe ^^ Siying replace Liwen to run coz the inter-unit was after her a-hem note! 800m race! Liwen u very pro!can get into finals for 800m.... I probably have died..... call mi run so long distance... haha... saw chiobu alot of times.... hehe ^^ okok... I say alot of time liao... but very happi mar.... then Oleander de cheerleading grp win 1st... wah... all hao sexy worx... dance so nice... so envious of them.... so flexible de... I hard like stone... ok lar not tt hard.... haha ^^ then we have Band outing after sports day! Carmen, Yun Huey, Ya Ju, Lily, YiLan, Shee Ping, Wenqi , Peiting and mi! I took so mani neoprints... Hao nice!! then got some hor... cannot see ppl but can see her feet... lolz... purposely de... haha... very funni... then is like Peiting (one of them tt put feet up) she herself go decorate tt got feet one hor... then highlight tt feet with sparkling diamonds... point arrow... say own feet very extra and ew... haha... lolz...... then hor... I keep make gui lian... haha... (a-hem, xue Renfu?) lolz... oh ya... forgot, when go back hor... juz nice saw Han Ying and Puay Sung... walking same way... then hor... I "scream" at Han Ying for email again... then she "scream" back... haha so funni^^ then I ask puay sung she dun wan to give mi... call mi go friendster find myself... so "bad" haha... very funni... ok I weirdx de like tt also funni... fine lar.... haha... ^^ I like my orange highlight on my hair... still dun feel like go wash it off.... very nice mar... Wht I regret today is hor... I din bring Camera! if got bring arh... I take around and "anyhow" snap pictures... haha... ^^ Wenqi... understand? lolz.... Take pics of chiobu! wah.. din bring camera... so wasted!

Today hao kai xin.... Phew... Now 2 exams are completed! A few more to go before I say tata to the tests! Yesh! hehe ^^ after the exams we have to stay back for science lesson coz cannot finish teaching the chapters... haiz... For the first time I paid attention... okay okay... first the 2nd half of the lesson... coz first half I have slept enuff... hehe ^^ then went to mac for lunch... so full... ate a mcchicken burger, taro pie and a small coke drink... couldn't even finish it... I so cold lor... drank too muz cold drink le... I was "shivering" Then saw Leanne, Qian Yi and their fren... they went to mac to study lar... I think we were making a lot of noise.... but then erm anyway... then wen qi went to shit... haha ^^ =P then mi and pei ting go dao dan her... dun let her come out... haha... she almost climb her way out... lolx.... Left around 5 + I learnt how to make hearts with straws... haha.. thks belle ^^ I stole 4 straws... lolx... haha ^^ then hor I realise I din told anyone I staying back... but luckily neva kenna scolded... phew... so pai seh... juz now mistaken mui yee for recruit... Sorri worx... I yesterday added too many ppl... I majority added all recruits so din noe it's you.... SORRY!!! so pai seh... (hide my face) sheesh!

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! A week's gone! Yet I haven't tell ya abt the concert!!!! Lolx.... Can't stand myself trying to speak properly! Not mi rite??? I so slang.... I have such a difficulty in expressing my thoughts... sheesh... You probably won't understand wht am I trying to say! Anyway.... I was like kinda late I reached abt 7.30 when I told Yu Hsuan I'll meet her at 7.00! I soooo foreva late.... Then is like I saw this cute cute cute bottle tat I like sooooo mux then is 56 merchandise! I wanna buy lor, but din I thought I could buy it after the concert!!! It is sooooo nice!!! So cute tat bottle!!! I want!!! Grr... sheesh!!! Then hor I went in lar... Then the screen was playing all da mvs!!! Nice can! I chao high le.... Then wait a while, concert start liao... But hor guess wht is K1 come out... Then make until like its K1 da concert can! Then they sing a few song, the whole crowd was sitted.... lolx.... Then finally finally finally my ou xiang come out le!!! Ah.. Renfu, u rawks can!!! I like his new hairstyle? Agree??? I can tie da same as him leh... I tried tt day at home though... Next time go out I tie like him.... He sooooooooooo cool.... In da concert he is a Knight, dragon knight... Like virtual game! I like ^^ Renfu, you are my star, my prince and my dreamy Knight!!! Ah!!! His sword also chao nice! A bit like de Feng Yun!!! Haha, renfu de idol got act.... Then they danced an intro... which soooo nice and brilliant I was like screaming my head off.... I din realli stop... my legs were aching from tip-toeing (juz gotta admit I'm juz so short.... I can see but tip-toe see even betta) then my hand aching from waving to and fro but din stop doing it.... I scream and tip-toe and wave thru out!!!! Renfu renfu renfu when u coming back... I hear u all not coming for a while I so sad can!!! Anyway, they sang several songs, very high very shuang... Whole stadium high dao ji dian.... everyone standing and screaming! They sang ai qing man you, easy come easy go, zhen fang etc.... So nice!!! They also fight against some "demons" Renfu u so shuai lar.... AHHHHH!!!! Then is like they tok a while, then they perform again... Now is individual... Renfu up first! I think the song he sing is so ideal, cause is like he realli rawk the crowd!! He sang We will rock you! U realli din man!!! U dance chao nice too, sing chao nice too, look chao nice too... My dreamy knight.... Prince of my dreams! Then is Mengzhe, he sang some chinese song, very nice too.... Izzit fan chang de cause I find it familiar... Anyway, after that is Shaowei.... Wow!!! I tell u he so high can!!! He dancing my sexy babes... Wearing onli like bikini, bra whteva u call tt... Then he lou liang dian... Woooo so muscular.... Sexy sia.... But renfu still betta ^^ Then Xiezhi turn, he sang ti or or... Stephanie sun de song.... Then is like whn he went backstage, the rest of the 56 members scold him.... Say they all like practise so hard, renfu got dance then sing english song... Then Shaowei say he also show liang dian.... Oh, btw Shaowei sang the ricky martin song.... (A-hem not she bangs) Then Xiezhi later turn to the camera and tell them... "Ok, now I show u wht is call a real performance" I was like OMG when he came out... Shaowei lou liang dian... He can say he lou san dian lolx.!!! I wore bikini!!! As in the real bikini with a ridiculously looking de giraffe float at his waist and a two blue floats on his arms... I was laughing soooo hard can!!! He sang YMCA... And was like dancing too... Siao si wo! Sheesh!!! Then is like there is tis personal clip and Mengzhe is de chao funni de... I laugh like siao also... He was singing yu yan!!! lolx... sing gf de song... lolx.... He sing until out of tune de... purposely trying to be funni... Ahhhh!!! I wan to go again! Then after that they got sing some shu qing song.... Then is like every song they sang I sing also... I no voice liao whn the concert end.... Yu Hsuan was like going crazy whn they say they singing Without your luv.... Ya realli, can live wifout ur luv... Then they give out the jiang xue jing to the 56 fans... They look so sian tt kind... No offence lar but u should be grinning away can't stop laughing whn u receiving prize from 56!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!! I so jealous can! I also wan!!!! if mi on stage I probably be crying liao... My life time dream would be realise! Renfu like go hug his fan again!!! Renfu y u hug her whn she like not realli appreciating it... Can't stand it le... I wanna get tt jiang xue jing... I wan ur hug!!!!! Renfu!!!! Can see all of them is the typical study type.... They look so sian de....Sighz.... I wan ur laptop lar... I wan ur hug even more... AHHHH!!! Then is like Renfu go hug the present his fan give... He so ren qing and so nice... but unfortunately I can't get them! Then hor they were sitting on some chairs and was toking to us lar... Then renfu extra go sit in front... Shaowei was like... asking him if he is dating jiqin... Then he was smiling smiling duno how to ans da pattern then Shaowei give him chance lar...He say he count to 3 if he return to original place then no need to ans... Then Renfu quickly run back... lolx... Then is like they were saying xiezhi next... blar blar blar then xiezhi dun wan... then xiao dao cannot take it le then run in front say I sit lar... then is like duno hu go ask him who is ur relationship wif evonne... then he look at the crowd then run back to his original sit... Then Renfu or someone else was saying there is someone very quiet... Then everyone look at mengzhe... then xiezhi and renfu started singing yu yan... Mengzhe was like protesting liao... Then shaowei say... ok I dun ask u I ask her... Angela how is ur relationship wif mengzhe? then mengzhe like so pai seh then protest saying i'm not her y ask mi.... The also got say abt shaowei abt his relationship wif someone call sth xin ling de... then tt ended de talk... When R&B perform I also stood up and cheer for them... tt is another band I like but not to the extent to chase them... chase 56 I already very busy liao... ^^ Zaizai so cute... xiao qiao very chio.... huai en looks weird he smile until cannot see eyes (aiya he always like tt wht) Then the guys perform together wif mengzhe and shaowei in bounce... I rap along... Then the gals perform together wif renfu and xiezhi... they sang shen hua... very nice leh!!! Reaching the end le.... They sang wo nan guo... Is like I so sad... then I cry from the last song b4 encore until the whole concert finish... I so ji dong... very sad its finishing... I sang along too... sing until cry each time... Then whn they left I also crying... they said bye bye... 56 luv singapore... then we shouted for encore... is like shout half way... they have this drum beat... bum bum encore bum bum encore... encore encore encore encore... then finally they came out and sing again!!! and i cry again... they wore red and sang zhen fang or izzit zhui hou yi miao... can't realli rmb I onli noe its chao nice! then everyone dance an individual part... then renfu was like acting sexy touching his butt... wooo... renfu!!! so cute ^^ then is like xiezhi was saying when they go down liao we immediately shouted for encore... then they immmediately go change... Shaowei say dun even have time to change underwear... dotz.. lolx... then yu hsuan was saying.. aiya no need to change tt lolx... Then after tt they exhibit their gongzai... life size... Mengzhe intro his first... his is green in colour... then xiezhi's turn... Xiezhi was tickling the gongzai at the chin then was saying kuchi kuchi... so funni... then renfu walk over say dun qi fu xiezhi... then xiezhi was like zhe shi wo hao bu hao... then renfu go tickle gongzai de body... then renfu's turn to intro his... his is a bit yellowish and a bit green... a lighter green then mengzhe... then he was spinning his head... Shaowei was saying renfu more ling huo head can turn 360 degrees... then renfu go turn... lolx... so cute... then shaowei intro his.... his is red... I think his look most like him... mainly becoz of the nose... ^^ then xiao dao de turn nth muz... but his is orange... but his a bit outstanding coz he got short hair and the gongzai hair is short whereas the rest all long hair de..... ^^ then when it finally ended... I was still tearing... then mi and yu hsuan go waited for them at the exit... I got like the chao good place... cause is like no one blocking mi not even the thing they use to block ppl... then is like I keep sticking my head into the door see they come le mar... I waited for so long until dad scold liao, they still haven come... sighz... I can't bear to leave such a terribly splendid place... from where I stand... but I have to.... My eyes were red red de whn the concert finish... and the cute cute cute bottle not selling le whn concert over... so wasted!!! RENFU!!!! I STILL WANT YOUR HUG!!!

Bad luck just falls upon you sometimes, this time however I am the unfortunate victim. I already guess so, expected it to happen but I just did not realise that it actually did... The notes are so low, and boring... I can't possibly be blame can I that I landed on this misfortune? Just because I couldn't hit a nicely pitched low note I must be send there??? According to the tutor if I haven't been senile, my instrument can't play low? There's a problem that whenever I play a low C# it will always be flat... If not wrong, the tutor also tried on my instrument? If you don't believe that I can play, you have to believe it if the tutor can't have a nicely pitched one as well??? Yun Huey, confirm that for me.... Anyway, hopefully everything goes back to normal? What's worse is that I'm playing 4th for Disney Fantasy? Isn't that too obvious that their purpose is most probably wanting me to be able to play my low notes? I hope I can have a new instrument soon.... At least then I could probably find out whether is it that I personally have a problem to play low notes or does the problem lies with my instrument? Actually I don't have to wait till then, tomorrow sectionals I shall just borrow anyone's trumpet if they allow, I just try... At least by doing so I could be spared from my doubts.... However, there's a positive point from this changes, and that is I like my seat... More than the one when I was in 2nd even more when I'm in 1st... However, I rather sacrifice that seat to be in 2nd... At least there I could at least play something I've been playing for a long time.... And though the "scenery" is not as good as 3rd but it's still a good place... Sometimes I think it's even better than 3rd... 1st's seat is a terrible and sucky seat... Like I said sometime ago? I feel like a door guard whteva and the "scenery" very bad..... Fine...
Enough of this issue though....
I finally bought the cute cute bottle I have been repeating about for the past few days... And it has my favourite colours too!!! Pink and black.... It is just soooo cute... Alright, I'm being weird but it is really very nice ^^
By the way, may I know who is the Alexis that had recently tagged my board? Are you someone I know???

It's very late now, yet I'm still awake, writing my entry.... I really have no sense of self-discipline.... If I have more time, perhaps there would be 2 entries today... But I decided not to write the other entry I intended.... They are just some of my personal thoughts, can be quite insulting? I don't know.... Anyway, let me get to the point.... I'm now a official 1st trumpeter.... Is it something worth celebrating? Or am I going to die of heart attack at the next practice? I was so taken aback, I had nothing much to say.... I was in a state of shock.... I was so shocked that I had the same feeling as before, a mass of thoughts running wild and crazy in me.... They are so messed up, I could not single them out at all! It's not a nice feeling.... Or perhaps, I was getting too paranoid? Perhaps, sir would just switch us back??? Whether or not it happens, I just hope I play better.... I could play A today and hold in for a while... But after tuning... When we play Chicago, I already can't hit G.... This proves how bad my stamina is.... I think I will not be able to hold on throught Chicago.... What about the 4-5 pieces we will be playing for the concert? I need a lot of practice.... I need a hug.... I was hugging my trumpet so tightly.... (When I was going home) Nothing much was going through in my mind, just that I am going to go mad.... I was like a balloon that was very ready to burst if there is going to have any other slight accident.... I would burst, explode!!! Gosh! I guess there are too much stuffs, thoughts trapped in me..... Just like a balloon, unable to withstand the pressure any longer.... But I'm different, I not feeling pressured, just shocked! This is the scariest practice I've been... Okay, I'm exaggerating.... It is not the scariest but the most unbearable one.... Not that I dread it.... But is like.... I don't know how to put my feelings into words.... The seat is so sucky.... I am like a door guard? Okay, not to that extreme.... But I am sitting near the entrance whereby people enters and exits??? It's no difference from being a guard??? The scenery sucks as well.... I can't get much good view.... I still prefer the other side of the band room... I guess I just need some time to adjust to sudden arrangements.... It's too sudden... I really have to idea how to handle.... Yun Huey, don't get too upset??? Let's embrace together since you wanted a hug as well? But I on the other hand is getting too worked up instead of sad.... Sir would probably changed back soon??? You would regain your position soon. I know how you feel.... I actually was playing the 2nd trumpet for Disney and within a minute I was suddenly told to play 4th cause no one else was.... I hate low notes just as you do.... But I can't play too high unlike you.... You have the talent, which definitely would not go to waste! ^^

There was a miss communication today... Instead of Com lab 2 we headed for lab 3.... We ended up missing 30 minutes of the COPE Programme talk we suppose to attend... Mr Lim and his sister, or actually only Mr Lim was very funny.... Okay it's lame... The siblings made us repeat after them on some important points which I feel so kind of silly.... There was some activities... They wanted us to think of what comes to mind when we hear the word Old People... Cheryl was so funny, she wrote "Lao Ti Gou" That is so crap... And when it comes to what we want people to think of us when we are old, Cheryl suggested to write sexy... That's ironic isn't it? After that I went for sectionals... I got some parts of the pieces, I sort of know how to play them... Whether or not is it perfect as in the dynamics are correct, it is another issue.... But one thing worth celebrating today is that, I could fake A... That for starters... If I could fake it more or less.... I would probably be playing it soon.... Yesh! 1st Trumpet's score is my favourite.... If I'm am capable of a High high C, I would be utterly delighted to try out 1st trumpet.... And perhaps work on a better stamina... But I guess for now I have to be stuck in 1st trumpet, as I'm still not up to standard.... Got to work harder.... I like the melodies.... Isn't is just fantastic to be playing melodies... At least, it's interesting and not as boring as accompanyments... (Did I spell correctly?) After some practice, I went into the band room alongside the other seniors to see the recruits' practice... Honestly, I have nothing to say.... Not trying to be sarcastic... But it should not sound that bad??? Sir was like frowning? If it was me, perhaps I would have given up.... But, Sir has the patience like he had for us then! Well, if I did not recall wrongly, we then did not play as badly? Or did we... Well, I have no right to judge... Besides, they do borrow their instruments very often... Even big instruments like Tuba and Euphonium... But have they really practise, I doubt so... Therefore, it is just a complete waste of time.... And that Pei Rong.... I really don't know what to say about her? Okay, I'm picking at her.... But she's cute, she reminds me of someone but I can't seem to figure out who.... "You very pink" quoted Pei Rong.... Okay, I agree my wallet is pink as well as my watch... Pink is a nice colour isn't it Mumtaz? I am not that pink... Pei Rong was like pointing from head to toe... I'm exaggerating... My head,hair,rubberband pink??? The recruits just don't take their practises serious enough... It's like April already??? Must work harder fine??? And when Sir wanted Pei Rong to tougue D... Sir said it this way "say D" Pei Rong thought was say as in verbally out D.... Which suppose was to tougue into your instrument out D.... So she said D... and she brought a whole lot of laughter and embarrassement upon herself... Wonder what was I doing... I guess I react too slow before she embarassed herself... For the first time I saw Sir laughed so hard... I guess that must have cooled him abit? Was he even angry at the first for the poor playing? Anyway, Sir's face was very red... He laughed terribly hard.... I kept my cool... I merely smiled... Very bad to laugh at people, although I do that when I think it is appropraite (spell wrongly, forgot how?) ^^ Too afraid of Karma I guess.... There is Band Practice tomorrow... I really wonder, how would the switch the section 1st, 2nd and 3rd work out.... Yun Huey, good luck with your 24 bullets for real shoot out and the other 24 bullets for practise... Wen Qi call me a sky freak... I think I'm really am one... I am too obsessed with the sky? Too bad actually that Singapore is not a good place to view stars... Perhaps, I would have a career something about the sky next time.... Except the weather broadcaster part... I don't want to broadcast anyday's weather... That is not fun... Okay, getting weird am I.... It's raining very frequently these days isn't it... Wonder when it will seized... On the other hand, I like rainy days... Especially if I have no bag of books on me.... Perhaps, I would go out in the rain and play... I used to do that with my friends in primary school... It will no longer work out now that I'm in Cedar? I would probably be rate crazy! I'm already am actually, but it is just that I'm not internationally rated as one... Well, I mean if seniors think that I'm crazy too? That's crazy! Weird is fine... Actually I find that honourable... Okay, one of my weird thoughts... Leave me as I am, only with that will the natural me be expressed smoothly? I'm unique like everyone else.... I have to scam after such a long entry.... Bet I will have more of such long entries in the future! ^^

Great! I'm done on my personal reflection.... I guess I just need to reflect upon my behavior sometimes.... Now it's the time for the happenings for today! I am glad to say that I manage to survive today... It is definitely a hard struggle... I am so deprived from sleep, my dark rings and getting darker and bigger and uglier by the day... I actually fall asleep while memorizing my science notes this morning! I fall asleep while holding my book! That is terrible.... I need some rest... I put up a huge struggle through History lesson today... A lesson that I always fail to stay awake... I need to have some self-discipline!!! I am not going go crazy when I realize I missed out some importants notes during lesson and frantically search on my classmates notes in order to stay on the right track... That is a waste of my time... There is always a right time to do the right thing... I got to learn to manage my time well... That's the most important lesson I learnt eventually... Therefore, I have decided.... I must pay extra extra attention to my teachers during lesson... Like I said... Lesson time is not sleeping time, so I should not be dozing off.... I must sleep earlier tonight! Hope I survived Mrs Lee's D&T lesson tomorrow.... I think if there was a compeition on the most boring teacher, I guess Mrs Lee would have won the prize.... Okay, sorry that I'm being so sarcastic... The actual swimming coach is back, he is Mr Chan... The way he teach is very hilarious... He seems to be dancing at the swimming pool for everyone to see... I was trying my best to hold back my laughter.... Mr Teo say he is very handsome.... Oh please.... Glide, swim, breath he kept repeating... (Hee, I am not really sure of what he repeated... Cause I did not bother to remember but there is a word glide in it ^^) He is like those teachers/coach in the exercising tv programme that you would often see on tv or in a video... It is hilarious... Exercise coaches just keep repeating themselves "One,two,three, two,two three" etc, while my swimming coach repeat "Glide, swim,breath,glide,swim,breath" Remember the video on the exercise we have to do last year (I forgot the programme's name) the coach in the video is so funny, I just can't help bursting out in laughters.... Creative Writing was fun... At least I need not see Ms Julie, a very sucky teacher.... Mrs Lee (if not wrong) though quite lame like what she had said herself, but she was very funny and interesting... I would not mind to stay a few minutes later for her class.... If it was Ms Julie's class, I probably don't even feel like attending... No not probably is really not feel like attending... I dread her lesson the most.... She once ask a girl Natasha, "Why is she feeling so scare? I'm not going to eat you up" But on actual fact, I feel that she is just slowly devouring (did I spell correctly?) us slowly and with pleasure! She is the most unreasonable, incorrigible, irritating, annoying, sucky, shitty teacher I ever come across... At least Ms Poon, whom I used to see as a quite irritating teacher was 1000000000 times better than her.... At least I can have a chat and play about with Ms Poon... Unlike the blood sucking Ms Julie... I just toooooo glad that she's gone and I need not even have to face her again!!!! It is hard to contain my anger for her.... Lessons with her is hard, and dreadful.... Calling me to write a composition which appeared good and brilliant is simply asking for my life... Honestly, my English is so bad... I am soooo ashame of it!! I guess I only able to let my mind flow freely on the things I would like to write instead for an "impromtu" which normally I fail to express myself to the point whereby my teacher understands.... Sigh for the first time today? I have to work harder!!!!!

Uh uh.... No way! I ain't gonna let failure get the better of me.... I'm not going to let my laziness pull me down... I must work harder.... I just don't believe I can't do things right.... Sometimes things just go all wrong but there's time when lucks on my side ^^ Aparently this time round I did not receive her support.... But, hard work pays well.... I am just going to look upon this and strive towards my goal....I used to hear people say, keeping a diary helps to improve one's language... Aparently how true is that? Perhaps it will be when I practise the correct usage of English.... Perhaps the first step to improvement is to stop my slang? Perhaps I just getting too paranoid... But unfortunately, the paranoid part seems totally incorrect.... If someone that grew up in a non-english environment can end up with shocking grades for his/her english... I guess it shouldn't be a problem for me... For at least, I grew up in a biligual country.... I just have to pull up my socks, and continue my strive for the better.... Yearning for greater heights... I am not going to get upset and perhaps cry to see my next test result.... I am in fact wishing I could jump up with laughter.... Is tuition the better way out? Or should I just sacrifice my free time for the sake of better results? I guess I just don't get satisfy easily... I appear to want everything.... I got to reflect.... I getting naughty by the day.... I simply hate myself at times.... But, of course I understand that should not be the case... It just seems that my house that too much temptation that I fail to resist them.... PS 2, Computer, TV, Handphone etc . I have to, must to learn to resist temptation and pay more concentration on my priorties. And not wept and tear when I see my atrocious grades.... Perhaps, I just setting a too high expectation of myself.... I guess not....

Yoz! Today kinda happi ^^ Though I sounded weird during the performance although I sounded well during the practise.... hmmm.... Anyway, today is speech day, we got performance.... I guess the fact tt it's called speech day cause ppl give a long speech? Muz stress on the speech thingin? Miss Leong talk for so long, very li hai.... She like list all our achievements.... ;) She realli tok very very very long.... Then the Guest-of-honour (duno his name) gave a speech as well, but I guess his is kinda more interesting? Cause he din list our achievements??? Whteva... Then Su San gave a speech as well, hers' short, Thank goodness.... Luckily I slept well last nite or else, I probably be falling asleep today! Suzanne de chinese name also su san leh... Hmm.... I was so engrossed in the choir's performance.... I like the dancers de dress, they have the nicest ones... The rest like a bit weird weird de.... (Are they suppose to be prom dress?) Anyway, oh ya.... Today Xing Yi her stockings got a chao da de hole! She very pro lar, can make the hole until so big... Is like duno wht she do, I think is scratch or wht... Then got a thread sth like tt, then her hands so itchy go pull then resulted in a very very big hole.... Lolx... She still go tell the whole world... Sheesh not pai seh arh.... Da Jie I so pei fu u lehz..... U realli realli got "style" lolx... ok lar, I very suan and sarcastic.... Whteva.... =PpP hee ^^ Thks Peiting for bringing a pair of stockings for mi worx.... Otherwise I would probably have to go see Su Lynn.... I dun like to do things like tt, very ma fan.... Well, I guess nth mux le... Muz study liao... ;) gotta scam... tata ciaoz!

Today going home tt time, rain so heavily lor... Mi and peiting still walk the potong pasir way.... Is like we all 2 share 1 umbrella, fighting to not get wet..... Is like the umbrella no use de? My whole body wet lor..... Onli my right sleeve and books not wet (phew!) Other then tt the others all dripping wet! My socks was socked.... I could squeeze so muz water out can... (gross!) My back, skirt everything... I couldn't even sit properly in the bus.... (Later my seat whole thing wet.....) I like sit half.... So uncomfortable.... Somemore it's a 30minutes de bus trip! Sheesh! Hair also wet.... Look so sloppy.... Anyway, tmr got Speech day... Muz play nice nice worx.... ;)

Yoz! Juz thinking next week got 3 or 4 tests I am gonna faint liao.... Sighz.... Think I am dead this time... Sheesh.... Today's April's Fools day rite, we played some pranks on our teacher and monitress.... Lolx... Very funni leh... Onli the Mr Tan's prank din't turn out as expected.... Not fun de.... We wanted to bluff him tt those who brought yesterday din bring today.... (Normally teachers would call those nvr bring de to go and buy) instead he say those tt din bring go to him and explain... Then not fun le.... Then our geog relieve teacher rite, she's ms mahendran btw, cause her name very long and quite hard to pronounce so tt day we asked if we could call her ms ma.... Which obviously could not.... Today when we greeted her in chinese we said ma lao shi zhao an... Then there was another class lie to her tt she stain her skirt... lolx.... During Ms Wan's lesson, it's temperature taking again..... When she said Good afternoon 2H, we replied saying Thank You Ms Wan.... Then after tt Shakura tricked Ms Wan.... Telling her tt her temperature was 39 degrees.... Ms Wan was like, realli.... U betta stand under the fan and drink more water.... Shakura then tell her happy april fools... Tt morning she took temperature with her class, someone played the same trick at her... Fancy getting tricked again... but this cannot be blame lar hor.... if realli fever very serious de worx.... At Hou Liang's class the most funni can... I laugh until I was crying.... Realli crying lor.... Is like we off the lights close the windows and doors... When he came, he said yin chen chen de.... Then he wanted us to stand up to greet him... So he said wht the prettiest stand up, the smartest stand up but everyone ignored him (juz as told in plan) then whn we finally greeted him.... We opened the windows, then Jenn they all tell him saying tt the window cannot open... And the three of them standing there faking tt the window can't be opened and call hou liang go help them.... He even said sth like eh, realli cannot open.... lolx... can lor, it's not spoilt, they faking onli... hehe ^^ then whn he opened he got kinda of a shock.... Cause Jenn drew a "ghost" person long hair red eyes and paste it behind the window.... lolx.... Wht made mi laugh out more is tt, she wrote hohoho on the paper.... (ho as in refering to hou) lolx.... Then after tt the class say his zip din zip.... Then he din believe but after tt whn keli went to hand in sth or say sth to him whteva, she came back telling gracia tt his zip realli like onli half way up.... Then is like we tell him... Khui Bing even went up to him and tried to see if realli he din zip properly... very funni can....
Oh ya.... btw, whn I'm bad mood normally I spout rubbish lar hor... So can actually ignore wht I post yesterday... I dun realli feel tt way.... - ^)