I finally found out the original song of the instrumental piece I have been listening to since forever!
I listen it in my office almost everyday (and I only play 2 songs on repeat) and nowadays I play it before I sleep cause it helps me sleep!
I listen to it when I have headaches too. and it helps. hahahaha.

but after listening to the original singing version. I still think the instrumental is nicer.
=D

Here's the original singing version:




Here's the instrumental version:

My Everything - Rachel Milstead

HaYehudim v Melech HaNaZarei Yeshua

Who here among us has not been broken
Who here among us is without guilt or pain
So oft’ abandoned by our transgressions
If such a thing as grace exists
Then grace was made for lives like this

There are no strangers
There are no outcasts
There are no orphans of God
So many fallen, but hallelujah
There are no orphans of God

Come ye unwanted and find affection
Come all ye weary, come and lay down your head
Come ye unworthy, you are my brother
If such a thing as grace exists
Then grace was made for lives like this

O blessed Father, look down upon us
We are Your children, we need Your love
We run before Your throne of mercy
And seek Your face to rise above

Out of boredom one night and lack of ideas to do sth dumb.
I decided to attempt to take a photo of myself and my beloved purple wall.
HAHA. ok. I don't camwhore much.
it's because it's MY PURPLE WALL!
so exception allowed. =DDD

I bought HEADBANDS! LIKE FINALLY FINALLY!!!
I going to buy fake flowers to make hairpins and maybe you know what.
HAHAHA!

ok. I'm not "dying" or "emoing" from no youtube anymore.
which is great! =D
and i have decided to finally get myself back on track!
HAH! like YEAH!

I kind of replaced watching shows with playing my brother's PSP.
LOL. but the games are so boring that I fall asleep playing them
so I guess, it's good?
HAHAHA.

hahaha. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THE END OF SEM!
lol. ok. i know, it kind of just started.
BUT STILL!

yes. I am going to shape up!
physically, mentally, emotionally, and SPIRITUALLY.
yes. ok. say must be accompanied by action.
GOOD NIGHT!

youtube/funshion is like my drug.
and now, I'm like "emo-ing" and "dying" without it.
AH!
kill my addiction.

random rambles.
I want to buy shoes and clothes and hairbands and headbands!
lol. I am totally wearing out all my stuff!
I think I am crazy.
I feel like killing myself. (not literally. figure of speech. lol)
My mum is going to bring me to HONGKONG next year!
She must close 1 policy everyday to hit target, then we'll have 2 tickets to HONGKONG,SHENZHEN AND MACAU!
wahahahahaha.
which reminds me, I really should start to telemarket and book appointments for her.
AHHHHH!
got sth to say, but don't feel like saying!
hai. box myself. =(

ok.
what to do what to do...
BACK TO WORKKKKK!!!
hah.

what yongen does best:
deprive herself from sleep.
with much delight and agony...
=(

MAJOR IRONYYYYY!!!
AHHHH!

ok.
MISSION BACK-TO-WORK
MISSION GO-TO-SLEEP!

ok just random.
AHHHH!!!

I think my stomach shrank.
or I'm just losing my appetite...
some days I only eat brunch.