I very unhappy today.... Sometimes ppl juz come without warning and hit u all the way to hell... My heart aching terribly bad.... Sighz.... I'm on the verge of tears liao.... Sometimes I juz feel tt Life sux... That the whole world is being unfair to mi? I guess, I'm juz not contented with wht I have... I very fortunate already.... Yet, I'm not satisfied.... Sometimes I juz hate myself.... I hate the current mi.... My attitude is juz not there.... What I behave b4 perhaps was a betta thing, I din not have tt muz troubles then.... Band is upsetting mi these days.... Which shouldn't be the case.... Honestly, I bored.... Jealous? Juz can't stand it.... Sometimes it makes no differences when I am gone.... Nothing changes even if I din not exist.... Sometimes I feel that the meaning of life is nothing.... It's just like a virtual game for mi perhaps.... But normally I do not stand out like I wished however hard I tried.... My mind is so filled with swirling thoughts, I juz can't single each of them out.... They are all in a big mess.... My mood swings terribly fast? And hard to get it back to normal? It's juz mi I guess... Juz leave mi alone when I have bad mood.... Normally I dun talk.... If I do, perhaps I muz irritate u and cause an arguement which I din realli mean it.... What happen today I do not wish to explain.... I juz hope I can do things betta.... I do not wan to be left alone... Neither would I like to be lacking behind.... I can be very ambitious I agree.... TT's juz mi I guess.... Happi or not... You have to accept it....

I today chao happi and chao sad..... Weirdx day in other words.... I sad cause my maths result was very good.... Very disappointed... I think my grades deproving.... I feel tt my spot in class is dropping day by day.... very scare... I guess I should get back on the track... I am jogging.... Muz sprint... I can't afford to lose worx.... Then at self-sect today I play very well worx.... So muz betta than b4!!! I hit G#!!! And my G so nice de!!! I went to play 1st Trumpet de Abba Gold!! Chao nice can!!! This is an achievement worth celebrating de worx!!!! AHHHHH!!! CHAO HAPPI!!!!^^ Then hor, I today became 'teacher' (bu yao lian.... call own self teacher.) lolx.... I taught the recruits how to tongue lar... Then I was using the Tutor's method, the same way he taught mi de.... The tougue muz hit in between the upper teeth and gums.... And the tika-taka method.... Then whn I was telling the recruits where the tougue muz hit, the teeth here and gums there tt kind of thing... Yun Huey say wht Yong En u became dentist arh? Lolx... chao funni.... lolx.... Then the new geog teacher come teach today... She tok like Manpreet de.... A bit like Nantini also.... She was Mrs Koh's last time de pupil... She this year then 19 lor.... come be relieved teacher le....
Tt all for now.... ciaox....

Today is a chao great day... Let mi start from the beginning.... I today go band hair can say is chao luan.... Hehe... Then I went toilet again lar... to make my hair... lolx.... I also very looking forward to today... My first performance worx.... Then my mother thought it's 6pm then she came late din see performance... Sighz.. Very nice de worx.... Anyway, we at the band room wait a while then take attendance liao we went to take instrument.... My instru polish until sparkly le... ^^ On the bus I sat wif Xing Yi... B4 tt the whole bunch of us... waiting to aboard bus tt time, we were all crapping lar.... On the bus hor.... (I feel that I am keep repeating myself like tt... pai seh lar hor... hee ^^_) I was crapping wif Xing Yi at first lar... She ask mi lame jokes...(quite funni actually) like describe 2 chickens in 3 words... " Liang zhi ji" Then she also ask wht, "Jane is a tennis player full stop. Jane likes to play tennis full stop. What is Jane's first name full stop." I still can't realli get it... lolx... I slow lar I noe... hee.... Then we crap with Shu yu they all... They also got ask us some jokes... Got one is wht aa bb abba bbbaa... Sth like tt, alot of a and b de... I anyhow match them up.. lolx... And I also dun understand.. sheesh... so shi bai... lolx...... Then they say they got one dirty story... Now I still duno tt story... Anyway....Han Ying was trying to tell us a ghost story, very funny de (first time hear b4 ghost story tt is funni... lolx...) b4 Han Ying say hor... The other seniors who remembered the story start laughing away..... Siao... hehe....Got chance u ask mi then I tell u.... I watch b4 even... They haven say finish mi and Xing Yi already noe wht they wan to say... lolx...
When we reach there hor, it's abt 4.20pm.... (Time flies doesn't it...) Then we were performing at the pavillion... We went there wanted to put instru.. The seniors all arranging the chairs... Then Sir decided tt whole band perform no more I play first few she play last few tt kinda thing.... Betta actually, then can play mononoke, I like tt piece... hee ^^ When we waiting outside the pavillion... I was standing somewhere at Han Ying there lar... Then Shu yu or Han Ying was saying... Some ppl was dying of boredom would come look at these turtles... Then either of them was pointing to mi.... Lolx... So funni... Well, ya lar, I was examining the turtles... lolx...One got 2 shell de.... Mutant... Lolx... hehe... ^^

Before long, it's time to perform... A uncle come and fix the mike and Brigitte suppose to say the 'speech' as usual, it's very funni... lolx.... We were like keep laughing... Brigitte so pai seh until she call the band dun laugh at her lah... lolx... but I like kinda forgot wht's funni... I got the last laugh... lolx... so fast forgot le... can't help it, I poor memory sometimes de.... hee... Qian yi like perspire alot today leh... Her hair all wet le... Crystal was even faning her... hee.... B4 we started playing it was like getting to rain??? There was thunder?? But it din... Thank god... abt 5.05pm our performance started... I played kinda well today... But I was a bit struggling at the last time... No strength le mar... Still need lotsa practise... After every piece, the cedarians all got cheer lar... I was kinda surprise to see Yumin and Hui Qi there all there... Din expect them to come see this kinda performance... Rebekah was here too.... Lotsa ppl was here in fact.... ^^ When we finished le, the audience shouted for encore... Jolene they all wanted Jerusalem... Well, onli seniors play b4 lar... I nvr play b4... hee... ^^ So tt piece is a definite nono.... Then Sir call us to play James Bond... Izzit b'cause he like the plunger part... but Joanne hand not long enuff... hee...^^ Very funni... lolx... After finish encore, Brigitte gave an impromptu speech, thank the audience again... Then she also thanked the teachers.... She said Mrs Tan full name then Mrs Lim she dun realli remember but she still managed, then she said Ms wong full name but onli mentioned Ms Wan (no full name) very funni... Cause she duno... like not full de speech like tt...
The trombone section then help Percussion move the instru to the lorry... Then we all all move out to the sitting area and line up... Then Zhijie's father came (at first I din noe he's jie's father... until she went to stop him from videocamering...) All the seniors turn aways dun wan to get sported.... lolx... Then Zhijie say she got the crazy genes from him... lolx... Then the teachers gave us drinks... I was holding 3 cans can.... So pro hor... Zhijie was telling mi not to self praise... B4 tt at the sitting area, I was not looking where I was walking then I fall into a drain, thank goodness not deep de... so din hurt myself onli a bit shocked... lolx....
I today kenna bully by seniors... We were drinking in the bus lar... (piss... keep to urself worx... we were doing sth illegal... lolx) then they finished le they throw their cans into a plastic bag... then they pass here and there to put their rubbish... Then I ended up throwing it... no space for anymore thing... Joanne still stuff her tissue in the plastic bag... I still have to hold Puay Sung can to help her throw leh... See I so nice.. lolx.... Then later I help Zhijie hold her water bottle which she intended to throw de... So I ended up throwing for her... But I call Pt help mi throw... cause she return instru le... I haven.... hee.... ^^ I rubbish collector arh... Han Ying also say wht I take the rubbish go see Renfu another rubbish collector... lolx.... No reward somemore de.... Iris gave mi chocolate... ^^ Shu Yu gave mint chocolate sweet... They very nice hor... Except SHu yu lar... She very lame de.... No lar... jk jk worx.... hehe...
Overall today very fun lar... Oh ya I forgot sth... I like where I sitting today... it's a very nice spot... I dun like to sit in the middle I prefer sitting more to the right but not to the extreme right though.... ^^
Another thing, I juz now tok to Tian Ying... She suddenly tok to mi actually... One thing to comment... Her pic very funni and cute... A lion grinning very widely... Then she also very cute lar hor, she say hello to mi... then later ask hu am i... a bit funni... lolx.... hehe^^ so late le... gtg chaoix...

Today band prac quite fun lar.... Sir wanted to have sectionals with 2nd and 3rd trumpeters... Whew.. I din kenna muz... but I realise I have been missing out a lot of details from the phantom of the opera.... Thks sir, or else I would be repeating my mistakes over and over again without noeing... Today din see miyoshi... kinda disappointed..... but nvm not like foreva cannot see... lolx.. then sir had this rehearsal for tmr's performance at machritchie (whteva the correct spelling is... I noe mine surely wrong de... hehe (';') in the band room... so since I onli playing 1st 3 pieces... I sat out for the rest... hee.... ^^ then hor... Brigitte started the "speech" which was very funny.... She was reading from the paper... then she was introducing Abba Gold... It was from dunno wht time.... the funny part hor is whn she said, " arranged by ron... how to pronounce har?" into the microphone... so funni.... say half way say how to pronounce... sir always not sure... so after mux discussion it was pronounce as sebregts (sir-brits) then she introduce 2nd piece... she said, " the second piece is Selections from the phantom of the (then she pause....) opera... (oh-per-re).... opera (oh-per-ra)" then she say each time, sir was trying to correct her... (oh-per-e) (oh-per-re) then everyone laugh.... very funnii leh.... lolx.... then I was polishing my instru whn not playing lar... now my trumpet sparkly de... (actually dun have so exaggerating...) then I see senior using the polishing rouge I always use lor... then shinier... hehe :)
When I sat out for the pieces hor... I sit near the percussion and the conference room there, near the back door... I was "observing" the percussion... Regina they all siao liao... The 3 of them tie their shoelaces together and was trying to walk.... They were going like 1, 2, 3 jump... 1, 2, 3, jump... lolx.... very funny.... then after tt, Regina keep imitating Sir... Look quite alike... got a part, they like doing same action... Regina like closing eyes like tt and move her hands... then until the rit part or muz stress on sth part... Regina's action very exagerating... lolx... I laugh like hell.... Then is like the senior tt play the drums de... (hee... mi duno her name... very shi bai I noe...) then she wanted to throw sth... then she call mi or julie or yun huey to catch... I din catch cause yun huey blocking mi and yun huey din catch cause she din noe... then the thing hit yun huey's head... (it's a box that got toys inside de... those machines u put money turn out tt kind of size of box... small small de...) then the senior came and keep apologise... then Regina was telling yun huey to say tt she not fine... then can sue senior sth like tt... sue her for gao lou pao wu.... then the senior was standing at the platform and laughing saying wht yaya... I gao lou pao wu... then pretending she holding sth she drop it on regina's head... and she hit her hand... So funni sia... can't stop laughing... Regina very funni.... cheer ppl up de.... ^^ oh today walk to school together wif shu yu... I almost missed potong pasir mrt station.. I almost din alight... I fall asleep mar... whn I wake up the door open le... so I quickly dash out... phew... otherwise muz sit back very ma fan de.... tt's all I guess... looking forward to tmr's performance.... U guys betta be there k???

Today i got a damn shock of my life.... Realli can't believe it.... Omg omg all the way.... But can't explain why lar... hehe.... :P then hor i got a jap name for myself from some crappy ninja burger webby... very crappy but the name part quite interested lar... Tay Yong En = Kiyoshi Sakakida... Quite nice hor....

Today band very boring, no one toking to mi de..... Sighz... very sianz..... then got sth very pai seh lar....
sighz.... sian sian sian..... haiz... think liao like sad sad de.... btw I playing Abba Gold, Phantom and Classical canon on Sunday at reservoir.... Thanks Julie... Let mi play.... hee... I wan to play abba, very nice, I like it very mux ^^ Then hor... I duno wht to say le... I now a bit down lar... Juz irritated at myself I guess... I hate myself... I think I sux.... Sighz.... My attitude sux sia.... No longer the last time gal.... Kinda heck care these days? And I dun like it.... Sighz.... Sighz... Haiz... Some time I realli feel like banging my head on the walll.... Sux...Sux.... Slacking these days... Very bad.... Do things also so slow.... Realli can't stand myself sometimes.... Sighz.... Very discouraging.... Sighz.....

I damn pissed off by my stoopid brother! He is such a stinking and sticking, disgusting and annoying brat! His frenz all the same type also, disgusting and smelly and yucky! Is like juz now my bro and his frenz come use com and the com keyboard and mouse now is so sticky! (Gotto sterilized my hands after I finish posting....) then is like the whole room is the stoopid bro and frenz's smelly sweat... Grrr.... Spoil my good mood!
Anyway... Today I gotto see Renfu, juz thinking abt it... I think it's quite nice ^^ Renfu chao shuai lor!!! He wear brown today... Can't realli see him... Onli see upper body... (I too short le you mei you...Haiz) Then today, Dad fetch mi to Westmall again... (3 cheers for my dad... He saves the day ^-^) Then I reach there abt 5.00am... Quite in front yet not satisfied... I think for the whole wk I feel like today I did alot of hw... Kinda weird (dotz....) Then is like onli got mi and Polly so very boring lor... Next time muz drag senior and frenz huever with us.... Muz call Adeline, Han Ying they all to come... Then I saw Abigail today... She like so in front de... I think she from club otherwise I would like to cut into her queue.... hee ^^
(Juz to let u noe, I cut my hair yesterday... The bottom part of the hair is thinner like I wanted.... Coz I look weird with the bottom part of hair so sticking out.... ) |||-_-|||
Then is like we so bored... Then after I finish my chinese hw... We all went to walk around the bukit batok central, bought drinks and batteries... There is like kinda sian sian de... Perhaps because still very early lar.... Then after I did some of the maths, until abt 11am, whn the shops like almost all open le, we went Westmall.... I think we had lunch? Ya, we had lunch... I ate Kway Chum and polly ate duck rice... heee.... Then whn we came downstair then got someone at the stage toking... Dun remember at the time wht he toking abt.... I onli remember tt he hanged a microphone on his neck like in Wanyu... But I guess tt is a spoil de or sth coz he use another microphone to tok to the audience which he held in the hand... He was saying there would be a compeition on the making of this microphone.... I guess I should have made... Cause like those ppl who made... Their microphone not like microphone... Realli very "creative" is like they hang sheets of paper of 56... Then another hang their cd... Then another hang a bag of tidbits.... Chao weird.... I was thinking of using the I-sport water bottle... Too bad I din.... Should have then can win the pass.... I juz say I dun have guts lar... As 56 fan esp Renfu fan, I feel I very shi bai... So today kinda sad..... Then mi and polly so bored until like we keep going in and out of Westmall.... Is like go to the queueing there, very hot and bored then we went to westmall, then at westmall we scare they would move or sth like tt then we left behind... So go back again... (This went on alot of times...) The "host" b4 the session... He very funny leh... He like frog but also like dog then again he like monkey... Keep jumping de... He like more excited then us like tt... Crazy... Sheesh.... Then he on stage hosting a bit like zi yan zi yu.... No one like listening to him lor.... Ppl juz minding their own business... Until later part then they start noticing him....
Finally whn 56 come le... Luckily they not performing or I will be banging my head on the wall cause I can't see!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!! Then is like the stamp not like stamp like tt de... Onli say 56 asia tour concert... I thought it would be sth like SHE tt time de... Their stamp is a pic of themselve....
Renfu chao chao chao chao chao chao chao shuai!!!!! And chao chao chao chao chao chao chao friendly! He keep smiling, then is like I shake his hand he got look at mi and smile de.... I still can feel his touch on my hand.... - _^ Mengzhe like sian sian like tt, din smile... Shaowei and Xiezhi got smile.... Renfu u rox!!!! Love u very very very very very mux....U are the shuai ge of my life.... Going too high and crazy le... ^^ Then is like the background, 56 go sign.... then duno hu....go draw a bubble showing Xiao dao saying tt he loves Singapore..... Shaowei go draw moustache on his picture... Polly was saying tt look like pei yong jun....(dotz....-_-|||) Then after he finish shaking hands le... They stood on stage and tok abt their concert.... Also abt the scholarship.... Then Renfu like got keep smiling... SO CUTE!!!! KAWAII NEHZ....!!!!! Before they go, Renfu like wave alot of times and bow b4 he left lor... Oh... I forgot... Is like juz after they finish shaking hands.... Xiezhi was saying wht he understands tt Renfu is very friendly and ppl would like to pinch his face... But call the fans dun do tt cause sudden actions would shock them.... Then Renfu was saying... Actually pinch face still ok, anything beyond tt, he would cut off tt ppl's hands.... Then he like laugh laugh like tt very cute lehz!!! Ling Zhi was saying he so cruel and violent wht so ever... Jokingly of coz.... Is like this time very short... A bit disappointed... And I like dun like the location not the fact tt it's far from my house, it's ok still... Juz tt the place very small, and very squeezy. Ppl can hardly walk freely... Then is like this time not as muz ppl as J8 de... Most probably b'cause it's promo for concert and onli ppl that buy the $30 package from TS to get poster or redeem poster with their tix gets to shake hands with them... ^^
I hope to see them soon... And I chao looking forward to the concert... Cause 56 like describe until so nice!!!! I can't wait to see Renfu de individual performance lorx..... I can't wait!!!!!!!! Renfu u rawks!!!!!!

Yoz! Came back for some time from Westmall le... I like reach there 0530 and there's no one queueing for the poster... Cause they all thought is follow the queue for the 56 autograph session de... Then I queue behind there also lar... Then after that like got 2 queue then is like I onli person there... Then a bit like panicking liao... Zijun not there, Polly not there... Call so mani time wan to go crazy le still no one ans call de... Polly why u so late then come... Then is like I juz put my bag at the 56 autograph session queue and go to the other queue tt the fans started themselves de... (Like unofficial so duno later will dismissed a not so dun dare, bring bag along, muz book place at both queues) Fortuantely we got the posters lar.... Very nice lor ^^ Then is like I chao tired! I yesterday watch Resident Evil then like I sleep at 11+, 12 then I wake up at 3+ lor.... A bit crazy I noe.... Hee.... I sleep from commonwealth all the way to Pasir Ris... Then my head keep bang against the window screen like quite loud bang like tt? I too tired to bother le.. Then my father came late to fetch mi to westmall today... He's suppose to reach at 0420 but he reached at 0500! Then is like my uncle and father in front talking so funni de things... I was like ermx.... I was wondering whn he started to chui nui... Like my bro tok until like so expr like tt de... U noe wht they toking abt anot... I tell u lar, I juz came in hor... Then they tok abt duno wht Thailand Monk (diao *-*|||) Then they were saying wht thailand monk can eat meat no need to become vegetarian.. Duno true a not... Then my father keep saying wht he read from magazine wht wht wht de... I think very funni... Then they start to say abt ghosts... Then my uncle was saying tt his wife or someone, whoever saw this ghost in white walking toward the fan and sits on it.... ( *-*|||) Kinda funni hor.... But very scary lar.... Then they tok tok tok revoluting upon this topic... I hear until so sian but quite interesting lar.... hee....
One more thing... Ppl come see "Cedar in Harmony", a performance by Cedar band, choir, guzheng and handbell on 21st June. Tickets are sold at $10. Venue at Victoria Concert Hall.... It's a performance u definitely can't miss!!! Interested parties can email mi lar.... or tag my board tell mi or sth... Shui pian ^-^ Jinnettkidra@hotmail.com

If I was to compete with someone on who's having the weirdest dreams I think I would have win the competition.... I guess I juz simply play too mux online games le..... Is like my dreams all like exploring all those weird places... Seeing weird weird things... There was a dream where I saw think glass hut.... (Erm, note it's glass :| ) then yesterday de I dream of I was a supernatural thingin.... That lives in a supernatural world....(Erm, chao weird) Ppl like have dreams of going out with idols or meets idol etc, I have dreams of supernatural thing, I can onli say I play too mux online games le....
I juz bought this new shirt, and I like it very mux.... But I refuse to describe how it looks like to u... Juz to say that it's long sleeve.... ;) Yeah! This sunday can see Renfu... So high can! I like got this brilliant plan... (Okay, to mi is very brilliant ;)... Is I go overnight at my Grandma's sister's house who lives opposite Westmall... Then I can wake up like 4,5am then juz leave the house, cross the road and reach Westmall at 4,5am ;) Juz hope my "plan" works out....

I today chao high.... Like can burst out laughing for no reason any minute... A bit ki siao liao I noe.... I guess I juz being too excited to realize that I WILL BE SEEING RENFU THIS SUNDAY!!!! ^^ High sia..... Anyway... Today band prac, it's woodwind sectionals with sir... Then hor, I was quite happy that finally we are returning to our old place.... There very spacious and nice de wor... I feel lar... Sometimes can be very windy too :) But then while we were playing scales half way... I think it's Miss Wong she came and told us to shift places, cause we were disturbing the teachers who were having meeting nearby.... Sighz... Then we wanted to go to the sports hall area... But there are like already 2 sections there, and percursion was around the corner onli... There's no space and peace for us to play de surely... Then we wanted to go to the 1st level empty corridor but the trombonist took tt place le.... Then, Puay Sung suggested that we go to the Basketball court but the Red cross ppl marching there (Why like no place is welcoming the trumpeters.... Hmmm....) Then we went to the Volleyball court, but when we were there.... We heard a few thunder so we moved.... again.....(Sighz...) Then we went outside the P.E room and set up benches and finally settle down to play the instru... (finally....) Soon, the rain started pouring... And is like so scary can.... Is like we saw several strikes of lightning in front of us... Chao near you mei you... Is like at the field there onli.... Is so near... We can hear the thunder immediately.... Not exaggerating but I mean immediately as in straight away lor.... So ke pai.... Is like our stand is metal de.... Instru is brass but also metal.... After that the trombonist shouted at us... (I think they wanted us to come back... Very dangerous there.... Actuallly I agree very muxx.... I think is Mrs Tan call them to call us in de...) Then the whole brass section gathered at the canteen and practice together... I think very nice leh....
Final thing I wanna add is hor... I feel that my seniors all very chio you mei you.... ??? Then Renfu is the shuai ge of my life.... Yeah seeing him this sunday... I think I can go airport see le.... ^^ *Grinning*

Today very happi and tired!Cause today got band prac.... :D Sir today wanted to do some technic training (is that wht it's called?) then he wanted the band to play all the 9 pieces.... I still can manage, but a bit no breath le.... Then is like my D , E , F sound weird weird de... Very squeaking then G can't even come out.... Muz still work on my stamina I guess... And muz memorize the scales, is like I can onli remember B flat major scales? A bit too much le.... Hols is here, more time for studying I guess.... Study is nvr ending.... Sighz... For at least studying years is lesser than working years.... (Is that good or bad?)
Then after that, we (Shee Ping, Wenqi, Pei Ting, Lily, Ching Hong and Mi) went to Escape.... That's y I very tired.... For the first time I took the cabury ride.... A bit scary lar... I can conside myself quite a scaredy cat.... (to be continued)

Today so fortunate to survive the businest day of the week.... Like got 5 things today.... But mi like still ok ok de.... Not extremely tired??? Today self-sect went to 4Z to practise... Also dun realli like it??? I think last time there is still de best.... Sighz......... Haiz...... sighz...... haiz..... Dunno y sighing so muz too...... Just wanna haiz.... Haiz..... Okay lar... erm, today band prac hor... Like guan guan de..... Coz take attendence tt time (at the end of band prac) I was late mar... Then, is like whn brigitte call Yong en... Yeong Eun wanted to say yes... Then whn I ans yes... She turn around... Smile smile, say she thought she calling her.... She thought fall in time I already said present..... But I was late how to fall in? But someone said present for either of us.... So weird... But Yeong Eun din say present in fall in..... So weird hor... But should be nvm de? Cuz it means tt both yong en & yeong eun is present then ok le bah.... Kinda heck who said present for who..... :)

Just thinking of tmr, I feel weird weird de, tmr alot of things gonna be happening.... Tmr there's the C&T challenge, Geog test, Band prac, going thru todays' Maths test... And.... IPW PRESENTATION!!!! sighz... I hate my fringe... It sux... When will it grow longer? It look so toot on mi lor... What the hell.... Sighz.... I intend to cut short... Got a bit of idea wht to cut le... Just waiting my stupid fringe to grow longer....

Irritated, annoyed, fed up, upset, happy? mi dunno not sure not confirm... Sighz... Mi dun like our new location for self sect today... Hope it's not permanent??? (PRAYING) Prefer the mcdonald's table.... At least there got nice scenery and more spacious.... Should I say happi? Mi dunno lar... Mi ear-holes become blue! I think the is 'cause of my blue ear sticks... I put 3 ear sticks in a hole leh... Can say I a bit siao liao.... Mi the ear hole... Put one to mi quite thick de ear stick... Mi can't wait to thursday? Yes and no, I was kinda contradicting myself... On one hand, I was hoping to go for Band prac but there's gonna be Ipw presentation tt day... Y so unlucky de.!!! sighz.... Betta of get it down sooner or later... But mi guess we not performing up to standard then Miss Chia would reprimand us? Sighz... Then got C&T Challenge tt day... Should I look forward to it? Yes I should.... Great then.... I just hope we make enough quiche as we planned. Juz nice 300 of them or even more! :) That would be fantastic ain't it... Muz be successful... :) Mi kinda stress now so muz excuse mi if I was to irritate anyone... I de jui ppl easily whn irritated.... Here quote of the day... (I saw at another blog template de) " The more we study the more we know; The more we know the more we forget; The more we forget the less we know; so why study?"

I finish chinese notes (left one unit) geog notes, did a bit for maths revision and almost finishing homework.... Yeah! Still quite slow though, but I think I did quite a lot this weekend.... Sighz... I hate weekends like this.... Though there's no school, but it means I have to study....

Nothing much today, just very bored and sian.... I guess what I can do today is nth mux but study! Off now trying to thrive to my goal ;)

Today, say happy not realli, say not happi can say so quite actually.... My spirit was dampened I guess just now, in fact it's very wet! I feeling quite weird now.... Sighz.... (away and back after an hour) Now, feeling betta, and kinda good spirited liao... And mi dun wanna tell ya y :P hee....

Today band prac very fun.... Okay wrong word to describe but it's very enjoyable.... I still can play even after Sir ended the practice section.... My stamina betta liao! ^^ We played about 5 pieces? Good result for mi le.... Then after that I still can hit notes like D, E, F and G!!! YEAH!!!! So happi.... And I saw a-hem today too.... So overall I very happi, sadly though saturday no band. But there's sectionals on Monday!!!! Something I would look forward to very much!!!! Yes!!!

Today got Band Self Sect.... I play until wan to die le.... I so tired now cann.... But, one thing worth celebrating is that I CAN FINALLY HIT G!!! A perfectly tuned and long lasting (quite long at least 4 counts) note!!!! So happy.... Must train stamina then can play even betta.... Must work harder.... Not gonna give up, I dun admit to defeat!!! Today din see a-hem, a bit down leh.... weird weird de.... He/She like always wear spec on wed de.... but other day's din wear.... Hmmm....
The recruits so diao cann!!! Cannot stand it arh.... Very bu shuan.... No respect for senior de, think they got 247 as cut off point then so zi da, so bold de they arh.... Big deal lor.... It's your attitude that's impt we all still can work hard de.... Their attitude sux cann! Today the command say until like ppppp chao soft lor, I one person even louder than them liao.... Then brigitte told the clarinetists tt hor, got one gal is like went into conference room if no permission then leader call her go out, she diao leader can! Roll her eyes and say fine! Wht the hell lor... Even leaders muz ask Sir for permission to go in, who she thinks she is lor.... Slap her arh.... (I bu shuan liao cann!) Then they say command also can fidget (spell correct anot?) then still talking and laughing de.... Brigit also like very angry and bu shuan liao lor....
Stupid arh.... *&^%$$# Sighz....
Tommorrow got band prac, sth to look forward to.... YES!!! Hope tmr is good day then can play nicely too! ^^