Xing Qing bu hao... very down... spirits chao dampened... sunburnt... chao ji red... pain! not tt making mi unhappy though... haiz... feeling weird weird de... guess tt's the problem wif mi whn it comes to obsession... sighz... think too mux I guess... nvr happi ending... in fact, no beginning at all... sighz... today so late reach home... wasn't very please... sighz... y muz the day leave mi wif onli 3 hrs left for my free time every single day... From Monday until now... I everyday also 7pm reach home lor... bu shuang... guesS? haiz... juz pouring my feelings out... (duno if it's offensive? coz everytime bu shuang will irritate other ppl de... forgive mi lar... anyway... gd thing is this dun happen every day... phew... haiz...) I'm a high gal... so muz laugh... but juz nth comes out... diao lor... sheesh.. sometimes realli can't stand myself... Day dream day dream day dream... a hopeless activity... (still can't believe how cann Shu Ying spend her everyday fa daiing de...) anyway... a chao ji hideous ger sheesh... dun like myself sometimes... damn bu shuang... (wif whole world?) duno lar.... jux not happi... damn tired too... like today 2hrs of swimming then after tt still dance for 3 hrs... haiz... juz hope I dun screw up tmr... I am so terribly afraid of tt... ltr ppl will get bu shuang wif mi... sighz... Sighing day sia... duno wht to say... pain pain pain... face hurts terribly bad... it's practically tearing apart... sighz... (no face no face no face!!!) have da to tt occassionally or I juz continue to dream as usual... a dumb and hopeless activity... dun even noe y this obsession is sooo damn stuck on mi... like 4 ppl liao... still same hopeless wishings... haiz.... hopeless hopeless hopeless... perhaps I will get betta tmr... anyway... I think all I need is a sleep...

I suggest no one reads this (as if ppl reads my blog... anyway) coz... it's juz a bunch of crap coz I bu shuang wht I say it's not wht I mean actually... qi hua... I guess.. actually not feeling pisssed juz not happi sighz....