hmm...
9 days since i last blog?
make i suppose to be happy tat i showed improvement?
wht rubbish...
nvm my crap...
ok... 9 days run thru of events!

basicalli tat entire week was pretty exhausting..
and i'm very deprived of sleep...
for the first time i actualli pon band...
wht shu yan said was actualli rite...
tat our morale is running low...
mine is almost empty...
but i will replenish it somehow....
SYF is coming.... erm...
bad or good i do not noe?
i juz hope we do well and call it an end for a while...
SYF is stressful, boring and maby
sometimes irritating....
*i'm numb....

the week b4 hols was hardly manageable...
this is like erm March???
how mani times haf i actualli break down?
like compared to last year...
almost 2 times alreadi... and
there ain't no exams yet...
wtf....
*forgive mi for being so vulgar....
things haf been too frustrating...
i dun wan to be pushed to the verge...
oh well...

and last saturday...
was my piano exam...
i do not noe wht to comment abt...
i simply dislike commenting on tests/exam
unless i feel like it...
which seldom do...
hmmm....
and my bbq after tat was fun!
but i look horrid in the fotos...
and at the breakwater,
we saw a couple PDA...
like excuse mi....
there are like kids or maby youngsters beside u...
staring???
don't u feel shameful at all???
izzit tat necessary to display it all at PUBLC?
ok the beach is romantic...
fine...
but i guess it's not exactly good to be doing tat...
whteva...
NO SEXUAL REFERENCES plz...
movies like these are M18 or maby R21
so.... u understand why we can't watch rite?
tsk....

i had a dream again...
so irritating...
i dunno...
i find myself so erm.... pointless...
so wht if there's hols....
like it's onli 7 days?
and wht the point of giving hols
: for us to rest?
whn we haf like homewk???
ok i noe it's out of good intentions...
i juz getting sick of it somehow....
nvm...

and i'm very hurt kae...
abt wht u've done...
whether u see this or not i do not know...
somehow i dun think u even bother...
like wht u say u actualli put in action...
obviously u dun understand....
why i bother wif u sometimes?
like they say it's betta to gif then take?
wht's the point to gif whn it's not appreciated?
and if it's happiness tat i shld be getting back...
guess wht i din got tat...
i juz got pretty upset....