Stepping out of my comfort zone... ...

Not exactly something that I specialise in and neither is it exactly something I like to do.



Can I say that I'm still not quite used to the environment?
Perhaps there seems to be too many changes that I am still plainly overwhelmed.
I don't really know.



I don't enjoy walking home alone.

I don't enjoy having no one that I can really talk to.



Maybe cause I miss Cedar...
Maybe cause I don't like to be independent...
Maybe cause things are just different...
Maybe cause I'm just being emotional now...



I don't really know... ...



God are you moulding my character? I feel so helpless right now. It's as if there's alot of things I can't do. I don't have the motivation to do anything. I almost cried during maths tutorial today. Sometimes my mind just drift and I caught nothing fromthe teacher ... And sometimes I fall asleep... And again I caught nothing from the teacher...



Lord, I will trust in you.
Help me find strength, motivation and courage.
I do not stand alone, God is with me.
He is my deliverer, my comforter and my refuge.

GO! FIGHT!