How much do you desire?
How much do all these mean to you?
GOTTA MAKE A CHOICE!
GOTTA SET PRIORITITES!

constant struggle.
it will always be.
but!
what awaits...
is worth it all.
=)

keep fighting.
keep striving.
keep reaching.

not the time to give up.
but the time to step up!
step out.
out of the comfort zone.
into the realm of the unknown.
where the miracles lie,
where the excitement begins!

going beyond myself.
beyond what i think i can do.
NEVER wanna be anything less than what You want me to be!

don't wanna settle for second best,
when You can give me the best.

don't want to be the same usual me.
i'm sick of all my nonsense this year.
NO MORE crash and burns...
NO MORE desperate cries at night...

I think...
now, I've gotten a better understanding of who You are,
compared to before.
The extent of Your LOVE, Your MERCY and GRACE.
it's indescribable...
it's overwhelming...
it's a revelation in itself.

couldn't comprehend before why...
why aren't You angry for the mistakes i made?
why would You still forgive me despite committing the same old mistakes?
why wouldn't You scold me for ignoring You?

because...
You are God.
You are bigger than my mistakes.
You are LOVE itself.
and You don't condemn me,
but embrace me with Your Love.

let not these be mere words.
but let me put them into action.
let me do whatever it takes in order to reach the goal.

You are my hiding place.
my safe refuge.
my Help in time of need.

wanting an INTENSE hunger for You!
an intimate relationship with You.