Random photos, since we were sec 2 till now.

We really changed alot! =D

for the better of course!

definitely for the better.

I love you all too! =DDD

(post 'inspired' by wen's BFF post)

p.s I was seriously up to no good. Hahahaha...

but ehhhh... you all look fine in the photos! so no harm done.

yeahhhh...

Just a random picture that I took, but the words does mean alot.

I'm just thinking... I can't really put my thoughts into words but it's just that I have come to the realisation of how great is my God. How mighty and awesome and wonderful. Just how much He desires to be with each and every single one of us! That means you! (whoever you are, that's reading this. Doesn't even matter if you are christian or not. )

Sometimes, when we just don't seem to feel the presence of God anymore, we reduced Him to a mere man and think that like man, He could have walked away. That's not true, not true at all. On the contrary, we might be the ones that have walked away... God is like oxygen in the air, He's everywhere, He's there even when we don't see it when we don't feel it, and like oxygen, we need Him to stay alive.

It is so cliche to hear from lovers/boyfriend girlfriend/or whatever you call it these days, of how they wish time would stop, how it feels like eternity when they are together. Tell you a better deal, when we are finally with Jesus in heaven, time don't even EXIST! and the best part! It doesn't even have to 'feel' like eternity at all because it is REALLY ETERNITY! No one can love you more than the way God do, not even your spouse, your boyfriend/girlfriend, best friend, mother or father or whoever else.

God, You are truly mighty.

I love you God.

I really do.

hah!
ok. I'm here yet again.
not to psycho myself this time, but to ramble random noises
thennnn I'll go back to studying!
haha. =D

I cycled to Mannafest this morning! For morning prayer!
I woke up! yeahhh..
happy. haha.
shall talk more another day. =)

I like my hair!
just random.
altho, I'm sometimes annoyed by it, but yes, I have grown to love my hair!

OH.
i had alot of imaginations of what I would encounter while cycling to Mannafest,
as in not purposely go think abt it kind.
Like the imaginations I had before the burning paper thing for LTD.
haha. I think they are quite funny, altho, I kind of know,
nothing will happen and none of my imaginations will come to pass.
LOL. thank GOD.
ok. so, I was imagining, cause it will be early early morning, and it's still dark,
then while cycling, I have to cycle very fast,
in case I meet stray dogs,
then they will chase me!
then i will cycle faster and faster!
then I tot I might meet some strange man following me on a bicycle also.
then I will cycle very fast to get away!
but he'll catch up!
then I'll command him to go away in Jesus' name!
or angels will come and save me somehow.
but of course!
none of all these happen laaaaa...
I just tot my imaginations are quite funny so I wanted to share with you.
haha.

it was exciting cycling there actually!
lol. and the streets were not that quiet as I thought they may be.
and I got there in 10mins!
yeahhhh.

wah. in my own terms, GOD IS COOL!!!
like like the woaaahhh coolest ever...
aiya.
I'll blog more another time. now suspense suspense...
I go back study first! =D

I feel so nonsense.
lol. my train of thoughs dun quite link here but nvm.
and! I think the quote I saw in PNP is so hilarious in my own understanding/interpretation not in context.
but if I put here, you guys will kill me.
I think.
haha.

ok bye!
you'll see me soon!
I'll talk more!
and listen to you more if you got things to tell me! =D
(I'm not refering to anyone in particular) =D

I am here to psycho myself that I shall not whine.
I shall not whine.
I shall not whine.
I shall not whine.
I shall not whine.
yes.
I shall not whine.
because,
I won't die from just 2 weeks of exams and
I don't even have papers everyday.
yes.
altho they are just 10mins away,
but I shall not whine because I have to stay home and mug.
hah!
and I shall do my best for whatever time I have left for studying.
ok. I feel better now.
=)
ok. back to studying!


(I am seriously so amused by mad lips or is it mad libs? some game. XD)

there is nothing like sitting in the presence of God.
this is a special treasure that You have given me, there's nothing like it
and I'll protect it, guard it, with all that I have, with all of my life.
this is real.

Living The Difference 08

This is our GIDEON EXPERIENCE.
Hearts are moved, new things are birthed.
Lives are changed forever.
just like what Brother Stoneking says,
"You'll never be the same again..."


p.s I'll blog more another day, with pictures. =)

i know i said i wun be bloggin till after exams...
but seriously, i really dunno how else to voice this out other than here.
hur hur...
I don't think I have been quite myself lately.
and i dun quite seemed to be able to trace it back like since whn it started kind of thing...
but i guess, ironically, i'm feeling quite upset.
confused, lost, i dunno wht...
ironic cause now i should be actually feeling quite the opposite.
hurrrrr...

i am so dying to voice out wht's wrong,
but i dunno who to say to... w/o someone feeling hurt.
and i can't really bare saying it out either...
i dunno. hah. i'm confusing myself.

it's very irritating being so sensitive sometimes,
i over-read wht ppl say to me,
and so easily get hurt.
hahhhh...
wht am i supposed to do?
putting up a front is so totally suffocatingggg...

and ya, the wall is still there,
maybe it got thicker...
i dunnoooooo...

ok.i m rambling here.
i think i need to talk to someone.
hah... but who?
... ... ... ... ...
argh.

From God:
"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart, and lean not unto thine own understanding."
Proverbs 3:5

I don't comprehend fully what's going on, but I know God told me to TRUST. and I don't deny the fact that often I have found myself comtemplating with the thought of giving up. thinking that maybe it would be easier back how it was...
such a lie.

where else could I possibly go? There's no other way to walk, no other path to take! It's all not worth it. How can I possibly turn my back on Him after what He has shown me, after all that He has done, the promises He has given me?
ohh so much more... can I possibly count His goodness?
it's measureless.

"Lord, to whom shall we go? Thou hast the words of eternal life." (John 6:68)

I don't want to go through the motion no more, I don't want to just simply go with the flow and continue to go in circles leading no where.
I don't know where exactly this path will take me, but I know I am going to follow Jesus.
and it is worth it all.


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