There's a peace i've come to know
though my heart and flesh may fail
There's an echo in my soul
I can sing, It is well

Jesus, has overcome
and the grave is overwelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow,
No more pain
I will rise, on Eagle's wings
Before my God, fall on my kness, and rise
I will rise


There's a day that's drawing near
when the darkness breaks to light
and the shadow's disappear
and my faith shall be my eye's

Jesus, has overcome
and the grave is overwelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow,
No more pain
I will rise, on Eagle's wings
Before my God, fall on my knees, and rise
I will rise

And i hear the voice of many angels sing
Worthy is the Lamb
And I hear the cry of every longing heart
Worthy is the Lamb

And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow,
No more pain
I will rise, on Eagle's wings
Before my God, fall on my knees, and rise
I will rise

argh...
kill me kill me kill me kill meeeeee...
I never spend so long on a GP essay before
and it is driving me CRaZYYYYYYYY
I almost finish with one para left after spending few days struggling with it
being tormented by it
and it got closed without savinggggg...

hahhhhhhhh..
kill me.
I'm wasting timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ahhhhhhhhh...
hur.
HURRR.

hurrrr. I want to cry.
it's 6pm and i'm awake since 7am
and I'm still stuck in this stupid essay that I must re-write now.
hahhhhhhhhh....

hah... ok i'm ranting and ranting and ranting cause I wan to explode alr.
hur.

I left a part of me in Egypt, while the other half is trying to head to the land of Canaan.

there are somethings I didn't let go; somethings that I wouldn't let go...

somethings I didn't want to sacrifice.

I wanted the best of both worlds.

made myself feel really horrible; miserable this week.

deluding myself.

I really wanted to give up; let go and just forsake it all.

but I couldn't bring myself to...

We won't change until the pain of staying the same is worse than the pain of change.

and I honestly have enough,

if I continue on like this, I'll just walk myself away from everything.

but no. I will not. I must not. and I refuse to.

there are dreams to be fulfilled,
destiny to be reached,

battles to be truimphed,

and the greatest adventure that awaits.

let faith be my eyes.

I am going to Canaan.

and I am not going to die in the wilderness.

Lord, take the wheel.

my blog has entered a stage of non-existence. -.-

and this week I actually succeeded not coming online for so long!

pretty long!
and i'm only online now cause I want to do my GP research!

*pat myself on the back*

I forsee the death of my blog in days to come.

lol. and I'll soon be back to resurrect it once I triumphed from my exams!

hoho.

and yes, i will work very very very harrrddddddd...

lol. For Michael Phelps, he eats, sleeps and swims.

I'll eat, sleep and study!

(but no I won't eat the way he does... He consumes 12,000 calories a day!!!)

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i bid you farewell, till I someday...