Uh uh.... No way! I ain't gonna let failure get the better of me.... I'm not going to let my laziness pull me down... I must work harder.... I just don't believe I can't do things right.... Sometimes things just go all wrong but there's time when lucks on my side ^^ Aparently this time round I did not receive her support.... But, hard work pays well.... I am just going to look upon this and strive towards my goal....I used to hear people say, keeping a diary helps to improve one's language... Aparently how true is that? Perhaps it will be when I practise the correct usage of English.... Perhaps the first step to improvement is to stop my slang? Perhaps I just getting too paranoid... But unfortunately, the paranoid part seems totally incorrect.... If someone that grew up in a non-english environment can end up with shocking grades for his/her english... I guess it shouldn't be a problem for me... For at least, I grew up in a biligual country.... I just have to pull up my socks, and continue my strive for the better.... Yearning for greater heights... I am not going to get upset and perhaps cry to see my next test result.... I am in fact wishing I could jump up with laughter.... Is tuition the better way out? Or should I just sacrifice my free time for the sake of better results? I guess I just don't get satisfy easily... I appear to want everything.... I got to reflect.... I getting naughty by the day.... I simply hate myself at times.... But, of course I understand that should not be the case... It just seems that my house that too much temptation that I fail to resist them.... PS 2, Computer, TV, Handphone etc . I have to, must to learn to resist temptation and pay more concentration on my priorties. And not wept and tear when I see my atrocious grades.... Perhaps, I just setting a too high expectation of myself.... I guess not....