my cousin! awww so cuteee!!!

haha! we are ALL checkered!


this is oh so retro!

Joy Family Carnival!
It was sooooo brilliantly fun!
This year's theme is BLAST FROM THE PAST!
and many people came all dressed up, RETRO!



Really happy that so many people came and
the tickets were all sold out!
even when Bro Wai had reprinted 3 or 4 times already!



Think this year's carnival was a success!
=DDDD
I enjoyed myself alot!
hehe.
Was running around, talking to people, laughing,
basically ka-jiaoing them before running away again.
Went to help out at Coco Cabana also,
got changed,
and got dunked!!!



Although ping ping got injured and had to be rushed to the hospital,
but THANK GOD she's alright already.
What won't kill you, will make you stronger!
=DDDD
although what were in our minds initially were worry and fear,
but right now,
we do believe sth good would come out of this!!!
God is able to turn the situation around for the good!
soo, everyone keep praying for ping!
=)))






Jesus my all and all,
my mighty King,
my saviour LORD.

haha.
Finally.
Can see my blog pic le RIGHT?
hehehe...


PAISEH.
I FORGOT to change the link!

OHHHHHHHH... OHHH.OHHH.OHHHHHHHHH...
EXAMS OVER... EXAMS OVER...
YONGEN CAN RELAC NOW LE!
OHHHHHHHH... OHHH.OHHH.OHHHHHHHHH...
EXAMS OVER... EXAMS OVER...
YONGEN CAN RELAC NOW LE!



HAHAHAHAHA!!!
EXTREMELY short-lived break, BUT OH WELL!
Shall make FULL use of it!!!!
=DDDD



wahahahahahahaha...



Went shopping for RETRO CLOTHES!
hehhhh...



AND seriously, I've never witness a even more random group of people.
We are BIG TIME RANDOM man!
ping just anyhow suggested (like one of those crazy ideas) to go have steamboat,
and wong got so excited,
anddddd all of us,
liking the craziness and randomness of this idea,
we totally embraced it,
and went for a steamboat!



ping was supposed to go for Sakae Buffet tmr,
seriously she's going to get 2 tyres ard her stomach.
LOL. and i tot my comment on that was funny enough.
UNTIL...
Wong disagreed.
She said, "It's one bigggggg tyre, and one smalll tyre on top!"
LOL.
okkkk, the green tea in my mouth almost flow out.
we were all suffering from laughter fits.
HAH.
USUAL.



HAHHH!!!
JOY CARNIVAL!!!
CAN'T WAIT! CAN'T WAIT!
SMALL COUSINS COMING!
YAYYYYYYYYYY...
*WAVES HANDS IN THE AIR AND SCREAM!
=DDDDDD

A silent call from a distant land
Crying for a helping hand, so
How long will it go on?
Ignorance and vanity
Supercede humanity, so
How long it will go on?
I want to know how long will it go on?



We can't wait any longer
They're crying out, doesn't it matter
We can't wait any longer
No, no. Too long in a slumber
Shake it up,wake it up now.
We can't wait any longer. No, no.



Another child is laid to rest
Another day of hopelessnes, so
How long it will go on?
And every day we're on the fence brings
Another fatal consequence, so
How long will it go on?
I want to know, how long will it go on?



Yuko awezayo kusikia kilio chetu? (Can somebody hear us crying out?)
Twaomba msaada wenu (Somebody help us)
Aweko mwenye kuttuoka (Somebody save us)
Aweko mwenye kutupa uhuru (Somebody free us)



(We can't wait any longer - Michael W. Smith)

NOW FOR SOME LTD PHOTOS! =DDD

TEAM ADIDAS! IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!! =DDD

Chicken Joe! HAHA =D

yay! I LOVE YOU ALL. =D

our Japanese boat steward, Umehara Keigi!

haha. =D

the dark effect totally create the eerie atmosphere!

It's revenge of the NERDS! wahhh... scary dahhhh...

We were really just being ourselves!

LTD!!! !!!
my blog post is little late.
cause I kind of just woke up since sleeping ytd night.
hehe.



anw, LTD was awesome to the max!
I have no idea just how to begin to describe it.
It was different.
Everything was very spot on!
The theme, the sermons, etc.
I went wanting to receive something from God,
I wanted to leave camp transformed,
I didn't want to be the same again.



And God showed Himself faithful.
=D



I'm not going to subject myself to inferiority again!
I'm not going to listen to anyone telling me that I'm a failure, or useless,
because all these ain't the truth.
God has a plan for me.
I'm a reflector of His light!
I'm a jewel of God.
=DDD



The first night's sermon, Praise 101 was woah.
I learnt something.
We can pray all we want, we can pray no matter how the situation may be, but can we still praise Him when everything isn't going the way it should be?



I love the worship, esp whn the power got cut off and we still continued!
I love the ROCK man! =DDD
hehe...
I love the fellowship we had (I get to know more people, and I got to know some better. =D), the sermons, I love Bro Dave! Not forgetting Bro and Sis Wolfram!
heh. =D



I think everything here is pretty random, like each sentence doesn't exactly link to the next.
but that doesn't really matter...



I still remember the victorious shouts, the AMENS, the dancing and singing, the tears, the fun and laughter and so much more!
hehe.
This is not a one-day affair like how charl puts it...
Let this flame of passion BURN!!!
burn burn burn!
=DDDDD
who says living for God is boring,
who says there are so many 'rules',
who says miracles are impossible?
Living for God is one wild adventure, we never know what's going to happen next!
It's not about the 'rules', it's about the principles.
AND NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR GOD!
=DDD



I'm no Miss Perfect,
but I'm a willing vessel.
I want to truly Live The Difference,
God mould me, that I may fulfill my destiny!
I never want to live anything less than what you want me to be!!!
=DDD





andddd, I want to say thanks to some of the guys..
I know my luggage is like REALLY heavy,
but you all were still very nice to volunteer to help me.
=D
hehe. THANKS.
=DDD



I want to say sorry to those that were probably traumatised by the cedarians on the last night when suddenly we appeared in our uniforms.
HAHA.
We will try our best the next time to not frighten you all in the middle of the night.
(we dressed ourselves to like nerds and started walking ard Pulau Ubin campsite.)
(imagine how scary it is to witness 6 crazy girls haunting the grounds of Pulau Ubin in midnight.)
I still remember Charles' shock face! classic.
HAHA.
Kevin screamed.
Amanda ran away from us.
Rei was in shock.
The rest was speechless.
HAHA.
one thought we went to school.
I'm sorry we mislead you. heh.



When I look at the photos, I'm reminded of the movie 'Revenge of the nerds'.
(I NEVER WATCH THAT MOVIE B4)
but anyway, the photos are so scary, hahaha...
I can't stand it myself.
OH well...
No, you won't get to see the pictures.
I know you want to see them...
AWWWWW... TOO BAD.
hahaha...

The song in Bro Wolfram's video!
=D

FIESTA!
Kids Camp 07!
=)))



Went for the bbq night.
Helped out in the morning with some preparation.
heh.



VERY FUN!
haha.



Kids Talentine was really cute and funny.
seeing them presenting their group cheers.
and many of them were very nervous.
Dolly actually took a video of every cheer!
=D



One of the auction item was a pinyata. (HAHA. IS THAT THE RIGHT SPELLING?????)
and this is what happened to the remaining part of it.

oh.
And for the first time I actually cut a watermelon.
WITH A CHOPPER.
wah, so scary.
I cut it into half and quarter, before wen cut them into slices.
haha.
Under the supervision of Sis Ivy k.
=)



Then I actually believe Sis Ivy,
that her secret ingredient in coffee to make it taste real nice is adding cooking oil.
heh.
And I only realised I got cheated late at night during bbq,
when she said that in the morning.
haha.
I wanted to try it out.
was thinking. Oil float in water wht, then how come oil still can make coffee taste nicer.
hehe.



went back my house to bathe.
and take my books.
cause wen and ting decided they wanted to overnight at camp instead.



guess what I saw on the floor when I reached home.
A HUMONGOUS MOTH, that is like crushed and dead on the floor.
most probably brought home by that cat la!



we were ton studying in camp.
SUCCESSFUL toning.
But I only finished listening to Act 3 of Othello.
I reckon, it was easier having the audio cd read it to me,
than I read it to myself.
HAHA.
I planned to listen to function lecture also.
didn't do it in the end, cause I din bring my notes out.
But I guess I finished half of what I plan to do.
=)



WENT TO SEE SUNRISE in the morning!
there was a short cut thru the gate to the beach.
BUT IT WAS LOCK?!!!!
we climbed gate in the end,
didn't want to miss the sunrise,
cause if we don't go thru the gate, we'll have to take a long way to the beach instd
The sunrise was BEAUTIFUL MAN!
too bad, I didn't bring out the school SLR cam.
so make do with wen's cam phone and my digi cam instd.
=D



here's the photos!

This is brendon and wong!=)))

I praise you LORD forevermore! =DDD

footprints. =) I just realised, it would have been nicer if I make it with my feet instead. so theoretically this should be shoeprints instd. HAHA.
the beach isn't exactly clean, so you see - there are litter everywhere!

gentle splashing of the waves.
as different hues of colours are painted across the sky.
heh. =)

HAHA! I LOVE THIS PHOTO!!!
NICE!!! =DDDDD
the photo says it all!
It's all about Jesus' LOVE! =D

yay!

and the sun started to rise. =)

MORE photos are in wen's phone.
JUMPING shots!
=D
so we concluded tat we did ME
not PT, ME.
which stands for Morning Exercise.
haha, due to the number of failed attempts in taking nice jumping photos.
we jumped alot alot times.
although we will be wasting alot of our energy as we didn't sleep last night!
haha.
and trying to pronouce PT, is hilarious.
the last screw practically dropped off,
after I hear so much of old english,
after wen cram econs in her head,
and ting trying very hard to make thermophysics, all the thermo thermo things make sense.



morning breakfast was very nice!
Waffle was =)))
maple syrup is oso =)))
hehe.



and I left after breakfast,
cause there was SCHOOL!!!

Overdued photos!
Of learning journey outing. =)






Can you actually see any of our faces? HAHA.

pre-warning: I think this is rather random and sentences may not link very well. heh



I like to keep a doodle book.
heh.
not like those kind where you scribble really neat and cute cartoons.
I don't think I'm good at that.
haha.



But ones that I keep track of what happens on a daily basis.
I TRY to write sth down everyday.



It used to be VERY CONSISTENT back in Cedar.
cause my handbook is my doodling book!
FULL OF SECRETS.
haha.
some not even revealed to anyone yet.
lol.



=D
I LOVE my sec 3 and sec 4 HANDBOOK most!!!
cause that's when I really start to record my daily events,
like in just a simple sentence in the calender page.
Also, that's when I got myself a collection of markers.
HEH.
Thanks to unsound, brendon and my juniors.
=)))



OK!
LET'S WALK THROUGH MEMORY LANE AGAIN!
=)



WAH!
LILY YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE MY NANNY !!!
lol. I forgot.
CHARL! Are you reading this???
Get her to buy some chicken essence,
for tayyongen that is still 3 weeks old in your womb.
and not to forget some bird nest and shark fin also.
Good for my development.
Then maybe you will have a genius kid.
HAHAHAH!!!



ENTRY 08/03/05:
I pon band todae.
1st time! woots.



ENTRY 10/04/05:
my bro met wif an accident!
omg... he very lucky lor!
phew... he's hair very style...



ENTRY 04/05/05:
I wiped my face on lily's skirt!
*screams.



(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!)



ENTRY 28/05/05:
ISLAND RUSH 05.
We got 1st! =)
YAY! It's fun!!!



(oh my gosh... the month june 05 is....
AHHH. GROSS OUT GROSS OUT!!! *FLIPS NEXT PAGE!!!)



ENTRY 25/08/05:
Mr Tan says he is impress by me!
=)



WOAH IMPT IMPT IMPT DATE!!!
ENTRY 28/10/05:
FORMATION OF UNSOUND!
man we are a bunch of goons!
total insanity!!!



WOAH ANOTHER IMPT IMPT IMPT DATE!!!
ENTRY 06/11/05:
First Church Session! =)
din want to cry but did eventually.
Got baptized by the Holy Ghost. =)



(wohooooooooooooooooo... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)



although I nvr write down much what happened in 05,
but, sec 3 is seriously a EMO year.
alot of emo quotes and writings in the handbook.
there was serious anger, sleeping and late-coming issues also.
mushy mushy SERIOUSLY mushy entries.
argh.
and also full of vulgarities.
I was also obsessed with things like
"laughing is just a way to conceal my broken... smile."
"I'm wearing a fake smile that's tearing myself apart inside."
it was like really emo.
...



But that was the year when I know God.
who really pulled me out of the pit.



(OK I AM NOT EMO-ING)
causeeeeeee....
after that, God made Sec 4 a BRILLIANT BRILLIANT BRILLIANT YEAR!!!
although there's Os, but sec 3 was way stressful.



ENTRY 21/01/06:
I love my MADHOUSE PARTY!
p.s Thank you to those who made it POSSIBLE!



ENTRY 07/02/06:
Mew jumped off from the window!!
MEW AH!



(don't worry. My cat is perfectly fine. I never torture it in ANYWAY.
In fact he jumped off the window twice, and went missing for a month. He caught a bird home few days ago and gave everyone a shock!)



ENTRY 20/03/06:
Father, you have lifted me from my sorrow.



ENTRY 04/04/06:
COOL MAH!
whole class lie on table and sleep except me!
=)



ENTRY 22/05/06:
Prof Z is so cool! RAWKS!



ENTRY 31/05/06:
Rockers' chalet.
only gals! =)
Movie screening on projector.
so cool! =)



(unlike sec 3, the month june 06 is COOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLL!!!
AWESOME! AWESOME! God's power revealed. =D)



ENTRY 07/06/06:
Kids Camp Fire!
baboon tribe.



ENTRY 26/06/06:
I made my apology!
it took alot of my courage. But I did it!
my pride was broken.
Bless the LORD!



(my anger issues with a friend was settled. we are good friends since! =DDD holding a grudge on someone wouldn't hurt that person at all. all you are doing is tormenting yourself. that's wht i did for a year... i guess, we all just have to learn to forgive and forget. easier said than done. but not impossible. =D )



ENTRY 09/07/06:
I played soccer!
how amazing is that!
I scored too!
14 to 11.
girls won!



ENTRY 15/07/06:
GOLD!



ENTRY 28/07/06:
We got the bread!
share the bread.
Forget all the protocol!
Just let the hungry eat!



ENTRY 30/07/06:
CEJ
PRAISE THE LORD!
GREAT AND AWESOME REVIVAL!



ENTRY 08/09/06:
Gracie's bdae.
I got 'attack' by cooper...
rahx...



ENTRY 18/10/06:
Studying is HIP in the ROCK now!!
Bro Wai is study room monitor...
HAHA...



AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME 2006!
=D
Once a Cedarian, ALWAYS a Cedarian.
It's a complete 360 degrees change from 05. =D
SERIOUSLY FIRST TIME, THE WHOLE CLASS LIE ON TABLE sleep when tcher let them rest, and I was FULLY AWAKE!
WOAH MAN!!!
hahahahahahaha...
I wasn't late as frequent as sec 3.
hah!
not that I didn't get sad at any point of time.
I did.
But, I know all things will work out fine. =)
and they did!
NO MORE MUSHY ENTRIES.
heh.
and no more obsessions on emo quotes.
hah!



2007 WILL BE A EVEN GREATER YEAR!
WAHA!
=DDDDDDDDD



For God came and set me free!
onto a great adventure ahead!!!

haha.
I feel rather random.
But, I want to say...
I like my new blogskin!
haha!
It's like rainbow.
LOL.
and my name is in PURPLE.
hehe!

WATCH THIS! WATCH THIS!
HAHA.
Mel found this.
lol.
VERY CUTE LA.
hahaha. =D

Hah.
It's like 3am in the morning!!!
Nooo... it's not i haven't sleep.
haha. I'M AWAKE LE!
lol.



I fell asleep immediately I touch the bed when I reached home.
but i reached home only at 5+pm.



And I wasn't supposed to be half as tired as the campers.
Cause unlike them,
I didn't have PT
I didn't have to cheer or run around the whole day
I got to sleep in air con room.
hehe.



but it's still quite tiring taking photos the whole day,
hah, however it's very fun!
so, no complains. =)



The best thing is,
I got to know alot of people! =D
that's good I think.
hah, though I still don't know the names of some of them.
heh.



right now, I'm just enjoying my dinner!
complete with my favourite chilli!!!
WOHOO.



I went to ltc camp for 2 days, and shan shan replaced me for the next 2 days.
=)
I like the campsite.
IT'S MUCH CLEANER THAN SEC 3 OAC CAMPSITE!!!
lol.
oh, I didn't go as a leader to represent my cca.
I was the photographer!
only one in fact.



haha.
but everyone was nice and easy to talk to,
so I didn't really felt weird or awkward
as I thought I would have.
hehe.



Actually intended to have meals with Cherish,
but she wasn't there when I reached the canteen!
I was too early and many groups were not there yet.
Felt so weird, pacing up and down
thinking of what to do.
Then I decided to go join Daniel's group,
since he is the only one present there that I know.
so I ended up having meals with AHMAD for the 2 days.
who is really a fun bunch of people.
haha.
=D



talking about camp.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOUTH CAMP!
muhahahaha. =DDD

There may be some truth behind the old "my pet ate my homework" excuse.
LOL.

Isaiah 41:13
For I the LORD thy God
will hold thy right hand,
saying unto thee,
Fear not; I will help thee.

The beginning of hols!
Ironic start. Haha
GP exam on the 1st day of hols.



But I'm really glad it went on smoothly!!!
=DDD
Thank God.
Essays have never been so smooth going for me.
I always get stuck here and there, and always end up stoning and panicking about what to write!
That kind of feeling is rather dreadful.
But that didn't really happen today! YAY!



I like to meet people I know on the streets, when I'm out.
I like to scream and run up to them all surprised and wave my hands and say a big HI!!!
It's really fun!
AND meeting your long lost friends is really fun too!
I met like 3 primary school friends over the past 2 or 3 weeks.
2 on Bus 81 and 1 in AJ.
BUT I DIN MANAGE TO GET 2 OF THEIR NUMBERS!!!
oh well.



I met 3 people today!
Zanne, Mr Sng and Priscillia!
HAHA. =D
and ya, I did what I said I would.
run to them all excited and say hi!
=DDD
Mr Sng was at Shaw Tower, and I was thinking who was Beverly talking to,
so did all my other classmates.
And they were wondering how come she was talking to a stranger,
until Constance came and said it was actually her cedar tcher.
HAHA.
SO IT WAS MR SNG ALL ALONG.
lol.



Watching Pirates with the whole J1 cohort is pretty interesting.
HAHA.
Cause, it's so funny when everyone clapped and cheered together.
Hardly get that in cinemas I guess?
Especially when Chow Yun Fat came out and he said, "Welcome to Singapore!"
Everyone was like clapping and cheering, going yeahhh Singapore!
hahahaha.
pretty hilarious.



oh man.
I still think today is a pretty awesome and amazing day.
Don't really have a very big reason for that.
But well, I still feel that way.
=D
happy happy.
GP IS OVER!
woahhoo...




This is still running in my head. =D
Never wanna be, Never wanna be
Living living any less than what you want me to be!!!



praying in the public is =D

Hah!
I had a craving for bubble tea today!
I miss my favourite bubble teaaaaaa....
AND it's only available in Potong Pasir.
HAH.
My Oreo Ice Blended! THICK ONE!
(HAHA. I'm deprived of my close to daily dosage of oreo ice blended. I used to drink it almost everyday after school! Ok, I know it's not good to drink so much.)



Oh well.
Tried many stores' oreo ice blended before.
Oreo Crush is horrifyingly disgusting.
Milk tea with oreo ice blended totally spoils the taste!
Milk powder in oreo ice blended isn't any better...
WAH.



So just now, I decided to buy banana ice blended instead,
I was drinking yellow powder added with milk, water and syrup.
The colour was ?!?!?!
The taste was ?!?!?!



Ok.
Nothing beats the bubble tea store in PP!
You got to try it! =D
ROCKS MAN!
FRESH BANANA OK!
FRESH COCONUT!
THICK OREO....
wahhh... =D



hehe.



BA CHOR MEE ALSO VERY NICE!
hoho.
With vinegar, chilli and kway teow!
=D

My weakness is a platform for your glory.



OK. My 2.4km timing may not be that fantastic, but I did my best. =)
I went for re-run today, cause I wanted to try and get at least a C so my napha will be Gold.
And it rained in the afternoon also!
which will make the weather nicer to run in.



I was desperately trying not to entertain any negative thoughts before 2.4km
And desperately trying to convince myself I can do it.



My stomach was full of butterflies, bees, locusts, cockroach, moths.
(whatever flying insects there are)
I was super nervous and scared la, until I was literally shaking when I stood on the track waiting for the tcher to say start.
And when I am alr so gan jiong, sth had to happen to my ear piece and I forgot to tighten my shoelace before that!
*I scared when I was still preparing half way she say start then I'll be a goner.
HAH.



Quite extreme but I felt like crying when I run...
Ha... Running is a BIG thing for me.
at least 2.4km is.



BUT ALL IS WELL!
I finished in I think 15min 30s. =D
THAT'S A C!!!!



The 3 practises when we run 2.4km, the timing was all D.
So this is an accomplishment!
YAY! =D
heh.



Even more cool thing, my legs are fine.
HAHA.
As in no muscle cramp, just a little tired.





God I need you in every nitty gritty little thing I do!
I want to be in a state of perpetual praying.
I don't want to be anything less than what you want me to be!
I want to live my life for you!



I know God, since nothing is for a coincedence, the rain would not be for a coincedence too!
And I know God you ran with me today, if not things would not have gone so smoothly.
=D

This is like UPER cute!!! Haha! It's drawn by dear Mel aka the clueless genie in the photo. HAHA. =) And they really look like the person. Does mine look like me???
Haha.



She drew some of the J2s also.
But I din take a picture of it.
Chee Howe one was funny! Cause think she wrote beside the cartoon figure 'forever hungry'
which is so true. Haha.



Today is a crazy day.
Lit test, Taking photos from Council Investiture then Photog's elections.
but Thank God, all went well. =)
(though I think I am seriously going to fail so badly for my lit test, but hah, shall be more prepared the next time! And I think I am getting a bit of an idea on how to write lit essays le.)



HOMEWORK.
like mountain.
I only need faith the size of mustard seed to move mountains right?
Haha.
okkkkkk....
Shall go move the mountain a bit now by doing some before the tchers add somemore tmr.

I went to grandma's house on Mothers' Day.
Played with my cousins, did Hw, had lunch.
Hah, that's basically all that happened.




The people in the pictures are my cousins! =)
Jeremy and Esther.



And seriously, Jeremy is hyper!
HA. He is like laughing hysterically most of the time.
Funny guy. heh.
And he has a pink room!
And likes things like guns, tanks, rocket launcher, etc.
The cool thing is he know how to read the names of the machinery in CHINESE!
I was reading his favourite book about guns that is in chinese.
HELLO. I thought he don't know how to read ok, and when he read it out, I got a shock!
Haha, I must have underestimated him.
Seriously, he is like not even in primary school yet la.
HA.
His chinese is good lor. His teochew is power also!
He has like a nickname call teochew kia.
HAHA.
Guess this is cause grandma is living with him and she only speaks teochew and also cause his mother is from China.

This is the tanker that we built together and named it after him.

He was so amused by it.

ZERO HOUR
9TH JUNE!



=)))



GO WITH ME!!! I WAN TO PLAY! =D
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Saw this in Priscillia's blog.
INTERESTING. =)

Facing The Giants Soundtrack : Completely - Ana Laura




The secret of life is letting go
The secret of love is letting it show
In all that I do
In all that I say
Right here in this moment



The power of prayer is in a humble cry
The power of change is in giving my life
And laying it down
Down at your feet
Right here in this moment



chorus:

Take my heart
Take my soul
I surrender everything to your control
And let all that is within me lift up to you and say
I am yours and yours alone
Completely



This journey of life is a search for truth
This journey of faith is following you
Every step of the way
Through the joy and the pain



Right here in this moment
Right here, right now, and for the rest of my life



Hear me say I am yours and yours alone
Completely





This song is really really nice! =)
THE MOVIE is really really nice too!
=D

Oh well.
Something is wrong Blogger.
sooooo, I can't do anything to the oversized image!
for now at least.
wah.

hah.

There was photography today!
We were doing street photography.
HAHA. =)
Went to Arab Street, then I suggested to go Chinatown!
=D


SO, here are some of the photos I took today!!!
=DD

VROOM! And the motorcycle sped passed.

VROOM! And there goes the car!
HAHA.



I saw a picture of this place in Hannah's blog, so I decided to take a picture of it myself. =D

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!

Cherish spotted the purple building and alerted me immediately!!!
and the two of us were going oohhhhh, ahhhhh, wahhhh....
HAHA. MAYBE only me doing that la! HEHE.
Apparently, the purple building is a store call 'Purple Sage' that plans parties and weddings!
HAHA.
AND THEIR VAN IS EXTREMELY PURPLE. WOAHHH.....
And we just can't help to notice that their stairs were purple too!
HAHAHA. WHAT A PURPLE PLACE!
COOL!
=DDDD

This is the beautiful chinatown!

Not to forget the place where we always have our supper. HAHA.
Smith Street!

rah.
Ok.
Today is THE day!
I ran 2.4km
NOT GOOD!




I was 3 secs away from failing.
The good thing is at least I didn't fail. If not I'll have to re-take!
NOOOOOO.....
The bad thing is I won't be able to get a Gold.



Oh well, I bid you(2.4km) farewell for now.
See you next year!!! (though I am not looking forward to it...)




HELLO TO FRISHBEE FOR PE!!!!
YAY!!!!!!
*run around
*scream for joy



HAHAHA...

I wanna be everything You want me to be

I wanna live my life for You

You've placed in me everything I need to go on

I wanna show my whole world You

I put my trust in everything Your word says You are

I wanna live my life for You

I see Your truth, find grace in everything that You do

I'm gonna live to worship You

I look to You and all Your ways

I seek Your face and praise Your name

All I need is, all I need is You

In every little thing I do

All I need is, all I need is You

Cause You're the only One, the only One for me.

Never wanna be, never wanna be

Livin', livin' less than all You want for me

Giving all my life to my God and I will worship You.

(Only one for me - Hillsongs London)

HAH! Found the lyrics! =D

OK... I'm pretttyyyy close. HAH!

The song helped me finished 2.4km today!

=))))) 19s improvement! heee...

But I think it's still a D.

Nvm, it's not the actual one yet. It's next week!!!!

WAHHH...

I get butterflies in my stomach before I run everytime. Ok, I shall not be nervous!

(my 2nd last 2.4km here I COME!)

I wanna be, everything you want me to be
I wanna live my life for YOU!



All I need is,
All I need is, YOU!
In every little thing I do,
All I need is
All I need is, YOU!
Cause You're the only one,
The only one for me!
=D



Never wanna be
Never wanna be
Living little less than all you want for me.
Giving all my life
TO MY GOD,
now I'll worship you!
(Only one for me - Hillsongs London)



I couldn't find the lyrics online.
SO! I have to listen and figure out myself. (You know how bad I am at this)
SO! This is all I figured out!
HAHA. Good enough.
(though there are missing verse in between!!! I can't catch what they are singing you see....)
Anw, I like the song. =D

Here are just some of the retarded pictures that me and wen took on the train!

HAHA!

Caption: We are meant to be!

(pleasseeeeee......) HAHA!

wen says she's attempting to kiss a pig.

I think I look more like a duck here!

*quack!

One of the rare normal looking smiling photos...



The epitome of unglamness. (if there's such a word even.)
wen looks like a donkey. I have no idea what I look like...
HA!

I need to control my uncontrollable laughter....

heeeeee.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARL CHARL!!! =DDD

(celebrations was ytd though...)

AREN'T YOU HAPPY CHARL! SO FUN RIGHTS! =))

I know you had lots of fun! HEHE.

--> MORE PHOTOS!

Here is the HIGHLIGHT of the day!

Ok. Wenqi asked Weida to present Charlotte's favourite white rose to her.
It was HILARIOUS! Weida had a shirt on that says "I love Charlotte Chan Yen Lin", which was given to Charlotte after that.
And he read a poem that he said he wrote for Charlotte.
(which i later realise was actually found online. -.-)
Poorrrrr weida was forced to do all these.... HAHA.

HOHO. =)

LOVE LOVE<3>

What if you're right? He was just another nice guy.
What if You're right?

What if it's true? They say the cross will only make a fool of you.
What if it's true?

What if He takes His place in history with all the prophets and the kings
who taught us love and came in peace, but then the story ends?

What then?

But what if you're wrong? What if there's more?
What if there's hope you've never dreamed of hoping for?
What if You jump? Just close your eyes.
What if the arms that catch you, catch you by suprise?
What if He's more than enough?
What if it's love?

What if you dig way down deeper than your simple-minded friends?
What if you dig?

What if you find a thousand more unanswered questions down inside?

That's all you find?

What if you pick apart the logic and begin to poke the holes?
What if the crown of thorns is no more than folklore that must be told
and re-told, and re-told?

But what if you're wrong? What if there's more?
What if there's hope you've never dreamed of hoping for?
What if You jump? Just close your eyes.
What if the arms that catch you, catch you by suprise?
What if He's more than enough?
What if it's love?

'Cuz you've been running as fast as you can.
You've been looking for a place you land for so long.

But what if you're wrong?

What if You jump? Just close your eyes.
What if the arms that catch you, catch you by suprise?
What if He's more than enough?
What if it's love?

(What If - Nichole Nordeman)

MOVIE: Facing The Giants

Sometimes we feel that we are not good enough to do certain things.

That there's only a certain limit that we can reach.

Sometimes we are not willing to reach a higher limit because it is too hard and too painful to push ourselves.

Our mind is so fixed on the idea that we cannot do it.

And if someone tells us we can, we'll say it's impossible.


The truth is, we can.

God is there telling us, "You can! You can!"

Just like Coach Grant beside Brock.

God sees the final product in us, but we are not there yet.

We must be willing to allow Him to drive us, mould our character and teach us perseverance.
=)



This movie is just "WOAH!"

Very inspiring and encouraging.

MUST WATCH! MUST WATCH!



My church is showing it on 11th May (Friday) 7.30pm
COME WATCH! =)))

TMR SOCCER MATCH AT SCHOOL!

CHARL CHARL WATCHING WITH ME
SR vs MJ!!!

Wong Wong just found a new boyfriend whose name is Patrick and happen to be a starfish that co-stars in Spongebob Squarepants.

btw, starfish has no brains...

For Patrick's case, maby a pea-size one.

HAHA!

I found a handsome photo of him. =)

HAHA! (wong wong going to scream at me alr....)

oh, one more thing.

I SURVIVED WEDNESDAY!!!

THANK GOD.

My 2 days of no sleep paid off! YES!

I'm walking on a very unstable bridge...

One wrong step, I'll fall into deep waters and get into deep trouble!

AHHH!

I have went to wrong places 2 times already this week and it's only TUESDAY!

And the embarrassing thing was I went to a boys' toilet thinking it's a girls' toilet...

(It's because I didn't have enough sleep!)

BUT, GOOD THING NO ONE WAS AROUND OR INSIDE!

soooo much things to catch up!

It's going to be a CRAZYYYY weekk....

*pulls hair.

It would be by God's grace if I manage to survive somehow...

HAH.

okkkk... I'll look where I'm going...

WAKE UP YONGEN!!!!

Rockers On A Mission (ROAM) =D

Salvation Army Family Day Carnival.

This is the PURPLE CAT that I bought!

No ordinary soft toy okkkk!

Can put toilet roll in!

And you pull the toilet roll out from the cat's backside!

HAHA!!!

Like this!

MY NEW SHIRT! =D

(ok I only took a picture of the wordings...)

Though it's like not my size,

BUT IT'S STILL A NICE SHIRT!!!

Stepping out of my comfort zone... ...

Not exactly something that I specialise in and neither is it exactly something I like to do.



Can I say that I'm still not quite used to the environment?
Perhaps there seems to be too many changes that I am still plainly overwhelmed.
I don't really know.



I don't enjoy walking home alone.

I don't enjoy having no one that I can really talk to.



Maybe cause I miss Cedar...
Maybe cause I don't like to be independent...
Maybe cause things are just different...
Maybe cause I'm just being emotional now...



I don't really know... ...



God are you moulding my character? I feel so helpless right now. It's as if there's alot of things I can't do. I don't have the motivation to do anything. I almost cried during maths tutorial today. Sometimes my mind just drift and I caught nothing fromthe teacher ... And sometimes I fall asleep... And again I caught nothing from the teacher...



Lord, I will trust in you.
Help me find strength, motivation and courage.
I do not stand alone, God is with me.
He is my deliverer, my comforter and my refuge.

GO! FIGHT!

Another rainy day
I can't recall having sunshine on my face
All I feel is pain
All I wanna do is walk out of this place
But when I am stuck and I can't move
When I don't know what I should do
When I wonder if I'll ever make it through



I gotta keep singing
I gotta keep praising Your name
Your the one that's keeping my heart beating
I gotta keep singing
I gotta keep praising Your name
That's the only way that I'll find healing



Can I climb up in Your lap
I don't wanna leave
Jesus sing over me
I gotta keep singing



Can I climb up in Your lap
I don't wanna leave
Jesus sing over me
I gotta keep singing



Oh You're everything I need
And I gotta keep singing
(Keep Singing - Mercy Me)



Yes Lord, you're all that I need.
Let me not forget this.
Draw me closer to you, that I may desire nothing else but being in your presence each day.
You are my refuge, my strength, my shelter.
Thank you Lord. =)

黄河一直以为她的故乡是黄土高原， 和日夜拥抱著她的黄土地。后来她发现自己的故乡是大海， 那一刻，浩瀚的蔚蓝色令他激动不已。
在一个阳光明媚的日子，海牵着她的手来到天的脚下，说: "你看，这才是我们的故乡，蔚蓝色的源头。"

I find this whole passage just so beautiful! WAH. =D

I LOVE IT!

I read it from Sister Florence's CD's backcover. Not exactly sure what is the CD about, but it got something to do with China and Christianity.

I just think the whole passage is so heartwarming and touching! Especially the last line!

I think 黄河 refers to China , 大海 refers to Jesus and 天 refers to Heaven.

so the last line should go sth like this:

[Jesus held her hand as they arrive at the foot of Heaven, and He said, "Look, this is our home, where it all began."]
Ok, it's just NICE. =)

In conclusion..... This is Chinese Literature! HAHA.

Only that, in C Lit, we are reading texts written in olden chinese (think Shakespeare in Chinese).

WAH... Haha!

Thy blog has been resurrected.
HAHA. ok lame.



This shall be another channel that I shall use to express myself. =)



And I realised, almost all of my archives are on my BC days!

Right now, I'm on Mission Discipline!
If all goes well, my beaver characteristics might even develop!
HOHO.

Guess what people! MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING!!! It's NEXT WEEK! And I am EXTREMELY EXCITED! (*grinx) YAY! It would be SO FUN! I can already see the NUMBER of people going crazy that day. We might need an ambulance to send some to asylum. HAHA. But not to worry, even if you are sent there, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. You will have neighbours next to you! And you get a room to yourself! The walls and the floors are of cushion-like, convenient for you to sleep in any position you like! Also, due to the cold weather these days, you are also entitled to a long sleeve shirt to ensure that you are kept warm at all times! (RUBBISH.)



I'm going to be SIXTEEN VERY SOON! In fact, it's less than a week away! HEY PEOPLE! What are you going to get for me? =)))



The name of the Party is asylum in hokkien (aka siao lang keng.) I know it sounds very crude. But, HEY! WHO CARES. (LOLX.) If you have ever witness lily's madness, be prepared, because on that day, it's 5 times more! It's not for the weak hearted. Don't go panicking, when you start seeing people laughing for NO particular reason at all! It only seems normal for a lunatic (like me!) to do so. -laughs. Don't BLINK you eyes, but it's a tradition of UNSOUND to use chopper to cut cakes! It only seems more creative. THINK CREATIVE, not insanity. (Maybe, you might feel better.) Come and 'LEARN' the 'ART' of insanity. We have EXPERT TEACHERS! Experienced and dedicated. =))) (I sound like I'm advertising or something.)



Already bought presents for the other 2 birthday girls! I bought my bible on the VERY SAME DAY too! *grinx. IT'S PINK. HOT PINK! -screams. (HAHA) I feel fated to get that pink one. I like that bible, but after visiting 5 stores, it's either they don't sell that bible or they only have PINK! But, it's ok! I shall be the ONLY ONE owning a PINK bible. (quite cool huh?) What matters the most is not it's appearance, but it's very content. I have been managing to keep up to reading 3 chapters a day. And already I got confused at certain parts, but I find it a very nice book to read.



Talking about books! MY LIST IS STILL VERY LONG. *it's so disappointing. I only cleared ONE BOOK! ONE!!! When I am suppose to finish around 4 or 5 during the end year holidays. I can't seem to find the books I want! It's either they are reserved or loan out. *sighx.



I am NOT SLEEPING in class already alright! There are still a few times, but it's really to the minimum already. No, it's not because i have peppermint crystals. I didn't smell them in class at all. I just put it on the table, although i still catch whiffs of it.



Everything is quite settled, I am coping relatively well. At least, I think i am.

It's a new year, it's a fresh start...



There are so many changes, ain't they all a BIG SURPRISE???? It's unfair, it's upsetting, but hey! What can we do? It's a bad start to already experience DISAPPOINTMENT on the VERY FIRST period of the day. There goes our sec 4 lvl... Just RIGHT ON TOP of us. (oh well.)



I have been looking forward to go to the top level all these times. I very much believe, it's not only me who shares the same sentiments. (I WANT MY SEC 4 LVL.) But, there's nothing that can be done. It's has been forever that the 4th level is the sec four's level and the 3rd level is the sec 3's level and so on. A sudden change seem quite overwhelming.



What's more, our school mission is changed! And no, I'm not happy with the new changes. From women of substance to what? Leaders of character?!? I prefer the old one. It seems more profound in some sense. I mean, leaders of character? Isn't that very cliche? It's like almost the same in every school? Everywhere seems to be talking about nurturing leaders.



Maybe it's just our mindset, that we can't seem to accomodate change. But, it seems too much... New people indeed come new changes.



Now we have to face that UGLY, DISGUSTING yellow walls for another year. Thank you! And now we can look up, and who we see? JUNIORS.



Somehow, the cedar spirit is dying. Do you still feel it there? It's different than before, than what I used to know it's like... What a brilliant way to spend the last year in school. I hope it won't get any worse. IT'S BAD ENOUGH ALREADY.



First, it's band, changes here, changes there. Then it's school, and more changes! That's life huh? I get it already.



I trying to stay awake! It's so much better than last year. I bothered and I'm struggling to stay awake. It's not like i want to sleep, I don't want to miss any crucial information. But, I'm already sleeping early at night! What are the chances of that? I used to sleep at 1am, 2am last year. It's like 11pm nowadays? You think I enjoy sleeping? You are wrong. I dislike VERY MUCH to sleep. That's why, I always sleep late at night. That's why, I can't keep myself awake in the morning. It has been like FOREVER that my sleeping habits has been like this. Since primary school? I never recall sleeping early. And when i do, it's worse in the morning. I'm practically floating... Now, what am i suppose to do? Sleep early or not? I need time to change the sleeping habits. But anyway, I'm very determined to stop myself from dozing off in class. That's it.



Writing this entry is so saddening all of the sudden. Oh well, that's life isn't it?

MERRY CHRISTMAS people!!! HOHOHO!
I'm had fun! Did you?

Yesterday was AWESOME!
I got myself sticky and smelly.
My goodness, some of the
sprays smell like vomit!
*gross.

It was CHAOTIC in town!
It almost became a rubbish chute.
*haha.
Spray Fights are seen
EVERYWHERE...
People look like they
are having gang fights.
Oh! There were cat fights too!
*meow.

But it was VERY fun!
Let's do it again for New Year's eve.
=))))

I am basically very mixed up right now. I am experiencing a WHOLE range of emotions today, all the way from happy to upset to being VERY ANNOYED AND PISSED! (*damn) What am i suppose to feel right now? I just feel like ranting and being sarcastic. (Please pardon me.)



I have been messed up for two consecutive days already, and i am getting rather contradicting. Getting upset and happy for the same reason. (bet my body system might break down soon.)



Let's define the meaning of work, no let me be more specific, part-time work. Now that I've a job, have a fixed income, I have money to spend and I learn things from it. Am I suppose to feel delighted? That FINALLY i am out of bankruptsy, that FINALLY i have money to "squander" on, that FOR ONCE i don't have complain of being poor?



I do pay sacrifices, now that I have lesser time for leisure, lesser time to study, lesser time to slack. (is it good?) But I am practically living a routine life, i am just hoping I find amusement out of it. At least, i would not reach a bored stage. (not yet.) Let me tell you my daily routine, I wake up at 9am, report for work at 10am and it ends at 4pm. I then go home, practise my piano (hey! i practise EVERYDAY NOW!) and i know i should be doing homework, but after being deprived of entertainment (in terms of TV, computer, movies, etc.), i felt rather reluctant to do so. My life's getting rather mundane, if you get what i mean. (oh man, why do i feel like Krishna again.)



And i was told yesterday, tuition starts next week (saturday), but i have to work! (some kind of unpredictability in life, sadly i don't really like it.) They clashed! (*damn so what am i suppose to do now?) Now i have to change my off day at work to saturday, to accommodate tuition into my already hectic life. Doesn't that mean I have to work after band on tuesday too? (my off day is on tuesday.) That's killing me, besides I am already working after band on thursday. Tell me, is that madness? (a break down seems quite imminent.)



Now, here come the contradicting part! I asked boss lady if i can change my off day, then on tuesday i work from 4pm to 10pm. She told me I was only able to work at that timing when the person in-charged for that timing is off. Then she allowed me to off on saturday too. In conclusion, I HAVE 3 OFF DAYS NOW! (now i WAS happy.) But after pondering over it a while, I realise i would earn less money, by about $40+! (now I AM UPSET.)



Therefore, I came up with another idea, I want to work on saturday morning, 9am to 2pm. I will ask boss lady tomorrow. I hope this idea would be realise.



I am utterly confused right now. VERY VERY CONFUSED. I am experiencing too many different emotions. It's complicating the whole system. (*RAHHHHSSSSSSSSSS!) (ignore that.)



(*just f*** up.)

I found a job... LIKE FINALLY.
a proper one... I tried to find one every single
hols for the past 2 yrs hols, but to no avail.

and farewell is finally OVER.
now i have more time.
and it's time to get everything settled.

well, i'm working at Downtown East,
at the NTUC foodcourt, as a cashier
for one of the stalls.

I always thought it was a easy job...
as in how hard could it be?
You just collect money right?
then you have the cash register to
calculate for you that kind of thing...

BUT BUT! IT'S NOT EASY at all!
i have so many things to do.
First day i went, to try out few hours,
they taught the basic of the cash
register, I was so overwhelmed ok.

Not by the cash register, by how much
i have to handle, and how fast i must be.
I get so messed up very easily.

You have to remember the price
of every dish, if they order soup, I have to
remember to ask if they want rice,
if they want i have to scoop for them.
That kind of thing...
Then when the food finish, I have to
add seaweed, spring onions, tomato
that kind of things...

And some people have special orders,
like they want tom yum soup, instead
of seafood, they want fish only, or they
don't want prawn.
I have to make an indication, then remember
to tell the person cooking.
At the same time, I have to collect
money from them.

SO just imagine,
it's lunch time...
you have a row of 5 to 6 people
queneing up, and everyone has
special order! MY GOODNESS..
I will just die. Or get the customers
unhappy of the long waiting time,
or get the boss lady irritated at my
slow pace. (well that hasn't happen yet..
but I already can't handle 5 to 6 customers
with just normal orders!)

I think I am so CLUMSY.
I kept making mistakes...
well minor.. (or at least i hope it is.)

I spilled a bit of tom yum soup ytd,
A BIT, cause i wanted to hurry...

then when i add spring onions in the bowl
i always drop some on the table.
(DAMN.)

THEN I KEPT GIVING WRONG CHANGE.

ok i think i'm losy...

therefore, next time when you order sth,
make it easier for the cashier,
(ESP if she/he is new.)

I hope i don't make any more mistakes.
Even if I don't get reprimanded,
I want to be helpful instead of handful.
Yupp... I will DO MY BEST!
Don't want them to waste money on a
losy cashier...

Today i learn how to tie chilli packs.
IT AIN'T EASY.
I kept getting soya sauce on my hand.
and the packet of chilli just isn't tied nicely.
Mine is so small... Auntie's one is SO big.
as in the amt of air in the packet.
(get what i mean?)

and i saw an ex-cedarian.
whom i never see before.
I think she has graduated for some time.
and I saw marian.
(i think i spelled correctly...)

I see how my job goes...
and put more updates.
(if i feel like it. haa!)