i damn freaking pissed
wif my idiotic bro...
we fighting over the most trivial matter?
but it's like damn irritating mi!
*fuck

can someone teach
mi how to IRRITATE him???
how cum everytime oso i
LOSE to him de!
damnit!!

everything oso i mux
give in to him...
i feel like slapping him kae!
but even if i resort to violence
he oso will win...
he's alwaes like this la!
he bu shuang...
i make him angry...
then wht?
he can KICK mi izzit?
fucking idiot!
i run out of things to scold him le la!

i dun care...
i wake up earlier tmr!
i dun let u watch ur tv...
even if i dun wan to watch
i oso stay at the tv!
i not gonna let u watch...
i gonna do wht u did to mi last wk!
tsk...
i reallli realli CANNOT stand him le la!

so damn unreasonable can!
UNREASONABLE!!!
stop ruining my life la!
damn u....
mux u like degrade mi....
like u are some kind of gold bar...
tell u wht...
you nth but a piece of shit can!
fuck you....

Don't vent your anger on mi
just becoz u bu shuang can...
whteva la!
you can spoil eveything tat i lend
you...
and when i spoil your stuff...
as if it's the end of the world...
tskk...


dun make mi do mean things...
i duno wht i will do...
juz dun drive mi up the wall!
dun think i invisible cann....






forget abt my bro....






i haf things to be happi abt....
went esplanade ytd...
i went gaga in the movie store...
i mean it sells all the movie
merchandises....
damn cool la!
is like the posters is those advertising
posters pasted at cinemas...
those BIG BIG one cann...
then still got those like very special de...
e.g. Harry Potter's Wand, Scarfs, LOTR's ring,
etc...
alot la...
damn nice cann... i nvr see all these b4 de lor!
then i saw House of Fury the poster!!!
AHHH!! nice nice nice!! =)))
*grinx widely....
i wan to work there for pt...
haha...
or maby video ezy...
my house downstairs...
but somehow i dun think they will hire mi...
lolx...
i think it will be a damn nice job...
haha...
face movies everyday!
i'm a movie maniac!
i can watch peter pan like everyday
the week...
the same movie over and over...
wht u think...
i am a crazy movie goer!

NEXT year will haff lotsa new
NICE movies...
coz if not wrong...
Xmen 3 coming out nxt yr...
Spiderman 3 oso...
wahh... good enuff le...
2 action movie to die for!
lolx...
and this July!
still got Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...
and Mr Willie Wonka
is JOHNNY DEPP!!!
*cool....

i like johnny depp...
haha i first saw him in pirates...
damn cool..
hee.. i looking forward to it!
=)))

ehhhh!!!!
todae die die MUST blog!!!
otherwise tmr i will forget!
nono... i will nvr forget!
buttt todae still MUST blog!

i am damn damn damn
in luvVv wif swing girls!
rawks kae!
i was almost dancing in
the cinema la!
*groovving to the music
i damn high cannn!!!
ask ting they all...
they say they feel their chairs
shaking oso...
*oops
heheee...
*i too excited le!

i reallli realli going madd
in the cinema lor!
the music damn nice la!!!
Girls go Jazz!!!
i'm a trumpeter!
i think tat show realli bring
out the Jazz!!!
i like so in luvVv wif it now too!!!

the trumpeter she damn cute lor!
she sew this mouse and put it
on the bell, to scare her to
play high notes! sooo cute!!!

i hear the trumpeters play
waanna noe my reaction...
JAWS dropped,
mouth WIDE OPEN!!!
and i said "WOW!"
DAMN GOOD LA!
perfect intonation... and the sound
round one... then is like all damn high
notes la...
then is quite fast oso... like running
notes le lor....
then it juz kept going higher and higher!

i want to play as well as her!
Shihori Kanjiya!
she look damn cute la!
make her my role model!
haha i mux learn from her!
=))))

then is like got one part
they mux leave band, coz
the actual one came back...
then they so upset cann...
i also damn heart pain la!
coz i noe how they feel...
prac so hard, then in the end
oso nth...
buttttt their jazz band more RAWKS!

then they joined this music festival!
WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!!!
damn damn NICEEEEEE!!!!
the solos rawk like duno wht la!!!
TROMBONE SOLO damn NICE!!!
is like super cann!
wahhh.... trombonist must go hear!
u will be like wowwing the whole day la!
LIKE MI!
the trumpet solo oso!
i wan to try play....
damn nice lor!
and still got saxophone solo!
wahhhh!!! SUPER NICE!!!
*i'm full of praises of it!
=)))

ehhh....
i alwaes like band...
no LUV band!!!
my attitude did change....
but it's back to normal...
i was damn moody during SYF
period... coz i din like it...
i noe it's impt...
i din slack, i tried my best....
but still i dun find SYF fun,
so i din like it....
since SYF is over...
i'm back to my normal mood...
SYF prac period so long...
i almost forgot how i used to be...
at least now i haf sth to look forward to...
BAND PRAC!!!
i wan to play my trumpiee...
play all the funn pieces...
pieces tat i can groove on....
that RAWKS!
i noe la... my attitude
towards SYF not right yesh?
butt, i can't help it...
SYF make mi very upset...
wht to do?
music ain't suppose to make you cry...
oh well...

i highly HIGHLY recommend
all band ppl to watch Swing girls!
although onli got saxophone, trombone and
TRUMPET....
butt... i think it realli makes u wanna
go and play ur instru!
coz i dying to play mine now!
i wanna be as well as them!
it's very inspiring!
yesh!
and not onli tat
it's really motivates u alot!
realli ALOT!
coz to think tat they were one HOPELESS
bunch at first...
hu can't even make a buzz in the mouthpiece
hu played putting the whole mouthpiece
in their mouths....
but after they prac... work hard...
their hard work is really paid off....
they play damn well!!!
and they won the whole hall's audiences
compared to the rest of the classical bands...
soo...
csb oso can play exceptionally well de!
mux believe we can...
and we can!

and no doubt
NO DOUBT we will get a GOLD
at nxt SYF....

HEYY people!
GO WATCH SWING GIRLS HORX!!!
=)))

since i haven nth betta to do now...
*trying to slack a while
i shall crap some stuff here...
hee...

yays!
today got my fav tv show!
finally!
saturday reached!
i can't wait for next saturday!
CAUSE....
i want to watch the NEXT EPISODE!
he's juz drop-dead cutee....
lolx...
my mum says he's not famous now alreadi...
say he is last time people's idol...
now like not even appearing in showbiz...
but nevertheless,
i still like him!
lolx...
when i told my mum
my other idol is Stephen Fung...
she look like she gonna *FAINT
haha....
she say "aiyo, he so old..."
"don't suit you"
wht crap!
=PpPpP
he onli 30+ oso ritex?
but he damn cute la!
lolx...
i realise i go crazy over the male leads
after i watch those movies or tv show...
*happen before...
lolx...
last time was i think Wu Jing or sth...
*duno his name...
now think of it...
his face damn square....
but i like him THAT time coz
in the show he damn blur and ke aii la...
tskkk....
finee...
i think i can hear wen and ting chorused
in unison....
that i so no taste ritex?
lolx...
this is call unique taste... =)))
haha...

waiiittt...
ok, dun side-track...
back to jimmy lin...
haha...
people!
must watch tian long ba bu...
coz it's very nice!
haha....
*lame me!
lolx...

OH!
my com fixed le!
my uncle changed it to XP...
*YAY!
does it mean????
I can play SIMS 2 le????
lolx...
is the graphic better???
i hope so...
coz i want to play sims 2...
haha... maby now is the time
to buy the game?
*tskk i probably get addicted to it...


i haf been pondering over some stuffs...
i trying to get rid of a mentality
i haf in my head...
coz...
i juz dun like it when i start thinking abt it...
*NOT GOOD
shows how bad person i am!
tskk...
andd.... should i like start
to learn to be realistic?
i can be so naive at times rite?
is tat good or bad?
hmmm....
i think alot lehx...
some many things in the head...
about so many things...
i sometimes really can't make up my mind...
today i dun care abt it...
the next day, i try to do my best for it...
wht's the freaking prob wif mi arh?
lolx...
my dilemma...

am i rebellious?
do i like being rebellious?
should i bother sometimes?
why i care so mux for little details?
wht's wrong wif mi?
izzit rite to haf schemish ideas in the head?
i feel like a kidd.. lolx...
one tat haf so mani questions tat
no one can ans...
how ironic...
*blehx...


ok fine...
I AM TOKING CRAP...
haha...
lolx...
look at the time!
i betta go sleep...
i dun wanna sleep in for t.h.k's
lesson animore...
for waking up late tmr...
not able to fins hw by tmr...
sleep late tmr...
and i end up sleeping in his
lesson again...
*my saddd saddd life...
lolx...
din i say i see light in life le?
haha...
i being ironic yaa?
but i like the phrase "my saddd saddd life..."
lolx...
ciaox....

heh....
band's funnn!!!!
lolx... i just can't stop grinning!
=)))) <--- see how wide i'm smiling???
haha....
yay! alot of funn pieces!
lolx... i'm practically bouncing in bandrm la!
tskk... literally, i'm moving to the music!
=))) yays!
I think music from The Incredibles
is so damn cool la!
fine if u all dun agree...
it still rawks...
i'm going madddd.....
(lily! ur fault la... u infected mi ritex!)
lolx*

rann 2.4km on thurs...
my legs are like aching very
VERY badly now....
i can't walk properly la!
this is so terrible...
i was rite to choose to runn on thurs...
if i ran nxt thurs...
i wun be able to run inter-unit
on friday de!
my whole legs are aching like shit!
i look stoopid walking up and down
the stairs!
it's weirdx....
lolx...
2nd day normally most pain one ritex...
i hope i'm betta tmr...
haha....

lolx... qing fu's laobo noe abt mi
and qing fu's affair le!!!
haha...
lolx...
she coming after mi???
haha... so funni sia...
i'm ta 3rd party...
*blehx

going to watch movie wif qing fu
and wen they all on wed!
yay!!! MOVIES!!!
oh man! sooo mani nice movies!!!
so damn cool la...
FINALLY i gonna go watch Pacifier!
*must prepare tissue!
=)))
haha... crying in movies is funn!
lolx... weird theory... butt still...
i must prepare tissue! haha...
then after Pacifier,
we gonna watch Swing Girls!
damn cool!!!
rawk my world la...
got trumpeter!
yayS*
the trumpeter in the movie damn cute la!
she wants to make herself play high notes,
u noe wht she do?
she put this crochet mouse on her trumpet,
and scare herself into playing high notes...
*maby i shld try tat...
lolx.. but i not scare of mouse la!

todae stay back sch till like 7PM!!!
first time so late!
haha...
wen they all making things for sir...
i doing my overdue 5 days
chinese hw...
my review is nice!!!
lolx...
i write the words until so damn nice la!
it's true kae!
ask lily!
damn nice!
=)))
i spent 1 hr la...
wht u think?
she dun gif mi A
i will be damn disappointed kae!
i put in alot of hard work...
though i take very long to hand up...
heyy, people need inspiration de la!
*wht crap ritex...
tskk....


lily and ya ju went *INSANE
literally i mean it LITERALLY!
they all 2 communicating to each other
singing in phantom music tunes...
lolx..
damn funny la...
lolx, the 2 of them damn lame la...
and wen they all scared us!!!
coz the 2 of them too engrossed singing,
din realise they were hiding at the corner...
and i was too engrossed wif my chinese
hw...
lolx... *i'm a perfectionist??
tskk...
my heart almost jumped out la..
i heard footsteps...
twice...
but it happen too quickly la...
got a shock of my life...

then lily's damn funny oso la!
i keep disturbing herr..
*she wear wrong bra todae!
haha...
coz i itchy fingers ma...
go PULL the bra straps..
*woots...
there goes the bra...
no la...
it din drop... but
i luffed alot...
coz she din realise!
so blur la you!!!
haha...
then after tat in classrm...
ya ju go pull again...
haha...
then i was like telling wen
to pull down the bra... from
the strap behind,
so the whole bra would drop
off...
lolx...
it almost did!!
lily look like she kena RAPED!!!!
lolx... GANG-RAPED!!!
i'm one of the rapist... haha...
then she went toilet adjust tat time
the strap was in front at the collar there la..
damn funny la!
LILY!
u should join my bro sia!
i think u 2 can come up wif a lot of jokes
and realli make us laugh until
we rolling on the floor...
haha... (i meant tat figuratively)
tskk...
she very hao xiao...


yays!
it's very funn suddenly!
i shall haf funn!
=)) of coz i wun be neglecting
studies...
but i still haf funn!
at least, i'm back to normal!
*yay yay yay!!!

another run thru of events
so far....
haha...
btw, i crazy over another person!
haha...
no wonder jing say i keesiaox de!
i totalli agree....
lolx...
jux realise his name is jimmy lin...
damn cutee la...
i see him, i wann to pinchh his face!
haha....
lolx... he got baby face la...
they say he quite old le...
30+???
i duno lehx....
but his shows very nice!
haha... but the saturday de a bit de...
ermmmm... ahem....
tsk, haha....
oh well, but i still like stephen fung kae!
he oso very ke aii....


okae, other than tat...
i got quite or maby very pissed over someone...
i freaking annoyed!
but nvm...
i'm calm now...
i shan't be mean to tat person la...
i feel badd but sometimes i realli can't stand it...


my bro met up wif a car accident
on sunday!!
i was outside laa...
then is like halfway, my hp rang...
then my dad tell mi my bro in hospital...
i was like HUH????
omg...
freak la...
dunno to say he damn lucky or damn sui....
he can say onli minor injury i guess...
he onli need to stay for observation...
he got head injury somemore...
of all places la!
scary la... his jersey was bloody...
peiting went wif mi...
lolx... my bro was ok by then la...
he still can joke la...
and make ting laugh...
so he more or less normal...
nvr suffer from shock....
haha....


todae....
SYF!
i wasn't panicking mux...
but a bit ta anxious and scare la..
my hands sweat alot la...
freak...
i din perform my best la!
*............
u noe wht,
the first word i said when the
results were announced....
f***
tsk... very upset...
*disappointed

then i fell asleep while the rest
of the bands were playing....
sounded like lullaby to mi...
*oops, i hope u all dun find it an insult...
it's not kae....
i have nth to say for myself....

juz came back from tampines....
went to watch house of fury
wif moi family......

the show is so freaking nice!!!!
i'm so damn in luv wif tat show la!!!
ok it's realli realli very nice!!!
realli!!!
i feel like watching again....
tat would depend whether i got money not la....
haha*

stephen fung is so damn shuai la!
so ke aii....
i'm full of praises for him....
but i think i shall not start....
or i wun be able to end!
he's realli so damn cute....
i'm in luvVvvVv wif him la....
haha....
maby i shall frame him my new idol....
lolx....
=)))) *grins





he look so ke aii when
he sha xiao...
haha....
so mi ren....
*blehx


the martial art choreography
is damn good!!!
i mean it's super detailed la....
even to the extent tat
the guy can dodge his head butt,
and knock his head wif his shoulder...
if you see tat, you'll noe wht i mean....
*damn good la!
*rounds of applauses!!!

and my fav part,
is when gillian and stephen fight....
they are siblings la...
and well, they are alwaes quarreling...
wow man!
they quarrel wif style!!
*thumbs up!!!
is like they fighting over watching tv...
over the remote...
and they started using kungfu,
and tries to snatch the remote from each other....
*zhan
but the funny part is tat,
they spoil the remote in the end...
*lolx...
and at the table....
stephen laughed at gillian
for being so wen rou,
juz becoz her bf came.....
then they fought wif their legs under the table...
lolx...
the whole table shaking sia...
and their neighbour downstairs....
haf their ceilings shaking too....
*funny
*so cool la...
lolx... maby i shld fight like tat
wif my bro....
*haha.... jkjk
i probably lose....
aiya, i fight wif my bro,
i alwaes lose....
tsk....
at least, you can see i'm not as barbaric as he...


saw this idol drama
the vcd was screening....
it's starring xiezhi and renfu...
*lolx...
i'm very outdated la...
haha...
but i see renfu,
*oops
i abit ta aroused...
haha....
renfu is so ke aii too!!!
i still wan his hugg....
*blehx....
and the laptop...
haha....


bought ear studs todae!!
very nice...
shiny shiny de...
lolx....
one's pink
the other white....
now i haf 3 on my ears...
tsk...
cool!
and besides spot check over le!!!
even more cool....
haha....
oh, btw i gotten myself a new earhole!
haha...
luv it!
and the stud is erm very pale blue...
looks white though....
but it's still nice!
=)))

i abit ta high sia...
lolx...
maby i shld calm down...
haha...

i'm so proud of myself todae...
i fins revising for tmr's a maths test!
i did all the sets worksheet tat
mdm lee gave...
those tat she did wif us b4,
i did it again...
(to confirm i noe how to do....)
hehe....

i hope tue no cl test
how cum got lor...
i rmb writing it as 19th de lor
freak la!
i haven study can...
few hours,
how to study the whole of 2B???
am i suppose to perform
a miracle tmr?
by finishing studying 2B???
lolx....
hopefully dun haf...
tsk...
then i shall do all the coord geog
wksheet....
i hafing fun doing maths!
haha...
good thing now,
at least i getting a bit of interest in maths!
coz the topics are funn...
at least i understand....
and noe how to do...
tat's the funnest part!
blehx...

i'm still grinnning
over the cuteness of stephen
lolx...
haha...
am i like going madd again?
i will scream if i go madd again...
haha....
oh well,
things will come naturally...
tsk we shall see!
but i m alreadi kinda crazy le!!!
heeee.....

i shall doodle my book abt this tmr!!!
=)))
oOoOoOoOo....
sooo funnn....

ehh i dun feel like ending this entry....
i still wanna keep singing praises
of House of Fury....
and repeating and irritating ppl
ard mi abt how super nice it is!!!!

House of Fury is damn nice!!! *2 thumbs and 2 big toes up!!!
haha...
*i getting too high liaox...
*getting lame...
haha....

house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...
house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...
house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...
house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...
house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...
house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...
house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...
house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...
house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...house of fury is so nice...

april fool's!!!
so funn todae can!
=)))

haha...
the april fool's trick so creative de....
funn!

lolx....
onli prank 2 tcher todae...
mrs peh and mrs low!

i luv mrs peh la!
literature so rawks can!
i luv lit! =)))

haha....
we change the time to nxt period...
physics lesson time...
then someone wrote on the board:
"physics lesson go theatrette"
lolx... then the whole class took our pencil boxes
and went to hide in the toilet nxt door...
funni larx!
all 40 of us... squeeze in like 5 cubicles...
*lolx
then after tat went back class liaox...
we keep clicking our pens...
i juz couldn't stop luffing la...
after tat we haf air raid....
everyone was suppose to scream
and hide under the table
when phy gives the signal....
haha...
whn she gave 2nd signal (which was the dropping of her bottle)
i was like so damn engrossed in writing my notes..
i got a shock can!
i was writing a "u"
u should haf seen wht it becum la....
"haf a long tail u noe"
lolx....

then we prank mrs low oso...
which was last period...
we wanted to like
sit outside class...
everyone stare at the clouds....
when mrs low ask us wht we doing...
we say we are looking at clouds...
and ask her if there are realli castles in the sky...
tat kind of thing....
but this plan wasn't carried out la...
but i tot tat was funni sia...

then instead, cheryl hid in the cupboard....
and start flickering the lights on and off.....
and we were acting like very scared tat kind of thing...
lilin was saying tat she was very scare....
and another say sth like mrs low brought a ghost to class...
and when we ask to switch off the front lights,
coz mrs low wanted use visualiser,
the front lights were on...
haha...
*damn funni la
i couldn't stop luffing....

we oso "copied" the way mrs low toks....
coz she alwaes end her sentences wif "alrite" and "ok"
lolx and when she said tat we were suppose to ans her
alrite or ok oso....
she very funni...
she was like thinking of her nxt sentence like tat...
make sure no "alrite" or "ok"
but in the end she still say out...
haha...
*habitual

lolx...
then we haf air raid again...
the funni part was mrs low din even noe how we are signal
to hide under the table...
she din realise the bottle dropped? like twice???
kekex....
then she was asking us wht she shld do?
then we ans tat she shld oso hide under the table....
*tsk

then after tat we lied tat we felt tremors....
and pretend we were like so scared....
*lolx... mrs low played along...
saying she felt it too....
haha....
then she say we very cute...
coz we are actualli shaking our own tables...
*haha.....

april fools' funnn!!!
let's do it again....
and i can't believe some tcher acutalli cried...
got a feeling tat she duno it's april fool's day...
*tsk....

3Z very zhan la...
a few at a time say they got tournament,
tat kind of thing...
then slowly one by one left the class....
until in the end onli one person in the class
listening to her lesson....
*so funni sia....

ehhh...
this yr april fools' very funn!!!!!
haha...
gd thing i nvr kena prank...
coz i think i make an easy victim
lolx...
i so blur one la....
haha.....

aniwae...
i pieced my ear todae....
very pain sia....
until now still ouches....
*bearable la
think the flesh there too mux...
haha....
got like a lump sticking out there like tat ma...
*lolx....

hope this time no infection...
otherwise waste money again...
if got money maby i gonna piece somemore...
until one side 3 one side 2....
haha....
see how la....
maby onli...
*hehe....

i am brooding over my pathetic lifestyle....
hmmm...
it somewht got betta and worse?
when did i start hafing such a pessismistic outlook of life...
so stress la...
i obviously can't cope...
i dun wan to do my hw either...
can't imagine how sec4 life gonna be?

erm...
SYF is on 12th April... 11am
we must get GOLD!
nono... we will get it!
yays!!!

erm....
broke down again... on thurs
so irritating...

went out on fri...
go Sentosa!
i saw adeline!
haha...
i got burnt la...
*ouch
i deliberately shade myself from sun...
still kena tan...
*blehx
while they tan...
i busy eating...
tsk tsk...
i'm a greedy pig...
so hungry mahx...
played at the beach!
hmmm... very fun...
i took lotsa fotos!!!
yays!

school reopening....
my hectic life is starting again...
how wonderful! tsk....
hw not fins la!!!
got test somemore!
i haven study...


i dun noe why...
but i getting upset over the stupidest reasons i feel...
oh well..
i'll juz explode one day la...
how amazing ritex...
freak...

hmm...
9 days since i last blog?
make i suppose to be happy tat i showed improvement?
wht rubbish...
nvm my crap...
ok... 9 days run thru of events!

basicalli tat entire week was pretty exhausting..
and i'm very deprived of sleep...
for the first time i actualli pon band...
wht shu yan said was actualli rite...
tat our morale is running low...
mine is almost empty...
but i will replenish it somehow....
SYF is coming.... erm...
bad or good i do not noe?
i juz hope we do well and call it an end for a while...
SYF is stressful, boring and maby
sometimes irritating....
*i'm numb....

the week b4 hols was hardly manageable...
this is like erm March???
how mani times haf i actualli break down?
like compared to last year...
almost 2 times alreadi... and
there ain't no exams yet...
wtf....
*forgive mi for being so vulgar....
things haf been too frustrating...
i dun wan to be pushed to the verge...
oh well...

and last saturday...
was my piano exam...
i do not noe wht to comment abt...
i simply dislike commenting on tests/exam
unless i feel like it...
which seldom do...
hmmm....
and my bbq after tat was fun!
but i look horrid in the fotos...
and at the breakwater,
we saw a couple PDA...
like excuse mi....
there are like kids or maby youngsters beside u...
staring???
don't u feel shameful at all???
izzit tat necessary to display it all at PUBLC?
ok the beach is romantic...
fine...
but i guess it's not exactly good to be doing tat...
whteva...
NO SEXUAL REFERENCES plz...
movies like these are M18 or maby R21
so.... u understand why we can't watch rite?
tsk....

i had a dream again...
so irritating...
i dunno...
i find myself so erm.... pointless...
so wht if there's hols....
like it's onli 7 days?
and wht the point of giving hols
: for us to rest?
whn we haf like homewk???
ok i noe it's out of good intentions...
i juz getting sick of it somehow....
nvm...

and i'm very hurt kae...
abt wht u've done...
whether u see this or not i do not know...
somehow i dun think u even bother...
like wht u say u actualli put in action...
obviously u dun understand....
why i bother wif u sometimes?
like they say it's betta to gif then take?
wht's the point to gif whn it's not appreciated?
and if it's happiness tat i shld be getting back...
guess wht i din got tat...
i juz got pretty upset....

alrite.... i actualli realised how super long i haven't blog....
Oh well...
I guess i missed out alot of stuff huh....
*thisissoirritating....
nvm...
iluvVvVvblogging
*imissnotbloggingeverysingleday.....

ileadasadlife...
wht to do?

i finalli gotten myself a tuition...
i realli dun enjoy a maths lesson...
1st: dun understand
2nd: boring
3rd: dun see the point in listening....

so hmmm...
if i kena called to ans qns
i basicalli is relying on Yun Huey la...
tsk tsk

oh.... Valentines' day
(wowww... like so long ago and i blog abt it now?)
*i'mbeingsarcastic

ok....
i got lotsa sweets.... =)
i like my eeyore cup from wen
the wordings on the cup is meaningful
somewhat reflect abt mi too...
and ting's notebk
haha the words on it is meaningful too....

haha.... and 14th Feb is the day
i dislike another tcher...
i realised sth....
PE got tougher this yr?
I ran like 10 rounds on the track for pe tat day...
coz we are late....
and haf to go for a 3 rounds jogging ard the sch ltr...
*tat's pretty insane!

and erm...
the nxt day 15th Feb
was the day SYF results were announced...
i duno abt other ppl...
i realise how mux i dislike this yr...
partly coz of SYF
it's very stressful and disheartening
and coz this yr i'm sec 3
alot of work...
currently I'm super deprived of sleep...
much worse than last yr....
and i so no mood to study?
but i'm not exactly prepared to fail...
life's been so tough
and i hardly managed....


watched alot of movies recently...
I've watched Constantine!
very nice!!!
haha =)))
so funni last part...
haha....
and I went to watch Howl's moving Castle
wif my classmates!
I LUV HOWL!!!
he so shuai!
haha....
*oops
and the movie so touching...
he waited for sophie for so long...
*true luv...
awwwww....
when's mine gonna come???
*blehx
and erm I went to watch
Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events
last friday onli...
erm i like the books
but i dun think the movie was all well done...
coz the scenes changed a bit too abrupt...
but i like the characters!
Violet so chio!
Claus shuai...
and SUNNY!!! she so keai!!!!
then i realise sunny is acted by twins can!
kara and shara hoffman
i think....
so identical!
u noe twins dun exactly look identical kae...



Oreo and Kit-Kat gave birth!!!
*shock
2 days b4 oac?
*even more shock
Oreo's very good at time man...
of all times BEFORE oac...
*zhan zhan
oh well...
pretty long story...
i basicalli panicked la...
and was calling lily and wen
and we were conferencing like until midnite or sth...
i saw the pups ard 11+pm la...
the pups i think open eyes le ba...
but they din run away whn i touch them
haha
they are more brave
compared to wen's
lolx!
funni....
tsk tsk...

OAC!
tiring, fun, exciting, interesting
sleepy, disgusting, smelly, sticky,
funny....
you can see how limited my vocab is...
ahh...
nvm
I enjoyed camp...
lolx...
are we like gineu pigs or sth
(oh great! i dun even noe how to spell ha!)
6 days camp!
i was seriously unprepared for such
a long camp!
i was afraid i get constipation!
i'm not exactly ready to shit there....
dun like the toilets...
but i clever... haha!
when we went to science centre
for astronomy fieldtrip or sth...
I used the toilet there....
lolx... so funni...
so mani ppl crowded in the toilet to use the toilet
to shit...
lalala... *funni
erm... some highlights onli ba!
so mani things happened within 6 days!
well i slept on the floor for all 6 days...
coz the bed very hot...
i prefer the floor =)
i duno why i tot i would dread solar cooker...
but somehow i liked it!
and night walk wasn't how i expected it to be...
oh well....
and campfire was fun!
but i din cheer for a while coz i a bit no voice...
then ehhh practically everyone fell in love wif chief...
haha...
she very ke ai ritex?
i bet so mani agrees....
aniwaes my class got best class!
YAY!!!

and i found chief's nametag(the maskingtape one)
at spiral staircase...
haha kena "snatched" away by my fren le...
otherwise i gif ahma...
haha....
was tat left there purposely or accidentally?
haha... lily was saying they trying to see
how long it'll disappear...
lolx....

saw alot of seniors after we breakcamp...
coz they came back for their results...

tat day chinese period...
tcher showed us a movie....
i think it has sth to do wif homosexuality
but tat part hasn't come out yet...
well since it hadn't reached tat part...
everyone is juz drooling over the male character...
oh my goodness...
he is super shuai!!!
we need buckets ppl!
pass somemore!
lolx...
we are all drooling away....


ytd i had a dream
that seemed so real
i realli realli tot tat was happening...
guess i forgot to pinch myself...
the dream drifted off and
i juz get more upset
to know that it's all onli a dream...
well...
i not exactly upset til i'll break down or sth
but it's realli depressing to noe those happi things
that happen in ur head whn u dream
are juz alwaes the opposite from reality
so in other words those things can nvr happen
in this real world...
i guess....
it seems to haf proven so...
mani times?


i juz wondering whn i can blog?
probably nxt month like wht had happen now...
sad life...
is this like a monthly blog or sth?
*i'm pretty bothered


i'mwearingafakesmileonmyfacethatistearingmyselfapartinside....

firstly...
THANKS alot!
to those that encouraged mi....
*greatly appreciated
=)))
I'm realli fine le....
in fact i still can't understand
why i'm crying in the 1st place....
erm...
*nvm




you noe wht?
i feel horribly like Krishna now....
(just in case u din noe... he is a character in my lit bk)
well, my life is basically in a total mess...
(yesh, juz like Krishna)
and my work are piling up....
and yesh... i'm constantly nagged by
the feeling of my incomplete work...
and since i use "nagged"
i basically trying to convey the msg tat
i am greatly reluctant to complete....

now....
*juz how indiscipline can i get??
*juz whn i tot i was getting more discipline
*blehx....

aniwae...
discipline can be cultivated...
true...
but, i dun even haf the discipline
to even start cultivating it....
now... do u understand wht i mean???

*nvm
i almost died jogging 3 rounds...
i'm still pondering over the issue...
*WHY???
They even make us run 3 rounds the first place???
then Napfa coming tat time how??
4???
*freak....
*I hope i faint....


My Reunion Dinner
(saturday)

*goodness!
my cousins dyed their hair....
sooo cool kae...
unfair....
*blehx
aniwae...
My cuzzie, the same age de...
her lower part of her hair, behind
and her fringe is like dyed and bleached...
violet...
and after bleaching is like a whole range of colours...
pink, orange, yellow, purple....
so cool kae...
it's like gradient.....
my older cuzzie,
his hair is dyed like golden brown
one line across the head...
*bad at the descriptive
but i hope u understand wht i trying to say....

lolx...
ate til i like exploding...
*burst
haha....
ehhh.... my hair cut on the same day too...
alamak...
*so short
but nvm...
i can live thru it....

had funn...
and my cuzzie stayed overnite...
=)))

lolx...
my stupiak brother is now keeping
a stray cat turned pet cat outside my house...
and we haf like hamsters
and fishes in the house...
I hope it does not haf a craving for them...

CNY is coming...
i'm so excited...
and erm... sianx...
well, i haf so mux work piled up rmb?
ya....
and erm... like onli 1 house to visit...
*horribly pathetic...
i should haf more kids nxt time....
*haha.....

hmmm....

ok, like few days nvr blog...
and i was like complaining life is so boring
at my last entry...

and guess what....
i got soooo "exciting"
yaaaa..... (it's true u noe)
(i sound so sarcastic.... nvm)

aniwae...
the holland conductor came...
shift the way we sit...
now i sitting at the trombone there...
and erm... i dun like
*too short
*blehx

nvm... then i realise sir is onli
gonna take 2 ppl from 1st trumpet...
and which is the ppl playing
the duet....
i was like.... *depressed
ya.... as in my role is so insignificant la...
like i dun exist oso nvm....
*it's ok... forget it...

ijuzupsetyiwasputin1stthefirstplace
whenheisonlicompulsorytakingtheduetppl?
ipracsohard.... fornothing???
islikeifeelmyeffortswereerm...unappreciated?
iduno...hecan'tbeputtoblameinoe...
wasn'trealliblaminghim....was
*questioning
*doubting
*confused
*blur
*dununderstand
mylonghoursofpractisesareallatimeofwastenow...
*toreflect
it'snotreallitrue...
thoughwasupsetattimeswhilehafingpractoo
*pissed?
butistillmadeprogressplaying1st?
icantouguenow(howironic...)
icanslurthesoloup
icanhitmyAs
icanflutterhighG

ihaftopracsohardtogetallthesekae...
wheniwasin2ndicanplaynthofthese...
intheendiwasn'tevenrecognisedorwhteva...
*nvm

ya...sectionals...
*gettingmoreandmoreupset
then haf the "audition"
wif our seniors ya....
then erm....
*couldn't bear the tears wellin inside...
*finalli cried....

Seniors:
sorry i din ans ani of ur qns....
i can't tok when i cry....
erm... i dun like to tok when i cry too....
i will just cry even more badly...
ya, sorri i made u all cry too....
*tat wasn't suppose to happen

erm...
yesh i wanna go syf
ya i realli realli dun mind tat....
i hope i din sound very unconvincing
to u tat day la...
and ya i'm betta le =)

i tink alot of ppl broke down tat day...
erm almost whole sect cried...
peiting they all oso cried ya...
very sad...
*i hope i dun remind u of ani sad stuff
and u cry again horx....







today....
well a maths test....
i'm going to fail kaex....
and u noe wht...
*i'm cheering and celebrating...
*i'm overjoyed
*i couldn't be bothered kae
(i meant literally)
no i dun haf attitude prob
juz tat is realli i dun understand lesson
i dun even see the point of listening...
i shall do self-study for all my chap
and u shall see how "well" i
gonna score kae....
*congratulate mi ya....


evening, went to singapore conference hall
prac...
ehh...
think todae trumpet section very hyper...
erm.... ya... couldn't stop luffing
in the bus...
*lolx...
*was toking abt my flasher expr
*serious... i've seen one b4....
i was so scared then...
it seems so hilarious to mi now....
hahaha!!! (i'm realli realli luffing....)

lolx...
Zhijie say i'm impure...
*whteva...
i'm victim la

then saw michael chia and johnny toh
at Geylang...
lolx...
think they go there eat one la...
yummy food all ard there de....

had funn todae la...
after suffering from break down? ytd....
erm....
yaa... think tat's all
the "exciting" stuff tat happened....


ihavefoundwhatiaspiretobe
andigonnapursuethatdream
andnothingisgonnastopmefromdoingso
thefightingspiritinmiwillconttoburn
andaniobstaclewouldonlibeanevent
teachingmisthnew,teachingmetobebetta
andifiamnot
icanonliconclude
ihafnotworksmartorhardenuff...




"I kept everything inside
and even though I tried
it all fell apart
What it meant to me
will eventually be a memory
of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter"

I'm dying...
can i sleep???

i'm getting slack....
*blehx

yay... (my yay sounds so tired nvm...)
CNY coming....
i want new clothes....

aniwae....
today....
P.E!!!
ROCK CLIMBING!!!
yesh! finalli.... long awaited...
oh man!
luvVvVv this segment lotx! =)))

but guess wht.... after my hand got cramps..
and almost died of exhaustion after climbing...
JOGGING!!!
3 ROUNDS!!!!
omg....
*faints (not literally)

cannot take it le...
wahh i look like juz came out from shower...
but it's all perspiration....

lessons are bored todae...
nth mux....
hmm.. my mortal found hu am i...
but how cum i duno my angel yet???
*fail fail....
lolx....


Ytd went shopping...
hmm...
bought the exact thing as Lily...
but her skirt is pink... mine is black...
wen got the same skirt as mi...
black too....


life's so boring....
*no excitement...
*blehx....

my blog is so horrid...
no energy go do now...
maby another day...
shall leave it looking horrid for a while....

listeningtoperformances'pieces

reminds mi of those days we practised
pieces for performances....
imissplayingthem...
imissthemtoo...
*hee

i'm so worried i wun qualify for syf
i still can't tougue my triplets...
though i din make progress...
but i am yet to perfect the score....
*depressed
haizz....

what jess say is true too....
*reality sux
but wht can i do?
how mani ppl actualli bother?
how mani actualli put in their best effort?
how mani alreadi perfected their playing?
are we realli tat far from gold???
is c.0.p all we realli deserve???
i dun wan to end up crying....

anyways....
I would do my best!
i wun resigned to fate...
i can't believe i can't tougue triplets!
i'll prove u wrong (huever u are)
i can tougue it...

and...
BAND WILL GET GOLD!!!
we will work hard!!!
i dun care...
we will definitely get gold...

hearingthesongsmakemievenmoreupset....

whyisrealitysoharsh?
whymuzwefacethetruth?
why???



aniwae...
this whole wk haf been quite tough...
very hectic....
there are like quite alot of tests...
and blur me study all the wrong stuff...
but luckily realise just in time...
but still i wasted my precious time!!!
goodness...

and u noe wht...
i juz got even more irritated by sb...
*tcher
nvm some shld noe hu i refering to....
ltr if some tcher happen to read this...
my head would be rollin
*nvm

aniwae... i juz can't stand the tcher...
duno how to teach de...
whn is ms leong going to sit in for tchers' lessons???
i suggest the first she shld sit in is ahem's lesson...
then she will realise how terrible tat tcher is...
goodness...
i was so horribly pissed by tat tcher ytd...
nvm y...


there are happi things too la...
i realise i getting very crazy...
lolx....
cannot say y....
u all will tease and laugh at mi...
*i will paiseh de
soo... erm....*shhhhhh


i wan and dun wan to cut my hair...
*i can't decide...
howw???
i wan fringe...
but i scare not nice...
shld i rebond???

i am kenny's exam question...
if my hair is nice...
he would haf pass wif flying colours...

LOLX....

nvm.....

This blog would be inactive...
For the whole of nxt wk???

I WANT TO CHANGE TEMPLATE!!!

no time no time no time!!!
*screams....

i will change template and update fully nxt wkend...
*cries
i no time to blog everyday like i used to le...
*so sad
muz learn to manage my time!
tian arh... cheryl! how u manage time de! so envious...
=PpPpPp

I'm so horribly piled up...
I shall try my best not to let things pile..
wahh...
but the amount of stuff to be done
juz couldn't be finished by a day!
and... erm my speed is not very fast la...
I shall do things faster??

I so happi, i getting more disciplined!
at least my completion of tasks are not tat overdue...
erm... more or less on dateline?
betta than last time le ba....

5 tests nxt wk!
*faints
I duno how to cope sia...

erm...
3 major ones?
but now no mid-yr exam...
every tests are like very impt!

I so screwed my a maths class test!!!
I so careless can!
*slap slap....

ehh...
My mood more or less getting betta ba...
And Homework is more or less getting heavier...
I am getting to luVvVvVv my combi even more!

I luvVvVv humans...
I shall do my best to ace them... =)))
Literature so nice...
I think William Wordsworth's poem are comprehensive...
more or less can guess their meaning...
I like poems tat rhyme...

Some poems can be so chim
and somemore dun rhyme....
I dun quite like these kinds...
perhaps i couldn't even understand....
*blehx...

Geography very nice!
toking abt Plate Tectonics...
*quite interesting...
Has sth to do wif Tsunami...

Two subjects i scare i wouldn't do well:
-A maths
-Chemistry

*no offence
But i tink they duno how to teach...

T.H.K still ok la...
juz tat he lame until i abit de shou bu liao le!
Over the hols,
I think he got lamer....
*faints

I onli looking forward to:
-Mrs Low
-Mrs Peh
-Ms Tan (Set text onli)
-Mr Yau
-Mrs Choo (maby)

onli...
good start?
probably...


Had health screening todae..
*heng
no need to review my back this yr...
*disgusting
dun like to strip...
*blehx

So proud of my eyesight!!!
It's perrrrrffect!
=)))
*in my genes...
so happi whn i could see everything...
lalala...

lolx...
*alwaes look forward to the nurse to praise
abt my eyesight...
hehe...
*ok la i abit ta bhb...
=PpPpPpPp

Cca Exhibition

so funn....
one bunch of us were going hyper...
going ard promoting for band
recruiting more ppl!

Saw some nice ppl...
some very dao
oso dun wan to tok to them...
*hehe
juz gave them souvenior then
they like want to go le...
so nvm lor...

I like the booth
very nice lehx...
haha the shakers were "shaking"
hehe the sec 3s played many pieces
we were grooving to the music!

I almost can flutter my high G
a little bit more....
work harder...
then i will flutter high g le...
ok i shall work harder!
yesh!!!

Phantom of The Opera

The movie so rawks!!!
SoooOoOoOoOo touching....
It's so horribly sadx....
I realli pity the phantom....
so ke lian....
Kena abandon by his mum....
Sold to the circus then alwaes kinda mock/laugh at
and WHIPPED!

Victim of harsh reality
*juz becuz his disfigured
and everyone judge him by his looks....

He's called the *devils's child at the circus
*like he's some kind of freak....
I dun even think he got a proper name....


So sad la...
In the end Kristen chose Raul and left wif him...
Phantom was all alone again....
*alwaes alone...
I cried at tat part....


I luvVvVvVvVvVv all the SONGS!!!
omg...
so damn nice!
Kristen acted by the ger from the Day after tmr...
I din noe she can sing....

*was kinda doubtful
budden like so real...
so i reckon is her real voice???

So nice lor....
*They deserves mani mani rounds of applauses!!!

BRAVO!!!

I would like to watch again if i haf ta chance...
I would like to play Phantom of the Opera
I would like to noe wht happen to Phantom in the end....
I would like to read Phantom of the Opera





I saw this bag at Cineleisure todae...
quite nice....
maby wil buy but see first la....
*It's abt $33
nvr spend so mux for a bag b4....
I shall consider first....

I am back ta square one again...
since i cut my hair....
*I wan to grow back lehx...
I shall NOT? cut again???
until it's long???

I duno now my hair a bit ta weirdx...
I very scare cut hair la...
*alwaes getting worst nia....

*sighz....

Phantom of the Opera make my mood sad....
Tmr shall pia fins all my hw...
*MUZ FINS tmr!!!

feelinginferiorintimidatedloosyawefulsucky

*aiyaa whteva bad tt can describe mi la....

*whteva -_-'''

I like so failing everything rite now....
*i'm ok

Juz horribly intimidated
*by ppl tat do betta than mi....

arghh!!!

nevermind....
*i will get over it i guess???

School gonna start like SOOOONNNN!!!
1st: Hw not done
2nd: I wonder hu's in my kls and wht kls i in....
3rd: The whole beginning of a cycle of HECTIC LIFE agaaainnn.....


one word:
SIANX!!!